Chapter Forty-Four Has Started Afresh - I Will Not Look Back!
The radish was old and hard, and my stomach, which had been empty for a long time, immediately turned over and overturned, and my mouth became numb and bitter salty. I had to lie down in the hard dirt and start vomiting weakly.
The faint smell of rotting flesh from the hut made me more and more nauseous, and I refused to contain the sensation, and continued to vomit and vomit, only to see the hut and the trees spinning rapidly around me. I lay motionless on my stomach, I don't know how long it took, my face buried in the dirt, my back covered with ice and snow, and my whole body froze and motionless.
I lay on the ground, powerless to repel the moose of memories and melancholy, which hovered over her head like a flock of vultures, waiting to enjoy a dead corpse. She didn't have the strength to say anymore: "There's a big mess in the courtyard, I'll think about it laterβwhen I can stand it." β
I collapsed and turned around, and the second dog and Niu Hachi were no better than me: the second dog was lying in the dirt, his head almost buried in the dirt, and I heard a rapid sound that can only be made by a pig eating, and his face was between iron blue and miserable white, and he was probably thinking about whether he wanted to vomit out the easy one. But apparently not, he had just dug up the wriggling earthworm in the dirt, and he was hungry and swallowed it, but he spit out the water, and he cried out: "Big cat, I ate an earthworm!" I'm going to die! β
Ushihachi's throat had obviously changed from the rotting red roots, and he glared sharply and began to burp one after the other.
I gazed at the desolation, looking ahead, dark and auspicious. When I stand up, my head is held high, fate has always grimaced at me, fate makes me cry, I want to laugh! Now this situation is at least many times better than the abuse I was infinite, I don't know how many times it was before, it couldn't break me back then, and now it's even more like this! I have made up my mind and sketched out a blueprint for my life.
There is no turning back, I can only move forward.
I will not let myself look forward to the future with a sad expression in my eyes, and I will not let myself endure others to dominate my fate anymore. The past has vanished, and today's has begun anew - I will never look back!
I cried out in my heart: God testifies to me, and a catastrophe will not bring me down. I'm going to hold on, and when I'm through this, I'm going to go hungry again. And never let the bastards go hungry again. Even if I have to steal, kill - God testify to me, I will no longer go hungry!
The second dog slowly put some of the withered cabbage that was still alive into the basket, and the orphanage could have a full meal tonight, at least not starving again.
Hungry and irritating my stomach, I walked along the way towards another hut, followed by Ergozi and Niu Hachi carrying Lanzi.
It's getting dark, and we can't sleep alone in this wilderness, which means death.
A pointed stone punctured the bubble on my foot, and I screamed in pain, and the second dog asked me with concern: "Big cat, let's go back, we may encounter ghosts if we go again." β
"Second dog, you bark again, I will make you a ghost first," I said, limping up from the ground, and I didn't have the heart to argue with him at all.
We came to an empty courtyard, we looked through the thicker and thicker twilight from the middle of the two rows of trees, everywhere was dark and gloomy, whether it was in the main house or in the shed, there was no light to be seen, I did my best to investigate in the dark, and finally found that this was a private house, and there were several freak-like scarecrows hanging on the courtyard wall, perhaps the master's house used to avoid evil before leaving, anyway, the eyes of the two black holes were like the dull and motionless eyes of a blind man.
"Anyone!" I shouted with all my strength, "Is there anyone! β
The frightened Ergouzi hurriedly grabbed me, and when I looked back, I saw that his two eyes were rolling straight up.
"Stop barking, big cat, stop shouting," he whispered, his voice shaking. "God knows what the answer will be!"
"Ahh β
Why would I do such a thing, I might as well starve to death in an orphanage.
My nerves were like taut strings, and when there was a sudden sound in the empty room, the string almost broke. The second dog screamed and fell to the ground all of a sudden, while Niu Ba covered his eyes and trembled vigorously, so frightened that he couldn't even shout. A moment later there was another heavy cry in the room, followed by a low, desolate roar rushing into our ears, and a heavy smell of blood permeated the fresh air.
I restrained panic and calmed down to listen to the source of the sound.
My voice was hoarse from panic, and I guessed, "It looks like an animal scream." β
"That's the ghost," the second dog sobbed, writhing nervously as he lay on the ground. Niu Ba grabbed my arm with his other hand and whispered, "Let's not go in, I'd rather starve to death than be scared to death by a ghost." β
Actually, I thought the same way, but when Niu Hachi said this, I became furious when I heard it, and I grabbed Niu Hachi's hand and shook it off.
"Don't be crazy, two dogs, you scared us all to death." I yelled at him in a coarse voice and kicked him in the pouting ass, and we were so hungry that we were so fragile from panic that we could not tolerate the vulnerability of others.
I said, "Come with me and see, stupid thing, if you don't get up, you'll be left here alone." β
The two dogs raised their heads with a sad face, Niu Ba also opened his eyes and looked out, they followed me behind me like cowards in the house, and sure enough, I saw that it was a wounded wolf, his front and back feet were obviously bloody wounds were hooked by a huge iron hook, it obviously fell into the iron hook designed by the owner of the house to embed foxes and the like, obviously seriously injured, not only could not stand up on the hind limbs, but also began to vomit blood.
Although it could not move, it did not affect its broken teeth, and its blue eyes stared at us, its wolf eyes bulging, and blood gushing out of its mouth, staining a large patch of snow in front of it red.
It let out a long, desolate howl, "Gaspβyoβ" with a long, long tail, a trill, and a short pause.
I shuddered and wrapped my clothes tightly, but I still felt the cold sound that seemed to seep through the cracks in the ice, penetrating the cotton clothes, penetrating the skin, from the top of my head through my back, all the way to my tailbone.
Ergouzi and Niu Ba ran out of the hospital with lightning speed, and they threw themselves up the tree as fast as they could, and shrank down the tree to discuss:
"Was it injured and hooked by the iron tongs?"
"Wolves bite, let's hurry up."
"Stupid, don't you see that it is caught, we have to take it away," I immediately made a quick decision, "so that we don't starve to death, Ah Wu donkey needs meat to replenish his body." β
"How can we take the wolf away, the big cat, we can't subdue it, although it is seriously injured, but we can't beat it." Niu Ba said.
The second dog hurriedly agreed: "When I see a wolf, my heart will be hairy, the cat is big, I have never dealt with a wolf, I would rather be starved to death than bitten to death." β
Niu Ba added: "It's getting dark, and the wolf in the dark is the fiercest. β
"Give it all down to me." I shifted my stiff body and scurried down from under the tree, every movement causing pain in my muscles. It was not only Ergouzi and Niu Ba who saw the wolf's "hair", but I have always been afraid of this kind of ferocious wolf, and it was staring at us with suspicion. But now is not the time to give in to the fear of such sesame mung beans, because the real great fears of the world are like black clouds that are piling up over our heads, and we must rush back to the courtyard as soon as possible.
If we weren't hungry, we wouldn't have provoked the wolves!
The wolf who loves the dark, when the night comes, the vitality of the whole body will inevitably burst out; A wolf who loves to fight, when it comes to the night, the bloodthirsty impulse of the whole body must be vented.
But we have to live!
Ergouzi and Niu Ba desperately rolled their eyes, first looked at each other, then at my expressionless face, and then at the house was already like a sleepy beast mooing and mooing wolves. It seemed that I was in less danger of the two, so they held on to the stump and stayed where they were.
"It's all rubbish! Get down! Or I'll drag you down! Don't blame me then, I'll leave you two alone, and let you two get dark here, quick! "I was so hungry that I didn't have the strength to get angry, so I picked up a kitchen knife, picked up a wooden stick about 10 meters long from the firewood room, and used the knife to shape the wooden stick into a sharp corner shape and enter the house with a diameter.
Outside the house, the two of them couldn't help but whimper and sob, as if when they came down the tree, the wolf would reach out to them and eat them. The two brothers slowly slid down the tree, and Niu Ba grabbed the hand of the second dog and trotted beside him, sobbing constantly. For these two frightened people, I have no pity in my heart, only boredom, why don't you call the ghost brother to come together, these two cowards can't help at all, they are useless at all, they always want others to worry about them, and they always get in the way.
They picked up stones from the ground, followed me in a few small steps, and remained vigilant, ready to rebel again.
The wolf in the house, apparently badly wounded, was still breathing, its chest hunched together, and a muffled sound coming out of its throat.
I let the two cowards and I surround the wolf, maintaining a triangular formation, and the three of us each use different sticks to hit the wolf's skull from a distance, but the wolf is so ferocious, even in a difficult situation, it still bursts out with an amazing desire to survive. It kept shaking its body from side to side, jumping up and down with its teeth and claws, the sound of iron chains, the sound of iron chains, and the constant rush and bite at us, eager to break the chain, obviously it was already angry!