The combination of Zhao Xun and Lao Deng Tou was, to some extent, a tragedy.

At least, that's what Zhao Xun thinks in his heart.

Zhao Zhao could have had a hopeful future, such as having a very decent job in Beijing like his younger brother, a husband like Wang Yi, and a well-behaved little girl like Mingen......

But all this stems from cowardice and timidity at the age of 20.

Even standing in front of his father, Zhao Xun couldn't say a word out loud, let alone resist.

Since the death of Lao Deng Tou, Zhao Xun's heart can only hold back in his heart.

It was not easy to bury the old Deng head, and Zhao Xunbian never stepped into the grave of the old Deng head again.

Until now, the years are ruthless, and Zhao Xun is no longer the young and vigorous little girl she used to be.

It's as if all kinds of despicable pasts in the past have been slowly smoothed out by time bit by bit.

Gradually, Zhao Xun also felt that the unbearable pain was slowly disappearing.

From the time she told Wang Yi all this loudly, Zhao Xun knew that she was about to start to slowly relax.

In this life, Lao Deng Tou has no children and no daughters.

At that time, he was buried with the ancestral grave, on the slope of the back mountain, next to his father's left hand side.

Although the hillside has a certain amount of greenery, it is still a small undeveloped attraction at the root.

There are many tombstones on the back hillside, overgrown with weeds, and if you don't pay close attention, you may walk a few steps and you won't know whose ancestral grave you have entered.

You must also stand where you are, fold your hands, and ask for forgiveness.

With his previous memories, he turned around and went, and finally found the tombstone of Lao Deng Tou.

It may be that after the perennial rain impact, the cemetery of Lao Deng Tou has collapsed a lot.

Even the rotten wood on the wooden coffin showed a corner, and I didn't feel sad in my heart.

Zhao found it alone, not to mention that when Zhao found the door, he didn't bring any tools at all except for some memorial offerings.

The scene in front of him suddenly reminded Zhao of his poor mother.

I want Zhao to graduate from high school in order to find his mother so that he can change the fate of his life.

Zhao looked for mountains and mountains, and finally came to his mother's hometown.

Who knew that in exchange for a low grave of his mother.

Grandma's death, coupled with the fact that there was no one to sweep the grave, and the messy wild grass was rampant, what a desolate appearance.

How could Zhao Xun forget!

Zhao got up and returned home, and the first thing she did was to find her father to accompany her to repair the cemetery of Lao Dengtou.

The father, who seems to be cold on weekdays, didn't expect to agree very heartily today.

The area of the collapse was very large, so Zhao Xun and his father could only renovate and fill in the potholes that had collapsed on the skin.

So that people can seem, this tombstone is not so unsatisfactory.

The soil on the top of the hill was not easily shoveled out, and it took a lot of effort to fill the pit.

When I was about to go home, the sky was already covered with a thin black veil.

The shadow of the stone tablet tomb that could not be seen clearly in the distance was particularly dark at this moment.

Inadvertently looked around, looking at the tombstones that followed one after another, Zhao Xun couldn't help but shudder.

The instinctive reaction of human beings is to be afraid of the dark, so in such an environment, Zhao Xun can't help but feel more terrifying.

The sound of the wind blowing the branches in the distance, combined with the strange sounds of some unknown birds and beasts, was like a terrifying moment in a horror movie.

The strange colors in the cemetery at night caused Zhao Xun and his father to leave here quickly.

That's a full 20 minutes less time than when I came!

When they first arrived home, Zhao Xun and his father had no appetite.

Zhao Xun was afraid that his father's body would not be able to stand it, so he heated a cup of hot milk for his father in the microwave oven to relieve his fatigue.

On the way back, Zhao Xun thought that he was destined to have trouble sleeping tonight.

I will definitely recall the scenes that happened with Old Deng Tou, or the rows of frightening graves in the back mountain.

But it didn't turn out that way......

Soon, Zhao Xun fell asleep.

I don't know if it took too much physical effort during the day, or if the big stone buried in Zhao Xun's heart finally fell to the ground.

Death is simple, and it is rare to live.

So, we're all struggling to live.

Although it was difficult, Zhao Xun never imagined that there would really be such a day in the future.

Maybe life is like this, going around and around, and eventually you will return to the starting point.

Even a memorable moment that happened in my childhood makes people feel like they were yesterday.

As his younger brother's position became higher and higher, and his salary increased several times than before, the family's life can be said to be getting better and better.

Before returning to Beijing last time, my younger brother paid all the remaining balance of the house in one lump sum.

For Zhao Zhao, who is unemployed at home, the pressure on life has also been reduced a lot.

Now that my father is getting older, his health is not getting better day by day.

Even his appetite began to deteriorate, and that day, my father finally said that he wanted to drink soup.

Zhao Xun was also very happy when he heard it, and after interrogating him for a long time, he determined that his father wanted to drink pork rib soup.

When I was just cooking bone broth for my father, I received a call from an old friend I hadn't seen in a long time.

The bell rang a few times, and the caller ID was an unfamiliar number.

Zhao Xun hesitated for a moment, but did not pick it up immediately.

The father, who was sitting in the living room watching TV, began to speak at this time:

"Look, someone called you!"

Zhao Zhao looked back at his father and said negotiately:

"Don't care, an unfamiliar number, maybe it's selling something!"

In recent years, all kinds of telecom frauds have demanded people's money under various names, so when Zhao Zhao saw an unfamiliar number, his first reaction was to be unprepared.

After that, Zhao Xun turned around and continued to go back to the kitchen to continue making soup.

But it didn't take long for the phone to ring again.

Zhao Xun took off his apron and walked to the coffee table, and the caller ID turned out to be the unfamiliar phone number just now.

Seeing that this number was so insistent, Zhao Xun thought:

"Is it someone you know? Why don't you pick it up and see who it is? ”

Zhao Xun cautiously picked up the phone.

Unexpectedly, the caller said that he was looking for Zhao Xun, Liu Ruiping's eldest son, Liu Fanyu, who still had a certain amount of kindness back then.

Since his father was sick last time, Zhao Xun resigned from his job at Unicom.

I went to work in Wang Yi's company before, and I was also introduced by Liu Fanyu.

I've always wanted to thank people, but then I changed jobs, and it was gone.

Liu Fanyu said on the phone that he would go back to his hometown to do some errands, and stop by to see Zhao Xun.

When he went out, Zhao Zhaozhuan turned the fire down a little, and after greeting his father, he hurried out.

Liu Fanyu thought that Zhao Xun lived in the old house before, so he told Zhao Xun on the phone that the small restaurant before them was waiting for her.

When Zhao found it, if he hadn't grown up together, it would have been really hard to imagine that Liu Fanyu, who used to have two dirty faces and everyone laughed at him for not being able to find his daughter-in-law, was now politely wearing a suit and standing in front of Zhao Xun.

However, Zhao Xun is more like an old girl in the countryside in front of Liu Fanyu, just as funny.

"Long time no see!"

At the same time, Liu Fanyu's gentlemanly Zhao Xun shook hands.

"yes, long time no see, when did you come back?"

"I just came back, and my dad's social security said that I needed some new procedures, and I would come over to handle it."

"Is that done?"

Zhao looked at the time subconsciously.

"I just went there, and there was no one inside, so I thought I'd call you to meet you and see how you are."

"I'm fine, by the way, how is my uncle? You're pretty good, aren't you? ”

"My dad, I dance square dance with those aunts and grandmothers in the community every day, and my life is happy!"

"That's okay, don't leave at noon, come to my house for dinner!"

"By the way, when I first passed by your house, I saw that the windows were sealed, did you move?"

"Well, I moved to the new Lehai, a newly built residential building."

"Well, it was still square when I left."

"When did you move out, I always thought you were still in Unicom!"

"No, later the relatives at home introduced the object, and the girls didn't want to marry far away, so they bought a house in their hometown, and my dad and I moved there together."

"That's good, as long as it's good."

That day, Liu Fanyu told Zhao that he was married and had a lovely girl who had just turned three years old.

To be honest, Zhao Xun was quite happy to hear that Liu Fanyu was doing well now.

At that time, his father had just opened a small restaurant, and Liu Fanyu basically ate every meal in his father's restaurant during his work.

His father often left the position by the window to Liu Fanyu, and Liu Fanyu always told his father in advance what he wanted to eat for the next meal.

When I first went to the business hall, Zhao Xun and Wang Yi did not have that relationship at that time, and they had always relied on Liu Fanyu's care, so the relationship was very cordial.

Talking about the past, Liu Fanyu still remembered the green basket that Zhao Xun gave him at the beginning.

"The sunlight shines through the thin screen window just on the table, shining on the leaves of the green basket, and the dew that has just been sprayed with water slowly slides down the leaves, as if shining, spinning, jumping, never stopping......"

"I remember looking at you at that time, I actually had the feeling of seeing Liu Yifei, and in a blink of an eye, we have all grown up."

"Yes, you also have a child, you have the opportunity to go back to your hometown and bring the child to the house."

Speaking of the past, I don't feel it.

When Zhao Xun and Liu Fanyu separated, the sky had gradually darkened.