After Lin Chuxia's divorce, he bought a small apartment, one bedroom, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, simple and warm.

After all, parents can't resist their daughter, and Lin Chuxia wants her own independent space. When he moved, Lin Chuxia only moved a few large boxes of books.

Divorce for everyone, whether you are ready or not, you have to experience cramps and peeling suffering, and this, after all, is a one-person battle, how to cross this suffering, depends on the size of your own pattern.

If you just blindly immerse yourself in the pain of divorce and the short-term trivialities of your parents, you will only let yourself fall deeper and deeper into this emotion, like a bottomless black hole, without a trace of light.

Lin Chuxia has been counseling for so many years, of course she knows what she should do and how to get out.

However, other people's affairs, after all, have the psychology that they have nothing to do with themselves, and when they experience it themselves, the pain is still clear and profound.

The divorce brought harm to her son Wen Zimo is the last thing she wants to see.

On the first day of Wen Zimo's report to the university, he dragged his suitcase to school alone, he refused his parents, and no one could go!

Although Wen Zimo has an indifferent attitude towards his parents' divorce, he is full of stubbornness and resentment in his bones, and he is unwilling to communicate with anyone.

Lin Chuxia called several times, but he coldly refused and refused to meet his mother.

Lin Chuxia knew that her son resented her, and the young son, because Luo was happy, because of his parents' divorce, he attributed everything to his mother's fault.

In the dead of night, loneliness is like a net that envelops the cabin.

Lin Chuxia knows that you must accept this painful emotion, you can't reject it, let yourself be immersed in this pain, and one day, it will pass! This kind of grinding has made me a better self.

Accept the reality, most of the pain comes from not being able to face the reality, the originally happy family of three, now they are fighting their own battles and cannot be restored. This non-acceptance of reality, which brings about a psychological sense of stubbornness, is the source of suffering.

Recognizing the pain requires us to guide ourselves to interpret it positively. In this world, everything is not pure, it has two sides.

The pain of the moment is the inevitable process of growing up, the inevitable road, this road is very difficult and long, but it will always have an end, and it will come to an end.

Books have become Lin Chuxia's best companion, only when she is immersed in the sea of books, will she forget everything, but the faint pain, as well as the feeling of emptiness in her heart, will always accompany her.

One afternoon after the start of school, Luo Xingxing knocked on Professor Lin's home.

I used to come to this home, I was excited, although I didn't know my identity in this family, but all the people in this family loved themselves from the bottom of their hearts.

She has always felt lucky, but she didn't expect that behind this luck is due to blood relationship.

The door opened, and it was Grandma.

"Grandma!" Luo Xingxing screamed timidly, this grandma is different from before.

"Baby, why did you come back?" The grandmother hugged her granddaughter, who was half a head taller than herself, and tears welled up in her eyes.

Professor Lin walked out of the bedroom and saw this scene, his eyes moistened.

"Grandpa......" Luo happily walked in front of his grandfather, his temples were white, and his old tears were crisscrossed.

Luo Xingxing hugged his grandfather, with tears in his eyes: "Grandpa, there will be me in the future!" ”

Luo Xingxing pulled her grandfather, and her grandmother sat on the sofa, her eyes looked at Aunt Lin's room, the door was open and empty.

"Aunt... What about my aunt? Luo Xingxing hesitated, not knowing what to call his lost mother.

"Baby, it's Mommy, I'll call Mom in the future!" Grandma looked at her granddaughter: "Your mother moved out alone. ”

"Where did you move?"

"On the road to happiness, I bought a small apartment."

"I'm going to find her!" Luo said happily and stood up.

"Baby, grandma wants to ask you, do you hate grandma? When your mother lost her memory, it was your grandmother who insisted on going her own way and brought your mother back to Beijing......"

Luo Xingxing sat down, took grandma's hand, looked at grandma, and said seriously: "Grandma, now I am enjoying the happiness that I have lost and regained, the hard-won happiness, do I want to thank you?" ”

"Baby, if you think so, the knot in grandma's heart will open!"

"Grandma, my father told me before I came, and I will be the pillar of my home in Beijing in the future! Let me honor you and your grandfather, and your mother. ”

Listening to what their granddaughter said, the old couple once again wet their eyes with tears, Xia Xia lost her husband, but got her daughter, which can be regarded as God's compensation for Xia Xia.

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When Luo Xingxing knew that Lin Chuxia was his biological mother, his mood was entangled, because of Wen Zimo.

If there is no Wen Zimo, she is happy, after all, finding her mother is her dream for more than 20 years.

From childhood to adulthood, in my heart, I have always portrayed my mother's appearance, over and over again, year after year, as I grow older, the appearance of my mother will change, but no matter what kind of changes there are, there will always be the shadow of Aunt Lin.

On a sunny morning, Luo Yichen took Luo Xingxing to the front of the villa, the home where they were supposed to live together, but they didn't wait for Luo Xingxing's birth.

In this family, Luo Yichen talked about everything that had happened.

Luo Xingxing didn't expect that her mother when she was young loved her father so much, put out the fire for the moths of love, and abandoned everything just to be with her father.

She slowly understood her mother, and was even moved by her parents' love. Mom would rather give up everything for Dad, and Dad is willing to protect Mom for the rest of his life.

Now she finally understands why her father doesn't accept other women, and she doesn't want to accept them in this life, just because in his heart, only his mother lives.

She can also understand what her grandmother did back then, who didn't want her daughter to live too peaceful and stable life, and who didn't want her daughter to stay by her side.

The moment Luo happily pushed open the princess's room, tears flowed down his face.

Everything that once belonged to her has been shelved for more than twenty years.

The bed that once belonged to her, her table, she had never touched. A plush toy that belonged to her, she never held ......

All these things that belong to her, under the corrosion of the years, have gradually lost their color and the value of their existence.

"If you want, Daddy will redecorate you." Luo Yichen looked at her tearful daughter.

"No, Dad, the lost is gone forever, it's just that I'm not involved. We should be looking forward, aren't we? Perhaps, this place does not belong to me in the first place. ”

Luo Yichen's eyes were red, for the loss he had had. For the sake of her daughter, her daughter will eventually leave herself.

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