But thinking about how ugly, how wandering, and how painful it is for my sister to say to me, I really don't have my parents by my side.

It's like the longest thing, and for all these years, I really think of my parents every night, and I don't know what they look like, so I feel a kind of indescribable paleness.

Of course, this is a kind of deep down, well, I don't know who to talk to you about, and I don't express it to anyone anymore, but I have always had this kind of hurt in my heart, and if I have always shot like this, one day we will return to him, how good it is!

But in terms of these, it will always be a brother who is not like me, they are also unable to find children in the State Department, whether you miss your parents as much as I do, whether you are thinking about them all the way they are.

I don't know, I really don't know, I don't know how to think, I don't know how to understand, it's all really, really hard for us, if all this happens, if you do it in a normal order, maybe it's a lot better, but there's really no way, you're going to lose a lot of this feeling in the process, you're going to lose a lot of life that you think you're going to have a more wonderful life.

The brocade held my hand tightly, and he seemed to have sensed my thoughts.

"Why do you suddenly have a trace of melancholy, what is it that is not very happy today? Can you tell me what's going on? ”

I smiled: "Actually, I don't know what to do, because today is really happy for me, one day, this thing has been looking forward to me for a long time, I am very eager to go out of such a new stage of life with you, to say that this is what I sincerely desire." ”

He raised an eyebrow.

"Then,"

I knew that he knew very well what he thought, my every move I had sensitive information, how could it be his fault, his eyes, what he said, what he thought, good night breakfast in Beijing, everything in my mind so words I did.

"I tell you, maybe you think it's strange, but this is really a thought in my heart, I don't know why I suddenly think of my parents today, for such a particularly happy day today, I have a faint sense of loss, of course not because you are because I am an orphan, I hope that my parents can witness my happiest moment today, how I hope he can receive his blessings......"

"You don't know, I've been an orphan since I was a kid and I've never seen my parents, but that doesn't mean that our students don't want to see them, I think I hated them and hated them since I was a child, because why did he want to abandon me for me at that time, and sometimes I can't understand and forgive them, but on this special day like today, I actually crave their love......"

"Isn't it stupid to look like me now, don't I think those things, this is when he abandoned me, they didn't let my daughter at all, and now I want to find them, do I feel particularly sorry for things, I don't know why, I always feel that this is a blood thing, so many years have passed, I really don't know if they are still alive? Or it's dead, maybe it doesn't matter to me at all......"

"Tell me here, leave me some regrets, if I can see their appearance, even if it's all photos, even if it's a picture, even if it leaves me a liar on it, but it's really not, I never feel that I am anything like other children, just because I haven't seen me, so I can give birth, I'm really ...... in my life"

"Forget it, don't bother you anymore, today is a happy day, but the past 20 years ago, that's why I will think about it, so don't think about my past anymore, let's go over, let's continue to the present, and the future is the most important thing, right?"

When I say this, I'm actually quite helpless in my heart, I don't know how to say anything about you, can I not know how I feel when all this happens? I'm an orphan after all.

Maybe there was a feeling of loneliness in the corner of my eyes, but the brocade hugged me tightly and patted me lightly on the shoulder.

"Maybe I can help you find some things about your parents, maybe I can think of a way, if you want, can you leave this matter to me, I can only do a lot of things......"

I already knew at the time that he would do what he did, and he would do it seriously, but after all, this thing has been going on for 20 years, and it is impossible for anyone in it to find out any special light, how can you investigate it in that era.

It's actually certainly a lot of difficulty, and if you think about it, in 20 years, the people in the No Man's Land have any clues, if any kind of clues, then when they live, all those women who know that I am have died.

And that fire had already burned down the orphanage.

All the traces have nowhere to exist, at this time you want to find a person's file, find a person's traces, it is simply impossible, this may not have a coefficient at all, then it means that how can these situations happen, what words cannot happen, and finally to find a such thing, it is like looking for a needle in the bottom of the sea.

Well, I don't have any hope for these people, and of course I don't want him to do this, because he still has a lot of things to do, such as the whole operation of the factory, he is already very busy, and a lot of things have been so long that he has taken time out to do more things.

I said, "Don't pay too much attention to this matter, it's just an idea of mine now, it will be fine after a while, this has happened for so many years, in fact, I have long been very pessimistic, and I already think that this thing is no big deal, so don't spend all this time looking for something, even if it is looking for something, what's the use?" But they've abandoned me for me, and nothing has changed. ”

"If they had something unspeakable, they would have left me some letters, or left me some way to make some memorial, but he didn't, and he left me there without hesitation, then I would have meant that I would not have any importance in their minds at all."

"So there is no one kind of importance to him, and there is no one and there is no room for any of them, do you want to look for it again, maybe in their eyes, I am just different, a herb ......"

So.

That's what I thought, and you told him, because there's really no need to look for this thing, and it's going to be a gem.

Na Jintang said: "Don't worry, I know what you think, I won't give up a lot of things because of this matter, wait for my side of the matter to come out to play, I will accompany you back to the park, maybe I can find some traces through there, so many years have passed, I believe that the brothers also want to go back, when I finish the matter, I will go back with you." ”

I was so touched how important he was to me when he said that.

Or how important I am in his mind, so the words lie in himself, and he is now desperate to help me, and to understand me when he sees me, okay?

I am very grateful for what he has done to me, I know that he will help me to make all my wishes come true, all his ideas he will help me to consult, this is him, I have really felt that deep love for him, I am very deeply touched by his past.

He hesitated.

"Cat, I know you will miss your parents, in fact, I am not the same, and then in this vast sea of people, if you can find some traces of your parents, but whenever there is such an effort, there are such clues, we will look for it, no matter how he abandoned us in the first place, but after all, he is our reborn parents hydration, at that time they should have them from, we should not tolerate them, there are not too many problems with hairstyles, when I am busy with this time, maybe after a month, These things are already on the right track, you won't arrange for other people to deal with it, and if you leave me, when this factory is running normally, I will accompany you to the orphanage to have a look. ”

I really want to cry, I really want to cry, I feel free, this really makes me feel very moved, if it weren't for him, I really don't know if I should go back to deal with it, it's really been many years, it's because he has been silently helping me, supporting me, and letting me get this strong reason.

So I had to hug her tightly at this point, because I didn't know how to say these things, and I would talk about it after everything was over.

"Okay, I promise you, we'll discuss the problem when you have time, but we have to do a good job in the factory now, this is your dream, my dream, and the old man's dream, I hope I must go all out to do a good job in this matter."

So there is nothing more important to us than anything, when this thing has been like this, an important node of the whole thing, maybe I will slowly adapt to the other party and firmly believe in the other party.

I really thought, really, if one day I go back to the orphanage.

What kind of scene would it be, it must be something that makes people feel very sad, very memorable, and very regrettable.

……

We were discussing these things very vigorously on the sidelines, and it seemed that the brothers were on the other side, and they had already begun to quarrel at the end, and they had something clear about themselves.

Oil Siji: "I've decided, if these things are handled by me, I'm already very well dressed, and Maoda will definitely let me do it, because he has always trusted me!" ”

Pig Head Three: "How is it possible, the best man is very enthusiastic, the cat must tell us brothers to do it, and my role in this is the most important, don't you think I am the most handsome one among all the brothers?" ”

Ah Wu Donkey: "Because you are really good, it means that you are so embarrassed and embarrassed, it really makes people feel that they really want to beat you!" ”

Ergouzi: "Don't quarrel with you, it's useless for all of you to quarrel anymore, because this position belongs to me, because I am the youngest, and I am favored, at most it is definitely me, whoever dares to quarrel with me will cry!" Cry! ”