Chapter 235: What I'm Dealing With

"Zhanyi~"

Hearing this kid call himself, Zhanyi also stopped, "Why is there anything else?" ”

"Is the last time good? Come and hug me~"

Hearing this, Zhanyi's heart didn't mention how uncomfortable it was, "I think this kind of thing is still the same, and they have already decided to separate, so be happy!" ”

In fact, the reason why Zhan Yi said this was that he really didn't have confidence, and he was afraid that once he hugged that child, he would really never be willing to let go.

"I've already begged you, this is really my last request to you, can't you really grant me?" Erbai whispered.

Zhanyi walked back to the child's bedside, "What do you want?" Why do you want to say such things to me at such a time? You know that I will never be able to refuse any request you make, but do you know that I am also a human being, and my heart will hurt, do you always only think about your own feelings? When did you think about me again? Do you know how reluctant I am to say such things to me at such a time? Do you know the second cake? You really are a very selfish child! Although I never expected you to really like me, but I really tried my best, since I can't get your like, then I really don't need to accompany you to continue acting, the story between us is really over, just like you once told me, the two of us have no future, no future, although I will lose control before, deny, because I don't believe that this is really the end of the two of us, but now things have come to such a point, it really makes me have no way not to believe, Besides, I've come to terms with it, but now you're suddenly saying it to me, what do you want? What else do you want me to do? ”

"Zhanyi, I'll tell you I'm sorry first, I know that I have gone too far in this matter, but I also promise that as long as you hug me from now on, I will really never appear in front of you again!"

Hearing this, Zhan Yi snorted coldly, "You're really funny, since you have already made this kind of decision, what difference does it make between hugging and not hugging?" ”

"Zhanyi, this matter is really not good for me, I can do too little for you, and now I have to ask you to do things that you don't want to do, maybe it's really like you said, I'm really selfish, so selfish that I have never only thought about myself, and never considered your feelings, even if I still don't take into account your sadness now, but I only think about how to make myself less uncomfortable, I agree with everything you say, but it's really the last hug, I beg you!"

"Two cakes! What do you think of me in your heart? You think of me when you have something, but other than that, I don't have any effect on you at all? You know, I've given my heart to you again and again, but what do you do to me? I have also convinced myself again and again that you are still a child, too young, maybe you are really not sensible, but now I have finally seen through one thing, that is, no matter what I do, it is impossible to get your sincerity, in that case, according to what you said before, let's get together and disperse! You know, no matter what you ask me now, I won't agree to you! ”

In fact, Erbi's heart is even more uncomfortable, especially at this time, I hope that Zhanyi has always chosen to stand on his side, but the feelings between people are really fragile, right? Because no one dares to guarantee that they will really love each other like this for a lifetime, especially in this special situation of themselves and him, although they have thought about how difficult this road will be at the beginning, but now they have seen through some things, that is, this road has just begun, and the two of them have no way to go down at all, although there are really regrets and reluctance, but now only by letting go will two people have a chance to be happy, right?

"Zhanyi, I agree with what you said, my request just now is indeed too unreasonable, I apologize to you, just like you said, there is nothing wrong at all, we have nothing to do with each other now, no matter what kind of request I make again, even if you don't agree, it's right, you just assume that I never said what I just said!"

"Two cakes! Sometimes you're ridiculous! After saying this, Zhan Yi got up directly and left.

This time, Erbai didn't shed another tear, because his heart seemed to be so painful that he didn't feel it, although this has always been the result he wanted the most, but this result was really uncomfortable.

Zhan Hongyu, who was still in the living room downstairs, saw his brother coming upstairs and downstairs, and hurriedly greeted him.

"How's it going, brother? Has the misunderstanding between you and your sister-in-law been resolved? I'll just say, no matter what happens to this person who loves each other, as long as the two of them work together, there is nothing that can't be solved, and my sister-in-law is also a very good talker, as long as my brother is willing to coax him, then there really won't be any problems! Zhan Hongyu was indeed too optimistic about this matter, so that he didn't see Zhan Yi's gloomy face.

"I'm completely separated from him!" Zhan Yi said coldly.

At this time, Zhan Hongyu opened his mouth wide in surprise, "What are you kidding?" Brother, don't make trouble, okay? No matter what happens, there is always a solution, so why bother to get to this point? ”

"You don't understand, there are some things that just don't have a solution, and if there really is, how can I not use it? And I don't need to joke with you about this kind of thing, you must know that I am not so idle, what I told you is the truth, I have completely separated from him, of course, the reason why I didn't let her leave here immediately is because her body is still very weak, and when he recovers his strength, I will ask the driver to send him away! ”

"Brother, don't you regret making such a decision at all? You're not going to tell me that you're really going to be with that young lady named Yuzhen, are you? Actually, I don't have any prejudice against her, but people say that as long as it's a daughter, it's generally pampered, and it's likely that her temper is not very good, does my brother really want to be with a daughter? You know, my sister-in-law is many times better than that kind of daughter-in-law! ”

"People say? Do you believe what people say? The relationship between people depends on getting along, you have not been in contact with others, and you have not really gotten along with others, how can you come to such a conclusion that people are pampered or have a bad temper? In my opinion, you're simply prejudiced! Anyway, I naturally have a plan for the future, you must know that he is not the only one in the world, do I have to be him? I don't think it's worth giving up so many beauties for him! ”

In fact, Zhan Hongyu can hear that his brother is clearly talking angrily, but as an outsider, he has no way to mix the feelings of the two people, so he can only observe from the sidelines, because no matter what he says, his brother should not listen.

"Are you going to stay here? Don't you go back to be with your parents? Zhanyi asked.

"The two of them get along well, they don't need me to accompany them at all, I might as well stay with my brother and spend more time with my brother!"

"When do I need you to be with me? You know, I'm busy, too! I didn't think it before, but now I really think I should have a lot of time to think about my own affairs, I plan to go to Yuzhen's side again, you must know that her father has announced my relationship with Yuzhenzhen in front of so many people, no matter what, since people have given me such an opportunity, I have no reason to refuse, right? ”

Zhan Hongyu was surprised when he heard this, "Brother, don't make trouble, okay?" This kind of thing really can't be joked about, no matter how sad you are now? You shouldn't make such a decision rashly, and it's not too late to wait until you've really calmed down before rethinking this matter! ”

"What else do I have to think about? I've thought about it before, and the reason why I'm telling you about it now is because it's already the result of my consideration, and I'm very calm now, and I know what I'm talking about, and I know exactly what I'm going to do! ”

"No! I, as a younger brother, must be the first to object to this matter! Brother, you can't joke with your own happiness! And brother, you also know that the eldest lady's family has a big business, in case she really offends others, it is not something that my brother can calm down! ”

Zhan Yi raised his eyebrows, "Are you underestimating your brother too much?" It's true that her family has a big business, but your brother and I shouldn't be bad, right? Besides, if I can really marry that daughter, it can be regarded as a strong combination, so the result should not be bad! ”

"Brother, others don't know me, don't they know you? I know that what you're saying now is all angry words, and you want to deliberately anger your sister-in-law, right? Anyway, all of them are already adults? You can't think about things and do things so impulsively! If you do something that you regret because you are doing it now, you will probably have no way to bear the consequences! Zhan Hongyu really found that his eloquence and ability to reason were all practiced by persuading his brother.

"What can you know as a child? You don't know anything about it, so how can you say I'm going to regret it? I've really thought it through, instead of finding someone I like, I should find someone who likes me, so I should feel happy, right? ”

"But brother, don't forget, this relationship is mutual, if only one party gives and one party receives, how can such feelings last long? Because there will always be times when the one who pays is tired! ”

"I said that you are really good at reasoning in front of me, but I have already decided on this matter, no matter what you say, it is useless, and you also know my character, as long as it is what I decide, let alone you, even now my parents are standing in front of me to stop me, it is impossible, besides, I am making such a decision now, to get along with that Yuzhen girl, isn't this also in line with my parents' wishes? You must know that they like that jade treasure very much, and I will follow their wishes now, and when the time comes, they may be very happy when they know about it! ”

"Brother, in my opinion, you are wronging yourself! Why do we have to get things out of control? You haven't thought about it, if you are really with that Yuzhen, what will you do with your sister-in-law? Don't you really care how he feels? ”

"Brother, I already wanted to tell you before, you really have to completely change your words about calling him sister-in-law! He's not your sister-in-law, and he won't be! ”

"I don't care! Anyway, I only recognize him as a sister-in-law, and I won't call her like this if it were anyone! I don't have a big heart like my brother, and I can't tolerate others! If my brother has a determination that he will not change, then I will also have a determination of something, and I will not change it! Sometimes I really don't understand what you adults think! I obviously like it very much, but I refuse to admit it all on my lips! They all think that the choices they have made are great, but in fact, they are all hurting others and hurting themselves! If you are like you and refuse to face it bravely! No matter how good the relationship is, it will be missed, right? ”

"Enough Zhan Hongyu! No one dares to talk to me like that in front of me, not even you? ”

"I hate such a hypocritical brother, I hate such a brother who refuses to face reality!"

"You say I'm hypocritical and unwilling to face reality? Then tell me, where do you see my hypocrisy? Where are you refusing to face reality? I'm telling you, it's because I don't want to dream anymore, because as long as it's a dream, there is no hope, and I don't want to live in the illusion anymore, because I have seen through the illusion, so I really walked into reality! Now is the time for me to live my truest life, myself and face reality! Maybe you really can't understand and can't understand, but for me, I know what I need? Do you know what you're letting go? I can say that, I don't regret it! Because the choices I make now do not allow me to regret them either! I don't want to leave myself any way back, so I just keep going! A lot of things have passed, that is, it is in the past, no matter how to redeem it? It's all impossible! That's what I'm facing, and it's impossible to know that if I already know it, why do I want to go my own way? They all said that if they don't hit the south wall, they won't look back, do I really want to knock the south wall down? Do you get yourself to the point of bleeding? What do you know as a child? ”

Zhan Hongyu's eyes instantly turned red, "Maybe what you said makes sense, brother, I can't understand everything, I can understand everything, but as an outsider, as a bystander, I dare not say that I can understand it better than you parties and authorities, but I dare to say that from the moment you like your sister-in-law, you have no way out!" If you want to make another choice now, or if you want to be with another woman, it's just an excuse! What are you not running away from? You obviously have no way out, you have to find a way out for yourself, you keep saying that you have to face reality! But where are you facing it, you are clearly avoiding reality, aren't you? You left your sister-in-law alone and ignored him, is this your love for him? You obviously know that when your sister-in-law is sick now, you need someone to take care of you the most, and you need someone to accompany you the most, but what is your brother doing now? I just want to see that rich daughter, right? Not to mention that my sister-in-law has no confidence in such an older brother, even I, who is a younger brother, am about to lose confidence in your brother! Why did your sister-in-law insist on leaving you, did you never think about it? Don't say that you have any backers here, because you yourself are a very powerful existence, but my sister-in-law is different, he has no backers, and the only person you can rely on is you! But now that even your dependence is going to leave him, who can give him faith? And our parents side, even if they don't say it, I can see that they don't like their sister-in-law at all, this road is difficult, my brother only knows how to promise my sister-in-law verbally, but when it really comes to action, what has my brother done for my sister-in-law? Even if I, who is a younger brother, no matter how ignorant I am, I can understand that this is heart-to-heart, people's hearts are flesh and blood, what you do to him, he will do to you! You blame your sister-in-law for being ruthless to you, but haven't you thought about how you treated your sister-in-law before? When my sister-in-law was alone and helpless, when he was in the rich daughter's house, how much do you know what he was facing? You left him there alone, and she was trembling with fear, do you know all this? You say that he is sick and has no way to leave here quickly, but who is the way he is now? If it was my brother that day, and I saw a good-looking girl with a good family background standing next to my sister-in-law, the key is that the girl's father also directly announced that the two of them were dating, I dare to say that my brother would also be unbearable, right? But sister-in-law, she would rather be uncomfortable herself, and she didn't have any anger towards her brother! He drunk himself, just didn't want her to see what disappointed him so much and hurt so much! When I'm around him, he's calling your name all over the place! I don't know anything, but I know how much he loves everyone! You can't just ignore all these things, even his feelings for you, just because he is not good at expressing them, or he is unwilling to express them! Don't you think it's really unfair to your sister-in-law by doing this? ”

"Enough! Don't keep preaching in front of me! Besides, I don't want to hear what you say right now!? What is gone is in the past! ”