Chapter 82: From Li Wei's Examination of the First Half of His Life
Wei Chen didn't have time to talk to this person, so he only asked: "If I give you Gu Yan to come over, is it feasible for you to compensate Mo Qingyan as an assistant?" ”
Wei Chen couldn't lower his voice and ask Guan Yang, Guan Yang was still amplifying the sound on his mobile phone because of what he had just done, so Wei Chen's words were all listened to in Mo Qingyan's ears word for word. The person only frowned slightly, not quite understanding what Wei Chen meant by suddenly saying this.
Guan Yang roared back as always: "Wei Chen, don't even think about it!" ”
It was not surprising that he was rejected, Wei Chen said "um" directly, then hung up the phone, and still looked at the information in his hand and pondered.
……
After Shu Ya arrived at the Western restaurant, Li Wei and Michael had already finished eating, and Shu Ya happened to walk in and cut a small cake carefully prepared by the Western restaurant.
It sounds strange for two big men to celebrate their birthdays together, but the picture is unusually harmonious. As soon as Shu Ya came in, Li Wei's gaze involuntarily projected onto this person.
"Sister Yaya, you're here!" He stood up, like a warm big boy, Shu Ya nodded slightly, and saw Michael who was still looking at him with a slight gaze like last time.
"Hello!"
Michael is a very cheerful person, but she doesn't like this kind of hunter who looks at his prey, as if she will be in his control.
"Hello Miss Shu, I'm glad you to come to Li Wei." Michael gentlemanly pulled a chair for Shu Ya, and Shu Ya sat down only to find that her hands were empty: "Li Wei, I'm sorry, I came out in a hurry and didn't prepare any gifts." ”
She pursed her lips, looking a little uncomfortable, after all, it was Li Wei's birthday, and it really didn't look like a gift if she didn't wait for it, but it was nine o'clock, and Wei Chen was still waiting.
"Miss Shu will make up for it after she goes back." Michael broke Shu Ya's embarrassment, Li Wei smiled slightly, and the smile was obviously a little far-fetched: "It's okay, I don't need a gift, has Sister Yaya eaten?" ”
Dine?
Shu Ya was really stunned this time, she really didn't think about it. As soon as Li Wei said this, Shu Ya stopped talking, yes, since he came back at seven o'clock in the afternoon, neither of them had eaten, he hadn't eaten, and Wei Chen naturally didn't eat either.
Li Wei and Michael were also surprised, Shu Ya was half past nine in the evening, but she hadn't eaten yet, shouldn't she rush over after eating?
Li Wei became nervous and said, "Sister Yaya, haven't you eaten yet, again"
"No, I ate it." Shu Ya quickly interrupted Li Wei's words: "Don't you want to celebrate your birthday?" ”
As she spoke, she reached out and pulled Li Wei's face like when she was a child, although this eldest child was twenty-four years old, her skin was still tender, and she was her eternal brother, who could barely be called half of her relatives, and was the only one to rely on except Wei Chen.
Except for Wei Chen?
Shu Ya was suddenly shocked in her heart, did she already regard that person as her only reliance? For so many years, I haven't asked this person if he has eaten, or if he has a stomach problem.
Her whole person looked a little absent-minded, Li Wei saw her state early on, but Shu Ya could come, Li Wei felt very happy. This happiness has been waiting for ten years, and now it suddenly has it, Li
I didn't think it was real.
"Make a wish, what do you want me to do?" Shu Ya covered Li Wei's eyes and said, "You are the last old person I know in this world, my dear old man, just say what wish you want to make in your heart." ”
Li Wei reluctantly closed his eyes, but quickly said: "I hope to be able to take care of Sister Yaya, who is also my old person." ”
Shu Ya was slightly stunned and then laughed: "You, don't you know that you can't say your wishes?" Otherwise, it won't be possible. ”
Li Wei shook his head and smiled slightly, his smile was full of bitterness.
"Sister Yaya, have you forgotten? When I was a child and made a birthday wish, you told me that wishes must be spoken, and only by saying it out loud can your wish be known by others, and finally that person will give you your dream or help you realize your dream, so your birthday wish must be said. ”
Wishes are all to be spoken, and this sentence was indeed said by Shu Ya in the past.
How good was your former self? I can't say how good it is, probably because I haven't experienced the baptism of the years, and many things are still simple like a child, and my mind is naturally simple.
It's like the current Li Wei, who is as warm as ever to everyone, and everything is full of enthusiasm and expectation. When you celebrate your birthday, you will be surrounded by a large number of the most important and closest people, and when you blow out the candles, you will say your birthday wishes greatly, because the most important people who are by your side will do their best to help you achieve them.
It turns out that being able to say your wishes when you make a wish on your birthday is such a beautiful and luxurious thing, always innocent, never old, and always keep a pure heart. The years have not smoothed the edges and corners, and you have not yet moved forward with a burden. All these things will make people's eyes wet when they think about it.
Shu Ya was stunned and didn't know what to do, some things that can't be returned will never be able to go back, don't mind and worry, but she still can't stop feeling lost in her heart.
Is it the loss of yourself, not the original self?
She can't say it, but it's a time that can't be returned, and the most critical thing to her loss is in this place.
"Sister Yaya?"
Li Wei was looking at people cautiously. Shu Ya didn't know if he was lost in a time that he couldn't go back to, and Li Wei also didn't know if the person in front of him was willing to help him fulfill his birthday wish.
He couldn't be clearer than he said, he wanted to take care of a sister Yaya who was also an old person, but unfortunately his old person didn't seem to want him anymore.
"Well, I'm listening" Shu Ya came back to her senses, and continued to pull Li Wei's tender little face like when she was a child, and only said: "I was just thinking about how I was so stupid when I was a child, my birthday wish must be hidden, and all the wishes I said didn't work." ”
A smile came out of her eyes, and she looked at Li Wei in front of her with such a smile, and then looked at her current self from Li Wei's eyes.
Li Wei is the woman ten years ago, and Li Wei is still the same ten years ago ten years later.
The afterglow of Shu Ya's eyes caught a slight glimpse of Li Wei's leg, because his leg was amputated, one right leg was slightly shorter than the left leg, and he walked a little lame. It's hard to imagine that this person would be able to suffer like this
After suffering, he still maintains such an innocent nature.
If it were him, would he be able to do it like Li Wei? will be full of complaints, worrying or complaining every day, in short, it must not be like he is such a gentle young man.
Therefore, Li Wei is the person she was ten years ago, but ten years later, such Li Wei is still the person she was ten years ago, and she is the person she will never be able to catch up.
She hid and built a bunker for herself, and she was the only one in the bunker, which was not something like "hiding in a small building to become unified", it was just a kind of spiritual depression and pain. It's been so long, it's an individual who will make changes, you can't be sure whether you're getting better or worse, but you must be sure of an event, whether you're getting better or worse, you're just trying to adapt to the changes in this era or your small society, as for what doesn't change, just keep it in your heart and be silent.
Some things, not to say for the better, but to say it will make a mess of things, and it's like making a wish.
But Li Wei has grown up, and he used to be able to deceive him and impose his own values on him, but now it seems that this big boy is not bound by himself.
Some things, once experienced, are still different in the end.
Shu Ya was looking at Li Wei, as if she had taken a good look at the first half of her life, and the tears fell down heavily, Li Wei, who was still waiting for Shu Ya's answer, panicked, and Michael on the side was also a little at a loss, British men can't see girls crying.
"Sister Yaya, what's wrong? Don't cry......" Li Wei looked a little panicked: "Sister Yaya, it's a big deal that I won't ask you this question, and I won't say it in front of you when I make a wish in the future." ”
This is a confession he has prepared for ten years, but unfortunately here in Shuya, it is completely useless. If you really want to talk about it, in fact, Li Wei is even more sad than Shu Ya, but Li Wei doesn't say it, and he doesn't want to say it at all. After all, in this person's heart, he will always be like this.
He no longer has any good characteristics, and he can't see anything good, and the only thing that can leave this person is an impression. A gentleman's heart, a young man's appearance, bones and appearances, that's it. However, this little pretended to be a teenager inadvertently aroused the deepest sigh in Shu Ya's heart.
Michael was relatively calm, but he was still vaguely curious. Regarding Shu Ya, in addition to her talent for design, what is there about this person that can attract Li Wei. He didn't understand Shu Ya's tears, shedding tears on someone else's birthday, which was a very uneducated thing.
Soon, however, Shuya turned Michael's mind upside down.
"I ...... just now" Shu Ya's eyes were full of gratitude and smiles, she pressed Li Wei's hand to wipe the tears on her face, and suddenly smiled: "I was just thinking just now, Li Wei, you are a big child, I will definitely take care of you for a long time, not you to take care of me." ”
Li Wei was angry and funny, hiding his loss. At first, he thought something was wrong with Shu Ya, but when he came to the back, it was because of this, saying that he was a big boy, and it was clear that he was already different from before.
"Well, well, it's the same if you take care of me." It's the same, whoever takes care of us will be together, and everything else can be left to time.