"Naturally, it's not ......," Su Qingyun admitted, and was quickly interrupted by Chen Lihua.

"So what the hell are you hating?" Chen Lihua's tone was cold. She wants to wake up Su Qingyun as soon as possible, and having Pei whispering by her side is enough to make people tired.

"Are you hating the Drunken Spring Pavilion that raised you? No, you don't hate, without it you would have starved to death, not to mention that you joined voluntarily, and it doesn't owe you anything. ”

"Besides, what you said will indeed have a great impact on the reputation of ordinary women, but is your pursuit the same as that of ordinary women? We have seen the higher sky, will we still miss the dead grass on the ground? Is your dream to live a stable life, with a husband and children? Don't tell me, you're a drunken senior disciple of the Spring Pavilion, and you want to find a good man to spend the rest of your life with? ”

"It's too much." The system couldn't listen to it anymore, and interjected to interrupt Chen Lihua's monologue: "You haven't tried this kind of taste of being looked down upon, why do you say that it doesn't matter?" ”

"I just can't get used to how wronged she looks!" Chen Lihua was in full swing, shifted the battlefield, and exchanged fierce fire with the system in her brain.

"I went too far." Su Qingyun was silent for a long time after being taught a lesson, and responded.

The ministers are about to fight to the death, why did Your Majesty surrender first? The main owner has admitted that he is wrong, so what else do he have to insist on? The system silently raised the white flag.

"But looking at the sisters in the pavilion, I can't get angry. Of course I know it's been like this for hundreds of years, and it's useless for me to be resentful alone. But I'm just not reconciled! Is it true that people who have lived like this for generations? The sisters in the pavilion, each with their own miserable stories, I can only listen to them, some of them are lucky enough to marry merchant women, or official concubines, but more can only save money after old age and decay, and use the old money they saved when they were young, and live a few days. I know there are people who are worse off than them, but that doesn't change the fact that they will be miserable in the future. ”

Chen Lihua was speechless, what contentment is always happy, in essence, it is self-paralysis, giving up the pursuit of a better life, with yearning, there will inevitably be a melancholy that you can't ask for, and then there is the motivation to force yourself. Pursuit, pain, motivation, these three are one. If you are really content enough, then you just need to live.

Of course, she "knows" the injustice of the world, after all, no one has fallen from the sky, she has long been stuffed into the deep palace, and she has been washing her face with tears day and night.

"Well, why don't you go and find a better future for your sisters?" Although Su Qingyun's idea is right, sometimes one-sided thinking can make people fall into the mud, and she needs to find a way to get Su Qingyun out of this circle.

"If you really hate all this, just change it, what's the point of feeling sorry for yourself here?"

This kind of talk is actually that sounds very right, and a person's prejudice is not easy to change, let alone a world? What are the chances of success for a person to change the world with a group of women who may be considered unskilled under this prejudice? What are the odds of being better than the status quo? Chen Lihua knows these truths, and the system knows them, but Su Qingyun, who heard this kind of shocking remarks for the first time, didn't know that it was enough to temporarily suppress her.

"Actually, you don't dare. All living beings are suffering, and you seem to be very wronged, but as I said, there are far more people in the world who work harder than you, you are well fed and clothed, and what you suffer is just some gossip. The princess that Pei whispered to meet, her husband ran away, her father-in-law hanged himself, her mother-in-law went crazy, and the family was ruined, isn't her life more painful than yours? What you suffer is not how sad your life is, but that you can't go any further. Take the next step, you may lose what you have now, so you are afraid, but because you know a better life, you want it; Knowledge, you only know martial arts and Qinglou management, you want to change, but you have no clue, you are at a loss. Isn't it? ”

"So what you dislike should actually be the one who yearns and is timid, who longs for more but has no courage to fight against the odds, that cowardly woman, yourself."

Su Qingyun was stunned, she had never thought about it from this angle, but the moment she heard it, she felt a little calm, as if she had already thought so.

"What are you trying to call yourself by all kinds of cheap words? Isn't it just to create a pathetic character for yourself? Let yourself be like a tragic character in a script, deriving self-satisfaction from it? Or do you already have a vague idea in your heart, so you scold yourself so that you can have peace of mind? ”

Su Qingyun couldn't resist anymore, his mind was lost, and he cried bitterly, but fortunately, Pei Qingyu had already gone away with the child, so he didn't have to worry about being embarrassed and revealing his true form. Chen Lihua saw that the heat was almost over, and besides, the child was really in a hurry, so she reached out to comfort her shoulder.

"Okay, don't cry, there's nothing to be ashamed of, isn't it? When you're full, you want to eat meat, and when you eat meat, you want to find a man, who doesn't come over like this? ”

Chen Lihua's words successfully made Su Qingyun burst into tears and laughed, gently hammered Chen Lihua, and said angrily: "Who wants a man!" ”

The resentment between Su Qingyun's faces calmed down a lot, but no one could have realized it because of a simple sentence, she got up and put on makeup, and the melancholy between her eyebrows was a little less, but there was still indignation.

"Change yourself or change the world. In fact, it has always been as simple as that, and one force is furious here, and nothing can change it. ”

"I really can't bear it, don't bear it, let it go, after all, it's better to do it than nothing." Chen Lihua persuaded like this.

"There was once a bald head who thought the same thing, and then his country was lost by him." The system couldn't help but complain.

"If you don't try, it will never get better, and if you do, it can also get bad." Chen Lihua is not only talking to Su Qingyun, but also to the system.

"But it is precisely because you choose to try, it can slowly become better in the constant change, as the saying goes, you can't take the last thirty years to deny the first thirty years, and when you succeed, you will find that all the previous attempts and sacrifices are meaningful."

As she spoke, she remembered how she had been sleeping and eating before. After Chongming City was captured, she dreamed back at midnight, and she asked herself countless times, is it worth sacrificing so many people? She didn't dare to look back, didn't dare to think about it, and hurried back to the capital, but now, she already had the answer in her heart.

"My heart is bright, so I don't ask about the future. Let's go, when you get to the capital, I'll help you with the matter of the Drunken Spring Pavilion. ”

"Hmm."