Chapter 279: Missing is a pain

In the hospital, the doctor looked at Sang Zhi and said seriously: "You can think about it clearly, it is extremely difficult for you to get pregnant in this body, and now this child may be a gift from God to you, if you do it, it is likely that you will never be able to get pregnant again in this life." ”

Sang Zhi gritted his teeth and nodded, "I know, I think clearly, please arrange surgery for me." ”

"I really don't understand what you young people think, why don't you take measures if you don't want children, children who are less than two months old, you don't feel anything about it, but it's also a life. Why don't you go back and think about it? ”

The doctor is benevolent, and the doctor is still persuading hard, but Sang Zhi has made up her mind in her heart, in order to save her mother, she can even sacrifice her own life, not to mention this child who has never met before!

"Baby, mom is sorry for you, don't hate mom!"

Silently in his heart, he said, "Doctor, I really think it through, please arrange for me to be an operation." ”

Abortion is not a major surgery, and even TV is often advertised, what "painless abortion, three minutes to get it, easy to go to work......"

But when Sang Zhi lay on the operating table, he was extremely nervous, scared and sad.

The operation was really fast, so fast that Sang Zhi himself didn't even feel that time was flowing.

After infusion of a few bottles of liquid, and some medicine, and then listening to the doctor's nagging instructions, Sang Zhi staggered out of the hospital.

Her parents have gone to Uncle Mo's hospital in Lincheng, and now she is alone at home, resting at home for three days.

Three days later, Sang Zhi returned to the compound as if he was fine, and told Lin Yaran that he planned to accompany his parents back to his hometown for the New Year.

Both hands gently touched the tumbler husband on the bedside, this was the first time that Men Shaoting accompanied her to go shopping and buy it.

I bought two of them in total, and it was a pair.

Sang Zhi forced the old grandmother to the door Shaoting and asked him to put it on the head of the bed in his army dormitory.

I remember the last time I went to his army, I didn't see the tumbler old woman in the room of the door Shaoting, because she didn't see it, she didn't remember to ask him.

And now, seeing the old man at his bedside, Sang Zhi couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart, maybe this is the will of God, the old woman is gone, and only the old man is left and can't form a pair.

After thinking about it, Sang Zhi couldn't help but pick up the "old man" and put it in his bag.

The doctor has already handed down a verdict on himself, and the chances of getting pregnant again are slim.

She can have no children, but she can't be a young man, and she can't!

Then there is only one result waiting for her and Men Shaoting, which is divorce!

Sang Zhi was reluctant, she was reluctant to give up the young court, reluctant to her grandfather, mother-in-law, sister-in-law, and even the father-in-law who didn't bother to look at herself all day long.

But fate is over, and she can no longer be the daughter-in-law of the family.

As long as her legs step out of the door of the door, from then on, she has nothing to do with the door.

Carrying his luggage upstairs and down, the old man went to the army early in the morning, and the door was also to the company, and only Lin Yaran was fiddling with flower arrangements in the living room.

"Mom, I'm leaving, I wish Grandpa, Dad and you a Happy New Year in advance."

Sang Zhi said goodbye to Lin Yaran with tears.

Lin Yaran looked at her and couldn't help laughing: "Silly child, what are you crying about, it's not that you won't come back." Didn't you come back after the New Year? is still so reluctant, and the mother's tears are about to come out. ”

"You'll wait!"

Lin Yaran said as she got up and went upstairs, and when she came down, she held two thick red envelopes in her hands.

Stuffed into the mulberry branch and said, "You take this, one is given by my grandfather, and the other is given by me and your father." ”

Sang Zhi hurriedly refused, "Mom, I can't accept it." ”

"Take it, this is the rule of the family. The new daughter-in-law who entered the door in the first year, when the New Year, the elders should give a red envelope, take it, otherwise we will be unhappy. ”

Sang Zhi had no choice, smiled reluctantly, and accepted the red envelope.

"Zhizhi, your face is not very good, are you not feeling well? If you don't feel well, don't drive yourself, I'll let Xiao Zhang send you and your parents over, right? ”

Lin Yaran saw that Sang Zhi's face was a little pale and had no energy, so she asked worriedly.

Sang Zhi shook his head, "Mom, I'm fine, maybe the company is too busy and a little tired, and now it's a holiday, just take a break." ”

After speaking, he smiled at her and said, "Mom, then I'm leaving, you have to take care of your body." ”

"Well, go ahead, come back early after the New Year!"

The moment the mulberry branch turned around, the tears could no longer hold back.

Afraid of being seen by Lin Yaran, he hurriedly got into the car and waved his hand at Lin Yaran, "Mom, come in, it's cold outside, I'm leaving!" ”

Driving out of the compound, Sang Zhi suddenly realized that his vision had been blurred by tears, and he couldn't see the road in front of him clearly.

I parked the car on the side of the road, took a few deep breaths, calmed down my excitement, took out a tissue to wipe the tears from my face, and then started the car again.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was already ten in the evening.

Mo Qinglian's mental state is not bad, Mo Qingyuan and her colleagues from the hospital helped her do a checkup, and when she saw Sang Zhi coming over, she said with a smile: "You can also move in these days, help you adjust your body, and the operation will be performed immediately when the body is suitable, what do you think." ”

Sang Zhi nodded, "I'm sorry for you, Uncle Mo." ”

Mo Qingyuan smiled, "What's the trouble, seeing that you are so filial, Uncle Mo is happy for your parents from the bottom of his heart, good boy!" ”

In a word, he said that Sang Zhi was shy, and lowered his head with a red face.

In this way, Sang Zhi and Mo Qinglian were admitted to the same ward, and the mother and daughter looked at each other across the bed, and Mo Qinglian couldn't help crying.

"Zhizhi, it's your mother who dragged you down!"

Sang Zhi smiled and stretched out his hand to his mother, who clasped their hands tightly, "Mom, what are you talking about?" Why is it dragging me down, it's just a minor operation, you don't have any psychological burden, take it easy, if there is anything, let's face it together. ”

Sang Zi came in with food from outside, and when she looked at the scene of the mother and daughter, she couldn't help but be moved to tears.

"And me, if there is anything, let's face it together as a family of three, and there will be no hurdles that we can't get over."

The hands of the family of three were clasped tightly, and Mo Qingyuan outside the door was so moved that he couldn't help but tears swirl in his eyes.

The operation was scheduled for the third day of the new year, the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and the family of three ate in the hospital.

Because Mo Qinglian and Sang Zhi were going to have surgery and couldn't eat irritating and greasy food, Sang Zi made mushroom dumplings for them, although there was no meat, but the family still ate with relish.

Sang Zhi put his arms around his parents' necks and said coquettishly: "This is the best Chinese New Year's Eve meal I've ever eaten when I've grown up." ”

Sang Zi and Mo Qinglian smiled tacitly, knowing that their daughter was deliberately amusing them.

After eating, the family sat in the ward with the tablet and the gala, and bursts of laughter echoed in the ward, making them forget the torture and pain of the illness for a while.

When the New Year's bell rang, Sang Zhi took out his mobile phone and dialed the phone number of the family, and greeted his grandfather, in-laws, and everyone in the family through the phone.

Lin Yaran nodded happily, and also asked Sang Zhi to convey their greetings to Sang Zhi's parents and wish them a happy New Year.

Sang Zhi received a lot of blessing text messages, and unexpectedly received a text message from Men Yuewei to greet the New Year, but when she called, Men Yuewei's mobile phone became turned off again.

Sang Zhi doesn't know where she is at the moment, every festival is full of relatives, what does Men Yuewei feel in a foreign country at the moment?

Sang Zhi thought about it, and even though he wasn't sure if Men Yuewei could see it, he still texted her back. While blessing her, he also persuaded her to go home early and told her that her family missed her very much.

The Spring Festival in Lincheng is very lively, and according to my mother, every year from the ringing of the New Year's bell until dawn, the fireworks will not continue.

Looking at his sleeping parents, Sang Zhi got up gently, tucked the quilt for them, and then approved a coat and walked out of the ward gently.

In the garden behind the hospital, there is a rockery that is not too tall but not too short.

Mulberry Zhi visually inspected it, and this should be the best viewing spot in the hospital.

Of course, it's not as good as the patio in the hospital, but she is worried that if she climbs the patio in the middle of the night, she will be mistaken for thinking that she is going to commit suicide, and it is always bad to scare others during the Chinese New Year.

The night wind was very cold, and her coat rustled, and the mulberry branch stood in the pavilion of the rockery, looking up into the distance.

In the distance, the lights were dim, and as Mother had said, colorful fireworks lit up the entire sky.

Although the fireworks are beautiful and gorgeous, they are short-lived, just like the marriage between her and Men Shaoting that is about to come to an end.

Happy, but unable to join hands with white heads.

Wu thought to himself, tears couldn't stop flowing, he reached out and unconsciously touched his flat little belly, and for no reason remembered that he and Men Shaoting, the child who was not born and was ruthlessly strangled by himself.

I don't know where Men Shaoting is now and what is he doing?

Do you miss yourself as much as you miss him?

Thinking about it, he pulled the corners of his mouth, shook his head, and said with a wry smile: "Men Shaoting, don't think about me, don't think about me in the future, forget me, forget me completely!" And I will slowly forget you, as if we had never known each other, and forget each other in the depths of my heart. ”

The text message sounded, and Sang Zhi pressed the receive button, and there was a burst of ecstasy mixed with indescribable emotions in his heart.

Looking at the text message sent by Men Shaoting, Sang Zhi had mixed feelings in his heart, and the content of the text message was very simple: Wife, Happy New Year! Happy birthday!

Just a few words, but let Sang Zhi's tears gush out like a flood.

She wanted to dial the mobile phone of Men Shaoting to confide in him her thoughts and confessions, but she gritted her teeth and turned off her mobile phone ruthlessly.

Sang Zhi knew that Men Shaoting must still be on a mission at this time, he may have taken a great risk to send a text message to himself, and now she can't contact him, let alone mention the divorce to him, she can't let him be distracted.

All of this will be done after the mother's surgery is successful!

Sang Zhi didn't know how many days she had left to be Men Shaoting's wife, she would only silently call Men Shaoting "husband" in her heart every day.

I've just been calling you greedily for a few days, and when you come back, I will completely forget about you and completely cut off our relationship with you!

Sang Zhi didn't know how long she had been sitting outside, and when the sky was white, when Sang Zi found her in the pavilion of the hospital rockery, she was so cold that she was almost unconscious.

"Twigs...... Do you have something on your mind? ”

Sang Zi walked back with her in his arms, looked at her pale face, and asked worriedly.

"Dad, I'm fine, I'm just worried about Mom!"