After a long time, Xu Jingjia recalled the old days—the days when she always thought that Qi Zhengping would believe her. Xu Jingjia thinks that the unprovoked trust is probably because Qi Zhengping once said to her forgively about being ostracized, "But, you have to forgive them......

In the moment she heard this, Xu Jingjia thought of the cross outside the door of Qi Zhengping's consultation room.

The day Xu Jingjia went to see Dr. Lu Ruiming was a sunny Friday. Xu Jingjia actually doesn't feel that she has any major emotional problems, but since it has affected her life, it shows that this problem needs to be faced.

The location of the consultation was at Yi Shing Pavilion in Central, and Hui Jingjia heard the name of this place for the first time, and she didn't know where the specific location was, so she and her mother ate a bowl of beef balls and rice noodles at the Tai Shing branch in Central.

Xu Jingjia has always liked to eat the beef balls produced by Taisheng, the gravy is fragrant, and it is much better than others. Xu Jingjia has never been good at dissecting herself to others, and she needs something delicious to calm her emotions.

Fearing that the conversation with the doctor might be heard, neither Xu Jingjia nor her mother brought a mobile phone. After lunch, Xu Jingjia asked the newspaper stall owner where Yicheng Pavilion was located, but the other party had no impression of the name.

At this time, a middle-aged man with gold-rimmed glasses and a square face walked across the street and asked, "Are you going to Yicheng Pavilion?" After that, he pointed out the direction behind him in the direction he came from.

Xu Jingjia was surprised that her voice was so loud that even the people from the other side of the street could hear it, so she was a little embarrassed, and hurriedly thanked the man, and walked in the direction pointed by the man with her mother, while the man walked in the opposite direction to them.

Xu Jingjia and her mother had not walked far and happened to pass by the toilet. When Xu Jingjia's mother went in, Xu Jingjia waited outside the door.

While Xu Jingjia was waiting, she looked left and right boredly, and when she looked in the direction she came just now, she inadvertently saw a familiar face, it was the man with gold-rimmed glasses who had just gone and returned, and the other party seemed to be observing her.

Not long after, Xu Jingjia and her mother came to the elevator lobby of Yicheng Pavilion, only to find that the entire Yicheng Pavilion was originally rented by different specialists. Xu Jingjia followed the sign to find the elevator to Lu Ruiming's clinic, and for some reason, Xu Jingjia became more and more nervous.

As the elevator rose layer by layer, Xu Jingjia had the idea of escaping in the wilderness.

Xu Jingjia gradually understood that some things cannot be said only halfway, either not said or said completely. Whether this should be said or not, Xu Jingjia has not thought about it yet.

When she came to the door of Lu Ruiming's clinic, Xu Jingjia's mind gradually went blank. Xu Jingjia's mother seemed to sense Xu Jingjia's nervousness, and when Xu Jingjia filled out the personal information form, she chatted with Xu Jingjia about various furnishings in the clinic, as if she wanted to let Xu Jingjia relax.

There was no one in the clinic, and Xu Jingjia still waited for about half an hour. When Xu Jingjia opened the door of the consultation room, Xu Jingjia's mother sat outside the door and waited for her.

This was Xu Jingjia's last insistence, and her mother could only sit outside the door and wait for her. Because Xu Jingjia knows that her mother loves her too much, she can't listen to her being wronged. Xu Jingjia has not told her the specific details of the matter, but at this time, she is afraid that her mother is listening, which will affect the doctor's diagnosis.

Soon after the consultation began, Hui Jingjia had already noticed that Dr. Luk had heard it.

Dr. Luk's reaction was so familiar that Hui Jingjia soon realized that he had heard about her before she appeared.

At the same time, Dr. Lu's approach also shows that he had already made up his mind about her before he met her. At that time, Xu Jingjia was only less than an hour, and she really didn't have the confidence to convince him in such a short time, and it was still under his doubts and temptations. Sometimes, it's too hard to get a person to believe in themselves. Even friends who have been together for many years can't trust her, let alone a person who meets for the first time.

In Dr. Lu's eyes, Xu Jingjia seems to be a person who wants to win Qi Zhengping's attention through twists and turns and bizarre stories. However, Dr. Lu did not mean to make Xu Jingjia sad. Dr. Lu's words were very tactful, and he only told Xu Jingjia not to do it again in the future.

They are indeed very smart, so how can they go wrong with what they see through?

They saw through it and didn't say anything, and only let Xu Jingjia retreat in the face of the difficulty, just to take care of Xu Jingjia's face. You see, how merciful they are?

It's not that I haven't thought about refuting, but the words of rebuttal turned a thousand times in my heart, and finally turned into speechlessness at the moment of exit. The urge to explain everything seems ridiculous the moment you open your mouth.

That feeling of powerlessness is like giving birth to a mouth in vain, but it is difficult to speak, which is no different from being dumb.

After leaving Dr. Lu's clinic, Xu Jingjia's mother told Xu Jingjia that there were many people who had the same situation as Xu Jingjia, and when she was waiting outside the door just now, the girl with short hair and delicate facial features seemed to be in a similar situation to Xu Jingjia.

Xu Jingjia didn't have the heart to think about it, and her mind was still thinking about the conversation with Dr. Lu just now.

However, what Xu Jingjia didn't expect was that even though she didn't carry a mobile phone on the day of the consultation, Xu Ningzhi and Zhou Muqing could still tell the content of the conversation between her and Dr. Lu during the consultation, and reminded Xu Jingjia in a timely and kind manner that she should be down-to-earth, not ambitious.

Or, what made Xu Jingjia most sad was that someone once shared an article with her mother, and the content of the article was to the effect that parents should manage their children well. Fortunately, my mother was so relieved that she couldn't really understand it.

Later, Xu Jingjia was still added a new mark that could not be washed away - "in the name of medical treatment, the fact of hooking up".

Xu Jingjia thought, no, she still has a chance.

Only she didn't go to Qi Zhengping and Lu Ruiming for a consultation at all, maybe she still had a chance.

Maybe she'll have a chance to get rid of the mark—as long as she's acted like she's never known these two men.

However, Xu Jingjia still wanted to find out if Qi Zhengping had the same thoughts as them.

She wanted to know.

Xu Jingjia is sometimes really naïve, or even has no IQ. When she was alone, she always thought that at least—at least, there would be someone on her side, who believed in her, right?