986 The Mind You Should Understand
"I do."
He looked at Yin Qian, without the slightest dodge and deception, and he could see his sincerity from his eyes.
"I'm willing to cooperate with you in acting, as long as I can help you."
Yin Qian's back followed the back of the seat, her black and white eyes trembled, her crimson lips opened slightly, and she didn't know how to respond to his enthusiasm for a while.
Outside the car, there were constantly speeding cars passing by, with the sound of whistling wind.
The cramped space in the car was very silent, except for the sound of two people breathing.
"Hao Hyun ......"
Yin Qian felt that he was getting a little too close, pursed her lips, moved to the car window, and pressed her shoulder to the side of the window.
"I know you're good to me......"
She said the latter words countless times, whether it was thanks or refusal, she couldn't bear to say it again.
Kang Haohyun looked at her actions, his eyes darkened, and there was a smile on his face, as warm as a piece of crystal green jade.
"You don't have to take it to heart, I do it voluntarily, and you don't have any burden."
Yin Qian smiled reluctantly, pulled for a moment, felt the muscles in her face stiff, and nodded, "Okay, then I'll trouble you." ”
After Kang Haohyun sent Yin Qian back, he saw her get out of the car, hesitated for a moment, suddenly opened the car door, got out of the car with her, and chased after her.
"Wait, Sissi!"
Yin Qian paused, turned to look at him, "What's wrong?" ”
Kang Haohyun ran a few steps, his breath was a little panting, his hand pressed on Yin Qian's shoulder armor, and he told with a solemn expression: "If he comes to you again, you can call me at any time, don't face him alone, you know?" ”
Yin Qian was stunned for a moment, nodded and said, "Okay." ”
"Then you should go back and rest early."
Kang Haohyun saw that Yin Qian responded, so he relieved his heart and smiled at her.
Yin Qian turned around and entered the villa, feeling physically and mentally exhausted and having no strength, she threw her bag on the sofa casually, and sat straight on the edge of the sofa in a daze.
Antlers happened to finish his homework, heard the movement, and looked in the direction of Yin Qian while putting the book in his school bag.
She frowned, her eyes were almost dull looking in which direction, her eyes were unfocused, she had always been neat, but at the moment she didn't even change her shoes, she sat on the sofa.
"Mommy, what's wrong with you?"
Antlers sensed that something was wrong with her mommy's mood, quickly put away the book, and walked over to her.
Yin Qian heard the immature voice of the antlers, and immediately came back to her senses.
"Mommy is fine."
She looked at the well-behaved antlers in front of her, gently stroked his soft head, and smiled reluctantly, I am afraid that even he didn't know how much sadness and complexity he hid in that smile.
"Mommy, do you have something to take to heart and don't tell the antlers? You've betrayed you with all this frown. ”
The antlers stood on tiptoe, and their little immature hands gently touched the center of her eyebrows, trying to smooth out the frowning brow.
Yin Qian didn't know why, her nose was sore, her heart was swollen, and she couldn't get out of her chest in one breath.
"Little Antlers, do you want Daddy?"
She pondered in her heart for a long time, but still asked.
Antlers are smarter and more sensitive than ordinary children, and if they are afraid, they will be cranky, after all, in the past five years, there has been no "father", and he has come over.
If he knew that Cheng Tianze was his father, and it appeared suddenly, she didn't know if the antlers could accept it, and whether she would accept it.
These are all factors for her to consider.
The antlers' little grape-like eyes blinked, hugged Yin Qian tightly, and said very considerately: "The antlers only have Mommy, which is also very good." ”
Antlers secretly glanced at Yin Qian's expression, and wondered if he saw that unreliable daddy again today?
After all, according to his experience, every time she is in a bad mood, she has more or less something to do with Cheng Tianze.
Yin Qian lowered her eyes and looked at the hand he was holding her, reached out and pinched his tender cheek, and asked, "Really?" ”
"Of course it's true."
The antlers tilted their heads, looking serious and sincere, the little face was obviously very immature, but when he spoke, he was older than adults. "When did the antlers trick Mommy?"
When he said this, he did not feel the slightest guilt or uneasiness.
He hypnotized himself, and the last two times he went out and made two excuses at random, completely out of helplessness, not a fool.
Yin Qian sighed, looking at the antlers' face, which was four or five points similar to Cheng Tianze, it was a little difficult to speak.
On his pink face, he stared at it for a moment, and asked tentatively, "Then let Uncle Kang be your father, okay?" What do you think? ”
Uncle Kang as a dad?
Antlers really didn't expect that Yin Qian would make this choice, and couldn't help but think about what Cheng Tianze did to be sorry for Mommy, meet again, abandon him and choose Uncle Kang.
Although Uncle Kang is also very good, the word father is not given casually.
Yin Qian's hesitant expression did not escape the eyes of the antlers.
"Mommy, the antlers have been like this for five years, and it doesn't matter if they continue, if Mommy doesn't like Uncle Kang, don't force it."
Yin Qian was about to pinch the hand on the antler's cheek, and the light in her apricot eyes flashed slightly, "Mommy knows." ”
Antlers was worried, but he didn't know how to persuade him, so he thought about hugging Yin Qian's neck, "Mommy, don't worry about these things, as long as Mommy can accompany Antlers, Antlers will be very happy." ”
Yin Qian hugged the antlers and nested her head in his small neck socket, "Mommy's antlers are the most well-behaved." ”
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After eating, after she coaxed the antlers to fall asleep, she turned off the light and lay on the chaise longue alone, closing her eyes, feeling the loneliness and coldness surging at this moment.
The boundless black, thick like layers of mist shrouded in the heart, peeled layer after layer, and each layer was opened, full of blood.
The reluctance to let go of the past is often a scar that is difficult to uncover.
The first encounter between them was a mistake.
met again, and still didn't know each other, but at that time, she probably knew a little.
After that, he threatened himself with Yin Zhenxing's illness and signed the contract, which has since become a shackle that imprisons him.
It's so hard to get out of his grip.
At that time, she didn't know why she unconsciously fell in love with this cold-faced man.
And he can never guess what is going on in his heart.
Maybe one second you can be gentle, and the next second will be a thunderbolt.
It's like in the last period, he and Liang Yishu went in and out together......
Thinking of this, she suddenly snorted irrepressibly, thinking that she should laugh at herself, she was busy with Yin Zhenxing's illness at that time, but she still had to endure Liang Yishu's insult to her.
And he was free to discuss engagement and marriage with Liang Yishu every day......
Even if I think about it again five years later, the sourness between my noses hit again, and I thought that time had taken away everything, so that I wouldn't collapse again in such an embarrassment.
But whenever she dreams back at midnight, during the time when she was pregnant with antlers, she was like a walking corpse, but whenever she thought of the moment Yin Zhenxing was kicked out of the VIP ward, her heart was like Ling Chi who was stabbed by a knife, allowing blood to flow out of her chest.