Chapter 168: Lost
Hua Xiangrong put down his shirt and didn't speak, but his mind kept thinking about Wen Yan's words.
Will Xiao Zirang really be so good to a person for no reason?
Wen gradually and one of her feelings about Xiao Zirang are very similar, that is, they both feel that Xiao Zirang is not a completely good person.
Everything he does seems to be random, but nothing is done for no reason. He wants to let these things be idle for him, is there really no purpose?
She was thinking about it, when she heard Wen gradually saying who was packing up her things on the side: "Moreover, didn't you notice?" Everything he does, it's because of you. ”
"Because of me?" Hua Xiangrong asked rhetorically, "What do you say?" ”
Wen gradually explained: "At the beginning, we encountered an ambush in the woods, and he came forward to save us, I told you when I was in the Spring Splash Lake, not so much that he was uneven, but that he came to save you, and we were able to be rescued, but it was all stained with your light." ”
Hua Xiangrong said: "I remember, you said it, but I didn't take it to heart. ”
Wen gradually said: "If you think about it now, is it because of you that he did a lot of things?" Identified the Heart-Eroding Grass at the Lotus Banquet in Tonglin Town, helped us track down the murderer, and then went to the Luoyun Mountain Sword Society, and accompanied you to find your life experience, and then now I rescued you several times and found medicine for you, isn't it, everything is related to you? ”
Hua Xiangrong lowered his eyes, thought of something, and said: "But he also found the antidote to the heart erosion grass for you, and he also saved you, not necessarily all related to me." I asked him, and he said that he had been holding the sword for several years, and he wanted to make a move when he encountered injustices on the road, and he wanted to get acquainted with interesting people, and that's it. ”
Wen gradually smiled and said, "Maybe, it's just a feeling of mine." Anyway, Xiao Shaoxia, I really admire this person, he is in my heart, but he can be compared with masters like Mr. Fufeng and Old Man Huang Wei. I've never seen him do anything like this at his age. ”
Hua Xiangrong smiled: "Really? ”
This feeling is as if her proud person has been praised by others, and she herself is very happy to hear Xiao Zirang being praised.
Wen gradually glanced at her, saw her like this, and said with a smile: "Have you already regarded Xiao Shaoxia as your own?" If you want me to say, if you really want to marry you, you might as well be with him. ”
Hua Xiangrong's cheeks flushed slightly, and said, "Wen gradually ...... What are you talking about, we are just friends, what does it mean to treat him as our own person, isn't he our own person? ”
Wen gradually said: "You say this, it sounds right, but Xiao Shaoxia should not be a person who will be easily bound by the love of the rivers and lakes, if you really want me to treat her as my own completely, unless he marries you." ”
Hua Xiangrong blushed so much that she didn't want to talk about this topic at all, so she hurriedly diverted Wen Yan's attention and asked, "Then you mean to say that I am completely your own person?" ”
She didn't know what Xiao Zirang thought of her and what he thought of her, and he never said it. No matter how she and Wen gradually guessed, they were always guessing, and guessing was no good.
But for some reason, she had a little expectation in her heart.
Expect...... Wen's guess is true.
She didn't know why she thought that way, but the thought of it made her heart happy.
Wen Yan just talked casually, and it was unintentional to make her jokes, but she didn't expect to be listened to by Hua Xiangrong.
When she heard Hua Xiangrong's question, she smiled softly and said, "Of course it's my own people." ”
Hua Xiangrong asked her again: "But obviously, I only met you three months earlier than Xiao Zirang." ”
Wen gradually said: "You are different from him...... Oh yes, I've already washed your garment. ”
Hua Xiangrong was stunned for a moment, and for a moment she didn't expect what kind of clothes she was talking about.
Wen gradually handed the wrapped clothes on the stool to Hua Xiangrong, and said, "This, what you wore when you were injured and rescued that day, I washed it after I changed it for you." The color of this garment is similar to the one you wore when I first met you. The clothes are worth a lot of money, but they are torn, I have seen them, and they are not easy to mend. But after all, it's a good dress, so I'll give it back to you, and it's up to you what you want to do with it. ”
Hua Xiangrong took it and stroked the fabric with her hand.
This is the clothes Yun Xuan gave her that day.
Yun Xuan praised her for looking good in this dress, but now Hua Xiangrong doesn't know if she is sincere. But Du Qiu also praised her, she knew that Du Qiu must be sincere.
In just three days, things are different.
There are also Yuan Chang and Fang Hong, a pair of masters and servants who have taken good care of her since they met, she had promised them that she would send them off when they left Yingqiu, but she also broke her promise.
This one, which had only been worn for an afternoon, had carried on too many things for her.
She opened her mouth, but finally just said, "Throw it away." ”
Wen gradually heard what he wanted to say, but in the end he still didn't say it.
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After lunch on the second day, the group went to cremate Du Qiu's body. Starting from small flames, it slowly turned into a raging fire, sweeping through Du Qiu's whole body. This young man, who had been talking and laughing with them a few days ago, was only nineteen years old, but at this time he was lying in the fire with a pale face, and was being swallowed up by the fire little by little, gradually disappearing from the sight of all of them.
The sparks flickered everywhere, the fiery serpent was facing the sky, the boiling heat rushed to Hua Xiangrong's face, and a tear from the corner of her eye reflected the fire and fell into the earth.
Du Yu on the side finally lost control, she cried at the fire, and the cry was heartbreaking, making Hua Xiangrong unbearable.
She didn't look over, she was afraid that she would lose control when she listened to Du Yu's cry.
Wen Jian and Lu Shaoyu stopped Du Yucai and didn't let her run into the fire.
Wen gradually couldn't bear it, hugged Du Yu, and still couldn't say a word.
Of all the people present, no one was more desperate than this Du Yu.
She lost not only the brother who loved her since she was a child, but also all of her.
The person who can protect her, and is doing his best to protect her, is gone.
It's gone, and it's all gone.
It's all gone.
He could no longer persuade her to eat well, buy her candy and beautiful clothes, and be with her any longer.
No more.
Not anymore.
She is only fourteen years old, but she has endured things that she should not bear at her age, Hua Xiangrong has always thought that she has been sad enough in the past sixteen years, but this girl will have to live a more sad life than her in the future.
All this, to a greater or lesser extent, has her responsibility.
She's sorry for this girl, for the rest of her life.