269 Kimori's wandering journey

The genes of the Mu Sen family have inherited the genes of forbearance and hard work, and in his family, it seems that there are only genes for complaining and complaining.

The repeater had never heard his parents talk about such a thing as Mu Sen's parents. If he hadn't heard of it, it hadn't happened, because he knew his mother, and if something like this had happened, she would have whispered it in his ear again and again.

He didn't want to blame his parents, and he couldn't blame his parents.

All he wanted to do was apologize to Mu Sen: "Thank you, I think I probably understood." Before that, please let me say I'm sorry. ”

Mu Sen continued: "We are all wrong. I thought that as long as I drew well enough, I could leave the arms of my parents, and you thought that my parents didn't give you a warm embrace, so they let you live a life of poor meals here, but in fact, no, we were all wrong. ”

The repeater listened carefully, and Mu Sen said: "Look at me, I am three or four years older than you laughing, but my life is very good, isn't it." After I came here, there were only more than 200 pieces left, not as much as yours. And I came to see you, and you did not leave the arms of your parents, despite all your complaints. So, we were all wrong. ”

Repeaters suddenly understood. He finally smiled, the kind of smile that saw hope. He told Mu Sen: "I understand, thank you so much." ”

Mu Sen said: "I also want to thank you, it was you who made me understand that you can't fly freely in the sky when you are strong." We are insignificant to this vast sky. And the arms of our parents are definitely not a bondage, but a jumping platform to help us take off. ”

The repeater nodded, and at this point, the two finally walked to a channel.

Once again, the repeater said thank you to Mu Sen.

Mu Sen also smiled, the kind of smile that saw hope: "No, we are the same, we have all made each other understand." ”

Mu Sen said this, once again adding a halo to the heart of the repeater, what he lacked the most, 'self-esteem', was found at this moment, and a person who worked hard to find self-esteem must have an incomparably bright future.

And Mu Sen finally found what he had been looking for. The joy that came from the bottom of my heart. He hadn't felt this way for a long time, or rather, he hadn't felt this way since he could remember, what joy was, for Mu Sen, joy was the most precious mood, and it was something that could not be changed.

And now, he has finally found it, and he has found the soil of planting joy in his heart.

In the past, he always thought that he didn't have this thing, he always thought that there was a lack of joy in his heart, it turned out that it was not, it turned out that he just didn't find this land. When he finally found it, Mu Sen couldn't help but be surprised: "It turns out that there is still such a place in my heart." ”

However, he was also a little depressed, because the land had been abandoned for too long, and it was already overgrown with weeds. The land that should have sown joy has been overrun by weeds.

Suddenly, Mu Sen laughed again, who said that weeds are not joyful, perhaps, what he planted at the beginning was weeds, but it was only because he didn't take care of them. So it's uneven.

Mu Sen understands that everything has an answer, and everything has a beginning and an end.

The repeater's answer is there, and so is his answer. While the answer may not have changed anything, it has already emerged.

Mu Sen and the repeaters each went back to their rooms, and they had already found the answer in their hearts, and they could all rush forward with the right.

After Mu Sen returned to his room, he came out a few more times, all after midnight. He also wanted to say something to the man. Tell me his answer. In Mu Sen's memory, the man always came back after midnight, and he was going to work again before ten o'clock in the morning.

He doesn't go to work far away, and it's only a two-minute walk from here.

When Mu Sen came out to look for the fifth or sixth time, the man finally returned.

He was very tired when he came back every day, so he would simply wash off the dust on his body and go to sleep. But in fact, Mu Sen knows that he doesn't want to wash off the dust, but if he doesn't wash it, his body is too dirty and he can't sleep at all.

Mu Sen stopped him: "Uncle, can I delay you for a few minutes?" ”

The man is a very harmonious character. Of course, he has been worn out by life to the point that he has no edges and no temper, otherwise, in his own words, he used to do a lot of sins, and now he is paying off his debts, so now, he is very amiable to everyone. Even if someone spits in his face, he will smile and wipe it off.

The man walked to the edge of the pool and took a few sips of water from the tap: "You say, I listen." ”

Mu Sen looked at him and handed him a painting: "This, give it to your child." ”

This painting has been painted by Mu Sen for a long time, from the first time he heard a man talking to a child on the phone.

At that scene, Mu Sen still feels worried.

What would an average father look like on the phone with his child? No matter how incompetent he is, he probably feels that he has not given his child a good life, and he feels sorry for her if he does not give her enough company.

But this father didn't, and the moment he hung up the phone, what appeared on his face was not sadness, but a death that was more sad than sadness. Mu Sen knew that at that moment, he must have chosen to escape and thought of dying.

But Mu Sen knew that this man would not be crushed easily, and his expression must have hidden unthinkable difficulties behind it.

What kind of hardship is it to be able to crush a man?

Mu Sen thought so, and his hand couldn't help but move. A portrait of a man was painted, but it was not exactly a portrait.

The man took this painting and said several words of thanks to Mu Sen in a row. A face full of embarrassment. He knew that Mu Sen's paintings were not cheap, and Mu Sen was the kind of person who was fully capable of living in a big house. He has always wanted to buy a pair for his daughter, but Mu Sen's oil paintings cost thousands, and he was reluctant to buy such a luxurious thing.

Mu Sen smiled awkwardly before he spoke, "I want to tell you that everything has an answer. The gods of nature won't fool us, forget it. Only by reaching the end in time will our life experience some good things and see some things we want to see. ”

The man looked at Mu Sen in surprise, he was so surprised, this child, a few days ago, he still looked lifeless, a few days ago, he saw him and felt that this child was even more pitiful than himself, but now, Mu Sen's eyes were full of light, as if he had crawled over from the edge of death, and was completely resurrected.

Mu Sen knew that he must have a lot of questions, and Mu Sen told him: "In the past two days, a lot of things have happened to me with my friend who repeats the study next door, and in the desperate situation, I found the light. ”

When Mu Sen said this, the man immediately understood. Or maybe he didn't understand, but it was just this kind of preaching that made men immediately find faith like a lost lamb.

Faith is very scary, and a person with faith will not be easily defeated.

This man who has found his faith, the powerful human potential that has been hidden in his heart for a long time finally begins to surge again, and the most fascinating charm finally begins to explode again.

This beauty is called persistence, it is called responsibility. This man used to seem to live for duty, but now he lives because he still has responsibility.

This is different, before he was passively responsible, but now he is responsible for himself, his children, and his wife. The difference between the two, although it is only the difference between active and passive, but the result is definitely not something that can be explained clearly in three or two sentences, at least, Mu Sen feels that the man at this moment is full of charm.

The man's dead eyes finally glowed again, smiled happily, and said to Mu Sen: "Thank you, if it weren't for you, I don't know how long I could last, but now, I feel that I have seen the light and the future is bright." ”

People are actually very easy to satisfy, as long as they are given a hope, they can carry all the burdens.

Mu Sen gave this man a hope, a hope to pin his hopes on the next generation, and now, in order to make his children more productive, in order to look forward to his old age will be good, he has the motivation again.

People are like that, they need hope, and then they pin hope, and as long as hope is there, people will not fall.

Mu Sen understands this truth best, perhaps saying that Mu Sen at this moment really has too deep experience of this truth. He used to just listen to his parents, but now, from this man's face, from the face of that repeater, he really understands how great a person's potential is and how important hope is to people.

Mu Sen replied in the room, looking at the unfinished work, he picked up the brush again. I don't know why, but he was clearly tired, more tired than before. But he just wanted to paint, thinking that if it were now, he might be able to paint a painting that surpassed all the previous paintings.

Mu Sen's hand holding the pen was a little weak.

Of course, he hasn't had a serious break for a long time. I've been busy with various things since I came here. encountered too many things that he couldn't understand and couldn't accept. Now that he had finally untied some of his knots, his strength immediately seemed to be drained. I want to fall asleep.

But he was in such a mood, so he thought that if he wanted to paint, he must paint a painting that satisfies himself and others.

His pen kept moving on the paper.

Although he was already very tired, as long as he picked up the paintbrush, Mu Sen would be revived immediately. For Mu Sen, the brush is the source of life, which can give him endless power.

Nothing makes him happier and harder than this.