I heard the old people say that after a person dies, he will be reincarnated after the first seven years.

From then on, yin and yang are separated, but the soul will return to its home on that day.

Therefore, it is necessary to burn all the things and clothes they used in their lifetime to comfort the spirits of heaven.

Zhao Xun and his younger brother squatted in front of their father's coffin, burning all the things their father had used during his lifetime, including the old radio that his father had listened to for decades.

At the moment when the radio fell into the brazier, Zhao Xun's heart hurt like a pinprick.

This radio accompanied my father all his life, and in the past, the family conditions were not good, so it became the best tool for my father to relieve boredom.

It's not so much a tool as a loyal companion.

Although it could not speak, let alone have any joys or sorrows, it did bear witness to the fact that there were too many fathers.

Later, the family's conditions gradually improved, and Zhao bought a new mobile phone for his father.

The new phone is smart, you can use it to listen to your father's favorite music, you can use it to follow the national events that your father cares about, and you can also use it to play videos that your father is interested in.

But my father didn't do that, and the radio was still used as often as before.

Later, including the fire, it still survived strongly.

In fact, Zhao Xun thought about leaving this radio as a thought of his father.

But my father was so precious when he was alive, and now that my father is in another place, if he can't see it, he must be very sad.

In the days since his father's death, Zhao Xun's tears have almost dried up.

Standing in the yard to send relatives, neighbors, watching the yard blowing, talking and laughing.

Probably the pain that passes through the intestines is only best understood by Zhao Xun and his younger brother!

At the moment when his father was buried, Zhao Xun held the tomb coffin tightly.

It felt like the last straw grasped by someone who was about to fall into the abyss.

After all, the younger brother was born a man, and although the grief in his heart is great, he still has some self-control.

At this time, it was late, it was fast, and the younger brother hugged Zhao Xun from behind.

Watching his father's body gradually leave him, Zhao Xun almost lost control.

"Sister, wake up! Sister, our dad is gone! Just let Dad get on the road early! ”

The younger brother roared almost in a completely crying voice.

I saw that the voice echoed behind the valley, and it could not be calm for a long time.

The roar of the younger brother seemed to pull Zhao Xun back to reality, and it can be said that it pulled Zhao Xun's soul back to reality.

Suddenly, Zhao Xun felt a blackness in front of her eyes, she couldn't see anything, even her father's coffin disappeared from her sight, and even the whole world turned into a gloom.

The younger brother's hand grabbed Zhao Xun tightly, although the strength was strong enough, but Zhao Xun felt that he was about to be unable to support her.

And Zhao Xun felt that her breathing was becoming more and more laborious, and she began to try to slowly open her mouth to breathe, but she left a mouthful of bitterness.

The thoughts in Zhao Xun's head turned out to be more and more chaotic, and it seemed that at this time, there were hundreds or thousands of steel knives slaughtering every inch of skin on her body.

Gradually, Zhao Xun's body began to slowly lose weight, and even the whole person floated up.

A chill that was about to fall into a huge black hole pressed in.

"Sister!"

"Sister!"

The younger brother roared vigorously.

Suddenly, Zhao Xun was stunned for a moment.

She suddenly realized, yes, my father is gone, our father is gone, he is forever!

From then on, about his father, it has nothing to do with Zhao Xun.

So, Zhao Xun, who was blackened in front of him, fainted like this.

After what happened to his father, my brother is now terrified, and he will not let anyone leave him again!

Before everyone could react, my younger brother "gave an order":

"Ziyi, quick, send my sister to the hospital! Fast! Fast! ”

After Ziyi accepted the "order", she trotted all the way, and then sent Zhao Xun to the hospital for rescue.

Later, the doctor told Ziyi that Zhao Xun's fainting may be a manifestation of a transient brain hypoxia caused by her excessive sadness, coupled with a hypoglycemia caused by never eating in the past few days.

I don't know if Zhao Xun doesn't want to wake up, or if Zhao Xun needs to rest too much at the moment.

Ziyi was at the head of Zhao Xun's bed from day to night, and Zhao Xun never woke up.

Until the younger brother arranged all the aftermath of his father's funeral, Zhao Xun still didn't wake up.

Seeing that Zhao Xun was still playing the hanging bottle, his younger brother asked Ziyi to go back first, after all, it was very uneasy for Happy to be at home alone.

At night, my brother received a call from Liu Ya, of course, the call was made on Zhao Xun's mobile phone.

Seeing that it was Liu Ya's number, his younger brother picked it up.

"Hello?"

A man's voice came from the phone, and Liu Ya asked:

"You are?"

"It's me, Mu Xuan."

"Oh, it's Mu Xuan, where is your sister?"

"My sister is asleep, what's wrong?"

"I heard from Aunt Liu's family, Uncle Zhao?"

In fact, the death of his father should logically be called Liu Jing and Liu Ya to come back to participate in the funeral ceremony.

But at that time, Zhao Xun insisted that Liu Ya couldn't leave with her two children, and Liu Jing was far away in the south, even if he told them, it would only add to his troubles.

But who would have thought that there is no impermeable wall in this world.

Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles, it was only a few days of work, Liu Ya still received the news of her father's death.

Liu Ya expressed her sadness on the phone and said that she would come back to visit her father in person.

In order to avoid Liu Ya's excessive worry, her younger brother did not reveal the slightest news to her about Zhao Zhao's hospitalization.

When Liu Ya came back, she was dressed in plain clothes.

At that time, there was a cemetery plan in the town, and the younger brother led Liu Ya to his father's grave along the way.

Liu Ya knelt on her father's grave, it was very windy that day, and the paper money "burned" for her father whirred in the iron bucket.

In the gale, the younger brother didn't hear clearly what Liu Ya and his father were talking about.

Although Liu Ya did not cry, his younger brother said that he could feel Liu Ya's grief.

Sure enough, he was afraid of something, and when he came back from the grave, Liu Ya still asked Zhao about the traces.

"By the way, what about looking for my sister? Why didn't you see her? ”

"She, the ......"

"What's wrong with her?"

Seeing her younger brother swallowing repeatedly, Liu Ya was obviously a little anxious.

originally thought that Zhao Xun might wake up today, so my younger brother concealed the news of Zhao Xun's hospitalization on the phone yesterday.

Now it seems that he can't hide it anymore, so his younger brother has no choice but to tell the truth of the matter.

"My sister is hospitalized."

"What? Hospitalization? ”

"It's okay, don't worry about it yet, she just fainted and is now in the hospital with a hanging bottle."

"Then take me to see her!"

Later, Zhao Xun was overly sad and didn't want to eat, and he was complicated by severe malnutrition, and his physical condition dropped to the worst, and he was once infected with severe pneumonia.

After repeated high fevers, Zhao Xun was finally admitted to the intensive care unit.

In fact, think about it, if you really leave like this this time, will you be able to meet those people who let Zhao find a broken heart?

Even Zhao Xun had already thought about what she should say when she saw them again, or what kind of lovesickness she could tell herself.

Zhao Xun, who was hovering on the edge of life and death, could feel the feeling that her body and soul were repeatedly going back and forth to her body.

Even, there were several times when Zhao Xun thought he was about to die.

But the medical staff here did not give up on her, and her brother outside the door did not give up on her.

When the body temperature was at its highest, Zhao Xun had a fever so much that he didn't know what nonsense he was talking about.

Vaguely, Zhao Xun seemed to see the other patients lying in the same hospital bed as her, they were wailing, they were begging for help, they were fighting against fate, they were living to die......

Yes, even the ants are trying to survive, so why shouldn't she insist on living?

During the period of treatment, probably the only one who supported Zhao Xun to go on was his younger brother.

Lying on the hospital bed in the intensive care unit, Zhao Xun seemed to understand more and more what the meaning of life was!

Even Zhao Xun can clearly feel what is in the minds of his father, mother, stepmother and kind grandmother at the moment of death.

After active anti-infection treatment, I finally saw that Zhao Xun began to improve.

When Zhao Xun was transferred from the intensive care unit to the general disease, the moment he opened the door, Zhao Xun saw his younger brother standing outside the door, Liu Ya and the dazzling light.

At the moment of reappearing, suddenly, Zhao Xun's nose was sore, and he cried like a child.

It may be that a person really has some bad thoughts when he is most lonely and vulnerable.

Thinking about it now, I feel stupid to the extreme.

Yes, this world is so beautiful, there are people who care about you, there is sunshine, rain and dew, wind and distance, it is good to be alive.

"Dad......"

Zhao, who had just come to his senses, first thought of his father.

"Don't worry, sister, I've taken care of Dad's affairs, you take care of your body, and the family is waiting for you to come home."

In order to be able to accompany Zhao Xun in person, his younger brother took a leave of absence from the company and gave up the only opportunity for the year-end evaluation.

In fact, this opportunity is really important for Beipiao's younger brother.

But in the face of his sister and future, his younger brother still chose his sister without hesitation.

Liu Ya's arrival made Zhao Xun feel very warm.

On the day when Zhao found out the hospital, Ziyi brought Xiao Happy to pick her up.

In fact, I can't call this little angel a little happy now, because little happy has really grown into a big happy.

"Auntie!"

From a long distance, Happy rushed into Zhao Xun's arms.

"Auntie, my mother said that you will come to live in our house in the future, is this true?"

"Huh?"

In fact, Zhao Xun didn't know yet, when she was sick, her younger brother and Ziyi decided to let Zhao Xun move to Beijing to live with them after discussion.

If Zhao Zhao is willing, even Ziyi has already found a suitable job for Zhao Zhao in Beijing.