Xi Xia paused, and said to Lu Jingsheng, who was about to continue beating Jin Shiche, "Jingsheng, you go and wait for me in the car, and I will come after a few words with Mr. Jin." ”

Lu Jingsheng believed that Xixia would not be fooled by Jin Shiche again, so he nodded reassuringly, left the bodyguard to protect Xixia, and went to the car himself.

"Xia Xia, you still can't bear me, right?" Jin Shiche said in surprise, feeling that the discomfort on his body disappeared in an instant.

Xixia shook off his hand indifferently, "Mr. Jin, please respect yourself, say whatever you want to say quickly......"

"Xia Xia, how is your health, are you recovering?" Jin Shiche asked cautiously.

Xixia smiled, "It's not bad, it's that every night I dream of my dead child, the child who was forcibly brought into this world by you and died because of you." ”

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, the child is gone, I'm also sad, I know it's all my fault......" Jin Shiche said with scarlet eyes.

"So what?"

"Xia Xia, I haven't slept with Tang Youyan, everything is calculated by her, I'm still clean, not dirty at all, and I also know that you saved me back then, I'm sorry, I knew too late, I hurt you for so many years, can you forgive me."

"Jin Shiche, you are too self-righteous, I know all this, but in fact, it doesn't matter at all."

"Xia Xia ......" Jin Shiche's heart ached, as if he was going to be cut off a piece of flesh by life, "I was wrong, I was really wrong, can you not leave?" I used to treat you badly and often made you sad, but you have forgiven me so many times, why can you give me another chance this time? Last time, I promise, really last! ”

"I will be good to you in the future, only to you alone, if you want me to accompany you, I will always be with you, always when you need it, Mrs. Jin is just you, there will be no other woman, I will only guard you......"

Xixia said without any waves, "Mr. Jin, you should give these to others, I really can't afford to use it, I am really tired of loving you, I have no strength, and I don't want to be involved with you, in this relationship, I have paid a painful price, it is enough, in the future, we will return to the bridge, and the road will return." ”

With that, Shisha walked away.

"Shisha!" Jin Shiche spoke behind her, and tears instantly welled up in her scarlet eyes, "I love you." ”

Shisha was shocked and didn't react for a long time.

"You're not kidding, are you?" After a pause, Shisha said mockingly, "Didn't you say that you wouldn't fall in love with any woman?" ”

"I thought it was like this, but Xia Xia, I found that I was really in love with you, and there was no way to deceive myself anymore." Jin Shiche said seriously.

In fact, he didn't say that he had always had a shadow in his heart all these years, and when he knew that Xixia was the one who saved him back then, that vague shadow finally became clear and became a cinnabar mole engraved on his heart, lingering.

At the same time, the passionate feelings for Xixia that he desperately hid in his heart burst out.

"But it's too late, Jin Shiche, even if you once had a trace of love for me, we wouldn't have come to this day! Now, I'm coming out. After Xi Xia finished speaking, he turned his head and left directly.

——

It's been another busy day.

Jin Shiche came home from work, and on the way to drive, he habitually turned on the radio and heard the voice of the anchor.

[Tonight's topic, have you ever been loved wholeheartedly by a person? 】

[If you have such a person in your life, I hope you must cherish it~]

There were, but now lost!

He regretted it so much.

But there's no going back.

Why didn't he cherish it at the time?

Why did he understand so late!

Looking out of the neon flashing car window, Jin Shiche's eyes seemed to have a girl's face again.

That person is already far away in a foreign country, and he has been working non-stop every day to numb himself and prevent himself from thinking about that person.

But in this night, all the disguises were punctured.

I miss it to the bone.

Jin Shiche couldn't hold back any longer, covered his face with his hands, and whimpered uncomfortably.

——

Later, Jin Shiche understood.

The deepest punishment is not the departure of the loved one.

It's those deep remorse in every hopeless arc of night after the person you love leaves.

Enough to tear his whole life apart.

The first half of his life was full of wind and snow.

Lonely pillow in the second half of his life.