There is one more person in the bed, although I can't see who it is, but there is no doubt that it is her most troublesome sister. Because only Wen Yu would get into the quilt at this time, let Hou gently wake her up.

Wen Yu curled up in Wen Linxi's arms and asked in a low voice: "Why do you like him, such a person, what is there to like?" ”

Wen Linxi didn't reply, he didn't know how to tell Wen Yu. She knew about the things during the day through the monitoring, and she thought it was good, but at this time, she was very entangled in whether to tell Wen Yu the truth.

Tell Wen Yu that although there is a great possibility that Wen Yu will return to the 'beginning', it is the result she hopes to be able to make Wen Yu and Shi Liang understand each other.

However, Wen Yu was finally willing to learn, wouldn't it be a pity if he knew the truth and gave up.

Dilemma: Can you be responsible for your choice? Wen Linxi was in a dilemma.

The two sisters were wrapped in a quilt and were silent for a long time, tears wetting their pillows. There is no one answer either.

Finally, Wen Yu couldn't hold back any longer, and called Wen Linxi: "Tell me your answer, you are my sister, tell me the truth, it is what I expected." ”

Wen Linxi exhaled a long breath and exhaled again. After several times, he told Wen Yu: "You can find it yourself, it is the first step into life." This man is sometimes good and bad, I always wear colored glasses when I say it, and the conclusion after beautification, you go to find it yourself and find the answer that belongs to you. ”

Wen Yu was silent.

After a while, he left the bed.

When I walked to the door, I paused, as if I had something to say, but after a long time, I still didn't say it.

Wen Linxi's heart ached, she loved this sister very much, so she hoped that her sister could really grow up. But this way is something she never thought of, and she never dared to think of.

In the middle of the night, Wen Linxi also got up.

Walked outside Wen Yu's room and stopped for a long time, raised his hand countless times and gave up.

In the end, there was no knock on the door to enter.

Study, under bright lights. Shi Youliang is still reading.

It was already past two o'clock in the evening, and if it was usual, he would never read so late.

Wen Linxi sat next to him and asked in a low voice, "Am I right?" ”

What Wen Linxi asked, of course Shi Youliang knew, he told Wen Linxi: "I don't know, I can't even tell what is right and wrong, I can only tell you, right or wrong, I won't know until ten or twenty years later, and only she knows." She thinks that today's thing is right, then you are retired, and if she can't forgive you, you are wrong.

Vice versa. If you insist on doing it for her good, then you are right no matter what the outcome is. ”

"I think, therefore I am, it's a great theory, it's really the best reason to comfort yourself." Wen Linxi said this, which shows that she herself knows that the center of the whole thing is Shi You.

If Wen Yu becomes an excellent person in the end, others will only say that Wen Yu is extremely talented, and no one will think that all this is Shi You's good teaching. If Wen Yu was hurt because of this incident in the end, everyone would think that it was Shi Yu's fault. He is just a tutor, but he is superfluous in managing Wen Yu's life, which is why it will lead to such a result.

Even, others will say that he wants to climb into a wealthy family, so he will do such a thing in a hurry.

Wen Linxi knew this truth, and of course Shi Youliang also knew. But, in a way, this is an inevitable result.

The reality is so cruel that there is nothing we can do.

All this, if I have to explain: it is 'fate', and although it was our own choice from the beginning, no one can say for sure that 'it is not fate'. ’

Shi Youliang has already taken all the responsibility on himself, and Wen Linxi certainly understands what this is for. It's not because Shi Youliang has a good impression of her and feels guilty, but because Shi Youliang took a lot of money from the Wen family, and in Shi Youliang's opinion, since he took the money, he had to do something worthy of the money.

Although the reason is very simple and realistic, Wen Linxi just can't agree with it, and when she opened her mouth with Shi You, she didn't think that it would be such a result.

However, Wen Linxi also knew that since things had come to this point, it was not something she could control, unless she was willing to break with Shi You. However, that was something she absolutely did not want. Therefore, the only thing that can be done now is to wait and see what happens.

Shi Youliang probably understood Wen Linxi's mood, was silent for a while, and suddenly spoke: "Read you a poem." ”

Wen Linxi pricked up his ears and listened.

Shi Liang read aloud:

By covering my late night,

I saw layers of bottomless darkness.

Thank God for giving me,

Unconquerable souls.

Even if you are held tightly by hell,

I don't cringe or scream.

has been hit wave after wave,

I don't bow my head with blood all over my head.

Outside this world of anger and tears,

The shadow of terror is wandering.

Also, the threat of the future,

But I am not afraid.

No matter how narrow the door I will walk through,

No matter what punishment I will bear.

I am the master of destiny,

I am the commander of the soul.

At the end of the poem, Wen Linxi answered: "The famous poem "The Unconquerable" by the Victorian English poet William Henry.

William Henry, for posterity, was a great writer to be remembered and read, but as far as he was concerned: he was frail and sickly from an early age, suffering from tuberculosis, and one foot was amputated; In order to keep his other foot, he struggled against the disease all his life and did not give in to fate. It is not a beautiful thing to write this poem on the sickbed.

I can't quite comprehend what it feels like to die in that kind of pain in my heart? ”

Shi Youliang said: "I can't quite understand it, but I believe in one thing, if we don't admit defeat ourselves, the chances of success will be very high." If you want others not to bow their heads, the first thing to do must be not to admit defeat. Because if you admit defeat, no matter what you say, it won't be convincing. ”

Wen Linxi was silent, not because he had nothing to say, but because he really had so much to say that he didn't know what to say.

After being silent for a long time, he said again: "I really still think you are really powerful!" ”

Shi Youyou smiled: "I also think you are very powerful, and I will never be able to praise someone for being powerful without concealment." ”

Wen Linxi looked at Shi Youliang and smiled: "Is this the so-called pride of genius?" ”

"Probably so."

Hearing Wen Linxi's words, Shi Liang's mood relaxed a lot, and he heard it from Wen Linxi's voice, Wen Linxi had relaxed a lot, and he waited for half a night, which was not in vain.

Wen Linxi's mood was much better, and when she looked at Shi You, she told him, "I'll read you a poem too." ”

Shi Youliang nodded and listened carefully.

Wen Linxi recited: Hold on to your dreams,

Because once the dream dies,

Life is like a bird with broken wings,

Can't fly freely.

Hold on to your dreams,

Because once the dream leaves,

Life will become a barren and barren land,

Only snow and ice cover.

Shi Youliang listened very carefully, and the serious ones didn't look like Shi Youyou.

"Nanston Hughes's 'Dream', I first read this poem when someone told me, 'To live, you must do Nanston Hughes's dream'!"

Would someone say such a thing in reality? Wen Linxi was a little surprised, but also funny: "I can't like books as much as you, probably because I lack someone who told me 'to dream of Nanston Hughes'." ”

Shi Youliang knew that it was not easy to meet such a person in reality, so he smiled and told Wen Linxi: "Or, you don't need dreams, dreams are the playthings of the poor and the luxury goods of the rich." For the poor, dreams are mostly the desire to live, however, for the rich, realizing their dreams is the true meaning of this time. ”

Wen Linxi sighed twice: "I never knew that you still have such hostility towards me. ”

Shi Youliang said: "The so-called 'poor mountains and bad waters come out of the people'! ”

Such a joke really makes people laugh, maybe Shi Youliang doesn't have a superfluous meaning, but Wen Linxi thinks it's too ironic, it's not Shi Youliang's theory of wealth and poverty, but that she actually talks about such a topic with the boy she likes.

The solitude of two people should be more ambiguous, but there is no romance or ambiguity between them.

This is not like a young man or woman, but more like a degraded fan.

What went wrong? Is it because Shi Youliang is a pervert, or is it because they are more suitable for such a relationship? Wen Linxi didn't know, and he didn't want to delve into it, because it was destined that there would be no answer. There will never be an answer.

The relationship between them, which seems to be predestined from the beginning, from the first day they met.

The encounter like a play, ushering in a play-like relationship, all this seems to be doomed.

But is it really predestined? Wen Linxi didn't want to think so, she preferred to think of all this as the result of her own choice.

When she met Shi You, she chose to work in a bookstore during the holidays, although the bookstore is also the property of the Wen family, but she also chose to work as an ordinary employee.

This is also Shi You's choice, Shi You's choice to use the holidays to work in a bookstore, although it is largely to read free books, but this choice makes them meet.

Therefore, their encounter is not predestined by God, but the result of their choice.

At least, Wen Linxi prefers to think so, in Wen Linxi's opinion: the four words fate are really ridiculous, because when you say fate, it means that you have given up, given up change, and gave up acknowledging your past efforts.