The first conflict between Wen Jinghao and An Lei occurred half a year after they met.

Both of them are people who have experienced and been injured, so they get along with each other carefully, develop their strengths and avoid weaknesses, don't take it seriously, turn a blind eye to each other, and get along fairly well for half a year.

When An Lei took over this café, when she first arrived in Beijing, in order to save costs, she separated a single room and made herself a small bedroom, a single bed, a makeup table, and a simple wardrobe.

Two people are in a small space, and after a long time, it is inevitable to feel depressed.

"This weekend, pack up and move to my house." Wen Jinghao hugged An Lei.

"Is it appropriate?" An Lei touched Wen Jinghao's face with one hand.

"Suitable!"

"You think it's appropriate, I don't think it's appropriate." An Lei's eyes looked at the ceiling: "Where other women have lived, I don't want to live." Besides, I don't want to live with old people. ”

Wen Jinghao was silent, and he felt unhappy in his heart, feeling that this woman seemed to be a different person.

"Then let's stay here." Wen Jinghao pulled out his arm and got up to get dressed.

"Wen Jinghao, what do you mean?" An Lei felt aggrieved in her heart.

"It's not interesting, you know my situation, my son is going to work soon, he wants a house, he wants to get married, and I can't afford to buy two houses in Beijing."

"Who let you buy the house?" An Lei roared.

"Okay, no more noise, I'll go home!" Wen Jinghao opened the door and left.

An Lei grabbed the pillow and threw it against the door.

A line of tears flowed down An Lei's face, and An Lei couldn't remember how long she hadn't cried.

A middle-aged divorced woman, working alone in a different place, how difficult it is, An Lei survived, and finally lived a peaceful life, which disrupted Wen Jinghao.

Knowing Wen Jinghao, she has no regrets, after all, she has been alone for too long and has no support, she seems to have lived as a female man, in front of Wen Jinghao, An Lei feels that she has a tender side.

In fact, she didn't have much luxury, she saved some money, it was a little difficult to buy a small bedroom in Beijing to make a down payment, and wanted to discuss it with Wen Jinghao, he would make up for the lack of money, buy a small bedroom, it is considered to have a home, and she has a foothold in Beijing.

However, before she could say what she thought, Wen Jinghao became impatient and slammed the door, can she not be sad?

Men are unreliable after all, and the ex-husbands who once swore an alliance all parted ways, parting and rejoicing. Not to mention the man who came out halfway!

An Lei got up, put on her pajamas, washed up, checked the store, lay down on the bed again, and quickly calmed down.

Now she can convince herself not to let herself fall into a bad mood for too long, and when it passes, she will turn the page and live at her own pace, and others can't affect her.

Wen Jinghao went upstairs and returned home, his mother had already slept.

He washed up briefly and lay down.

The image just now flashed in my mind.

People are selfish, and his savings can only be left to his son, and his son will have more places to use his money in the future.

An Lei can make him feel calm, at ease, and have a sense of belonging, he plans to spend the rest of his life with her, and he will get the certificate when it is time to get it, and it is okay. But to give her a home again, he Wen Jinghao does not have this strength.

Wen Jinghao's heart occasionally had the idea of remarrying Lin Chuxia, but soon, he himself denied it!

I have been divorced from Lin Chuxia for more than two years, and I have experienced two women, and as I get older, I feel that I look down on everything, and I don't care if I don't have that sharpness.

For the sake of his son, the son wants his parents to be together, and in order to give his son a complete home, he remarries and remarries. Wen Jinghao feels that now he can accept things that he couldn't accept before.

However, he knew Lin Chuxia, she was so high, she would not look back, even if it was for her son. Thinking of Lin Chuxia's cold eyes, Wen Jinghao's idea of remarriage was quickly shattered, and he didn't have the courage to face Lin Chuxia.

With Lin Chuxia, Wen Jinghao paid more, and with An Lei, Wen Jinghao paid less, which is probably the reason why he is willing to be with An Lei, easy and comfortable.

His mind was dizzy, and before he knew it, Wen Jinghao fell asleep.

In dreams, beautiful Bali, flowers, stunning beaches.

Young self, young Lin Chuxia.

Under the scorching sun, he held Lin Chuxia's hand and walked on the pleasant coastline, the fine white sand, the feeling of touching the soles of his feet, was still slightly hot. Under the sunhat, Lin Chuxia's smiling face is clearly visible, the long hair floating in the wind brushes his face, itchy, happy feeling, it is so real!

Suddenly, Lin Chuxia disappeared in front of his eyes, and he panicked: "Xia Xia! Xia Xia! ”

Wen Jinghao woke up in a dream, and Lin Chuxia's name was still on his lips.

There was a pain in my heart, and I said that I would grow old together, why did I leave it halfway?

At that time, I didn't want to be so impulsive and irritable, it may not be the result, but God made such a big joke on myself, how could I not be impulsive! Don't be irritable!

It is said that life is impermanent, but my own life is so impermanent!

Wen Jinghao laughed at himself in his heart, got up and went to the bathroom, looked at his watch, three o'clock. At this point, I lost sleep again, tossed and turned, picked up my phone, and watched the news.

More and more succumb to the years, more and more I feel my aging, I don't sleep well, my eyes are spent, my body is not as good as before, and I can't do it. But there is still a trace of stubbornness in my heart, and I want to grab the tail of youth, but unfortunately, I pinched a handful of broken time in my hand.

For the next few days, Wen Jinghao did not go to the café.

An Lei is still busy, as for whether Wen Jinghao comes or not, it will not affect her normal life. A woman of this age has seen through human nature and looked down on the relationship between men and women.

For a woman, independence is especially important. Independence of thought, money and life, so that you do not depend on men, is the most basic survival rule of a woman.

On the weekend, An Lei was busy at the bar, with a bouquet of flowers in front of her.

"Have a great weekend!" Wen Jinghao thought about it, or bought a bouquet of flowers, which can be regarded as an apology, women, no matter how old they are, they all like romance.

"Thank you!" An Lei took the flowers: "Why spend so much!" ”

"Flowers with beauty!" The corners of Wen Jinghao's mouth went up, and his face was full of smiles.

"Drink something?"

"Business as usual!" Wen Jinghao said, walked to the card seat, and sat by the window.

An Lei looked at Wen Jinghao, and the soft place in her heart was gently touched, after all, the two of them have been together for more than half a year, and they still have feelings, if they break up, Wen Jinghao is also reluctant in his heart......