Chapter 12: Male God No. 2: I want to sing it to you

"Welcome back, host!" As soon as Xia Mu entered the space, she found a cute-looking little Zhengtai talking to her.

"Xia Ling? Do you have an entity? Xia Mu poked Zhengtai's face, soft.

"Yes, host, baby upgraded. There is also the host who can't poke Uncle Ben's face, what if it is broken. ”

"Host, old rules, where do you add five attribute points?"

"Can we know the information of the next plane in advance? Give a hint! ”

"Host, I think it's better to be beautiful, I didn't say anything!"

"3 points plus appearance, 2 points of intelligence."

ID: 221

Name: Xia Mu

Age: 18

Gender: Female

XP: 0/100000

Appearance: 70 (60 for ordinary people)

Intelligence: 53

Luck value: 50

Charisma: 20

Brawn: 22

Special Effect: Constitution Boost

"There is also a host, it costs 1500 points to upgrade, and now we have a total of 1100 points left."

"Yes, okay, I see. I'm going to take a break. ”

"Good!"

"I'm rested, teleport!"

Teleporting......

Xia Mu just arrived in this world and found that the world of the original owner was really unacceptable, the ground was full of express boxes, takeaway boxes, as long as you can think of a box, there is no furniture here, there is only a bed and refrigerator, and there is a high-end recording equipment and computer that are obviously not in tune with this room. Look at your face again, the hair is long, and the places that can be covered are basically covered, and the clothes you wear are also the obvious elementary school style, childish patterns and childish colors, I really don't know how the original owner survived.

In order to survive first, Xia Mu began to tidy up the box first, it was really a box after a box, there were so many boxes. Xia Mu packed up for 4 hours before all the boxes were trapped, and he was really tired and half dead. She had never seen a girl buy so many things without losing the box, where did all the things she bought go? Xia Mu was very puzzled by this. However, she didn't have much time to think, because she was so sticky that she had to take a shower and eat something before she could starve to death in modern times.

After taking a bath, he found that the original owner really didn't have any clothes to wear, so Xia Mu had to find the simplest white dress to put on. Since there are no clothes, what the original owner bought should be food, Xia Mu opened the refrigerator with self-thought, but found that in addition to expired food, there were only instant noodles. The contents of the fridge stinked but were not thrown away. Xia Mu felt that he really couldn't bear it this time, what kind of lifestyle was this of the original owner, there was no food to eat, no use to use it, is it really good to live like this? However, now she has no choice, she is really hungry and the only choice she can choose is instant noodles. Instant noodles are so delicious for the first time, and hungry people really have low requirements. Xia Mu kept comforting himself, and after eating instant noodles, he puffed up his strength and began to clean up the refrigerator, the scale of the real garbage is much more than you think. She kept throwing and throwing, and after throwing it, she found that the room was simply empty, and it was a little scary. Can you imagine a 100 square meter room with only a bed, a refrigerator and a computer?

However, Xia Mu still didn't have time to rest, she really wanted to scold her mother, she had to quickly receive the memory of the original owner, she was really afraid that she would fall asleep after receiving it, and the road to success was really difficult. Boom!

"Memory transmission, please receive ......"

The original owner, Xia Mu, grew up in an orphanage and never saw her relatives, even if someone liked her appearance and wanted to adopt her, she was finally sent back because of her unpleasant personality. Over time, the original owner became more and more inferior, and she didn't even dare to walk with her head up, because people would laugh at her. Gradually, as she continued to grow up, she didn't want to go out more and more in order not to be ridiculed, and it just so happened that there was a live broadcast wind on the Internet, giving the original owner another good excuse not to go out. No one would have thought that a girl who seemed withdrawn and eccentric in the eyes of outsiders would choose to broadcast live, of course, the original owner's live broadcast is not the same as the live broadcast in the public sense, she is known as the most mysterious live broadcaster on the Internet. She never shows her face or appears in the scene, only the computer desk as the background and the voice of singing. There have been a lot of speculations on the Internet about the identity of the original owner, some people say that she is a young lady from a big family and does not show her face in order not to reveal her identity; Some people also say that it won't be too ugly and afraid to come out and be scary; Some people speculate that it is a junior raised by a big guy, and some people say that it is a star's trumpet. Anyway, as long as you can get the guess comes up. But no one knows that the original owner doesn't show his face just because of low self-esteem.

In fact, the original owner also thought about whether someone would see him if he showed his face, and whether his biological parents would be able to find him, but whether they would finally choose to abandon him like the adoptive family he met before. To tell the truth, the original owner was scared, she was afraid of being constantly abandoned. The feeling that you're alone is so strong! She's afraid of getting hurt and leaving, so it's good to be alone, in fact, it's good to be alone. So she gave up socializing, gave up love, and she tightly regarded singing as everything in her life. Singing and singing, she also began to crave recognition. Of course, more and more people hear her sing, and if there is praise, there will inevitably be doubts. Slowly the voices of doubts continue to plague the original owner, and she keeps changing according to their doubts, but the more she changes, the worse it gets, and the vicious circle becomes.

Just like each of us, when you receive more and more malice, you can't calm down, and the original owner starts to be unable to sing and look at himself calmly. When Heaven has taken the whole of your life, and you intend to make it the only thing in your life, you will begin to despair. Not everyone will bottom out, after all, we are human and we are only human beings. Soon, the last straw that overwhelmed the original owner came, the appearance of the original owner was exposed on the Internet, and even all the details of her life were exposed, and there was really a lot of scolding on the Internet, and the remaining supporters also chose to give up. Unable to find a reason for her to insist, the original owner chose to commit suicide, ending her life at the age of 24.

When Xia Mu received the memory of the original owner, she could understand the despair and helplessness of the original owner, no one in the original owner's 20s life reached out to her, and she did not feel love and hope. A lot of people say it's something, and everyone else has come over like this, but they don't think about how not everyone can get back on their feet. For the original owner, live broadcast has become the bravest thing she has ever done, and the subsequent encounters have worn out a little hope for her. The original owner has low self-esteem but longs for love, and the more he longs, the more afraid he is of being hurt, so he walks alone to the end of death. It's not pathetic, but it's pathetic.

"Host, main quest: to be able to continue singing, this time the original owner hopes not to change and make his own music. 1500 points. Side quest: Find a lover and don't die alone. 200 points"

Xia Mu is actually quite confused, does it make sense for them for the original owners to pay the price to live the life they want?

001 seemed to hear it, and took the initiative to explain, "Of course, the host completed the task to avoid the danger of the collapse of the world, so that they gained luck, which is beneficial to their reincarnation." Saving their future lives from being cannon fodder. ”

"If I don't complete the side quests, how much will it affect me?" Xia Mu really has no way to attack others when there are people in his heart, and Ye Shuo is not so easy to forget.

"Host~~", seeing Xia Mu so sad, 001 really couldn't be a cold sidestander, "I can only say that you can feel it as long as you put your heart into it." ”

"What do you mean?" Xia Mu was a little surprised, was that what he thought?

"Host, I really can't say it anymore, I've already fouled." 001 didn't expect Xia Mu to be so keen, how could he explain to his master now.

"That is, the man follows him." Xia Mu was actually a little happy, thinking that someone who would never see him again would still appear, which was good. Since his own man came with him, the side quest has already been won.

"But, host, you don't know who your man is?" 001 luckily broke the jar and fell.

"That's not a problem, with his possessiveness, he will definitely take the initiative to come to me." For this, Xia Mu will not be worried.

"But he has no memory!" 001 continues to pour cold water.

"I believe him!" Xia Mu believes that he will definitely find himself, which is a kind of trust that comes from the soul.

Xia Mu was quite happy, after all, he was so happy when he learned that his man would come to him. Of course, she still has doubts, why can her man follow her through the crossing, could it be that he also died in real life? Originally, I wanted to ask 001, but he didn't seem to have any limitations, so instead of constantly embarrassing 001, it was better for her to find out for herself.

Xia Mu happily did his job, but 001 was miserable, and he thought about it with grievances.

"Master, I'm sorry, I told the host about him."

"Then why do you say that?"

"Master, the host is really sad, she even wants to give up all the strategy tasks, which is contrary to our assumptions. And, I'm a little distressed. I don't know love, but I want to make my host smile. When she cried, I was also sad. I don't think he wants to grieve the host either. ”

"You're starting to understand human emotions, 001." The mysterious man sighed, "Humans are human because they have emotions. You can think that those feelings are a little silly, but because they are stupid, they are desperate, and they are more worth remembering. I'm glad, 001, oh no, Xia Ling, you're starting to learn emotions gradually, too. Although you are not a human being in the true sense of the word, you have a humane reaction that gives you the breath of a living person. Here, it's been a long time since there was no vitality. Just say it, anyway, even if you don't say it, Xia Mu will know soon. ”