At eleven o'clock in the evening, his father touched Liu Jing's head and asked him to go home to rest first.

However, Liu Jing refused.

Liu Jing insisted that she must wait outside the guardianship room and wait for her father to wake up.

Even if he can't see his father at a glance, this can at least let him feel his father's temperature.

In this way, Liu Jing sat in a daze on the cold corridor outside the guardianship all night.

The next day, after Zhao Xun and his father came over, Liu Jing obviously lost her spirit.

It was originally a flaxen-colored hair, but now it has long been printed with the same color as the little face under the hair.

Seeing Zhao Xun and his father coming over, he couldn't make any expression on his sallow little face.

It was as if it had exhausted all the strength of the whole body to slowly squeeze out these words from the slightly open mouth:

"Uncle, here you are......"

Zhao Xun really couldn't bear to look at Liu Jing's appearance, and then tried his best to persuade Liu Jing to go home and rest for a while, and then let her stay here.

As soon as there is news, she will notify Liu Jing as soon as possible.

Liu Jing, who was probably tired, glanced helplessly at the custody room, and then agreed to Zhao Xun's proposal.

After Liu Jing left, Zhao Xun went directly to ring the doorbell of the monitoring room.

Zhao Xun found Uncle Liu's attending doctor, and Zhao Xun first asked Uncle Liu about his current situation.

Then he asked the doctor to let Uncle Liu's son come in to visit him.

Rules are dead, but people's hearts are flesh and blood.

In the end, under Zhao Xun's repeated requests, the doctor still agreed to Zhao Xun's idea.

Liu Jing returned home and only rested for a short two hours.

At noon, Liu Jing appeared in the hospital again.

Hearing Zhao Xun say that he had won the opportunity to go in to visit his father again, Liu Jing was almost so happy that she was about to cry.

Looking at Liu Jing who was so depressed, Zhao Xun's heart couldn't help but feel a sourness.

There may be too many things in this life that we can't control.

Some people may experience it early, so when they encounter such a thing again, they will become relieved, or they will feel better.

Then there is another kind of person, who may be the one who experienced it relatively late, just like Liu Jing.

When Liu Jing lost her mother for the first time, he was still an ignorant little hairy man at that time, and he may still be too sloppy about the concept of the word "death".

So he won't feel heartache, and he won't even be unforgettable.

After he grew up, the word "mother" was like Zhao Xun, like a non-existent person.

For Zhao Zhao, she has seen too many such scenes.

When Xianglian died, Zhao Xun saw Liu Ya sitting in front of the wooden coffin crying with red eyes.

When the kind grandmother died, Zhao Xun saw the grandfather who had been sitting in front of the window all night and had a white head.

At this moment, Zhao Xun even felt a little envious of Liu Jing.

I envy his luck, and I envy him that he didn't experience it all too early.

But at the same time, she felt sorry for Liu Jing.

I feel sorry for Liu Jing's loneliness, and I feel sorry that he has lost the love of his life when he is still a child.

Eventually, Uncle Liu left us forever on the third day of treatment in the intensive care unit.

I remember that it seemed to be a cloudy day, and it was a bit like when Xianglian died.

When she was in junior high school, Zhao Xun, who was full of childishness, always thought that she would hate the man who made their family lose their bones in this life.

At that time, they all wanted to itch their teeth, so they all called him Liu Laizi.

I never imagined that there would be a moment in the future when there would be such heartache as now.

No one ever saw his father for the last time, and no one knew whose name Uncle Liu called on his deathbed.

The hospital only made a simple corpse meal at the end, and Uncle Liu was lying in the intensive care room, naked.

After learning the news of Uncle Liu's death, his father took matters into his own hands and went to the clothing store that made the shroud to buy a dress for Uncle Liu.

Liu Jing said that she must be at her father's request and bury her father in the place where Xianglian will stay forever.

Liu Ya came back on the day Uncle Liu was buried.

This time, Liu Ya did not have the heavy makeup she used to wear.

may be a mother of two children, and she seems to have more calmness.

Unlike what Zhao Zhao imagined, Liu Ya did not say a superfluous greeting to her father, or an explanation over the years.

Father is such a person, if you are not doing well, I will reach out and pull you.

If you are doing well, of course I will bless you in the same way.

He never even expected anything in return from you.

Even in the year after Liu Ya and Liu Jing left, their father would think about their sister and brother during the New Year's holidays.

To put it bluntly, my father was not ashamed of Liu Ya and Liu Jing's sisters and brothers, and neither did Zhao Xun.

Maybe this may be the fragile and sensitive relationship between people.

Zhao Xun also felt very puzzled.

Later, Ms. Liu said that the winter of that year seemed to be the coldest in those years, hundreds of times colder than the rental house they lived in Beijing.

It's not the kind of cold that the autumn clothes are tied into the autumn pants and the autumn pants are tied into the socks, but the kind of cold that pierces the bones.

Liu Jing was wearing a white filial piety dress that was several times larger than herself, and Liu Jing said that she felt safe.

Contrary to what everyone imagined, Liu Jing did not cry bitterly, at least in the places where everyone could see.

On the day when Liu Ya planned to return to Beijing, Liu Jing stood up and said that he wanted to stay in his hometown and keep filial piety for his father.

(Shou Xiao Xiao: After the death of the old common relatives, they stopped entertaining and socializing before the full service to express their condolences, and in Confucianism, Confucius believed that filial piety generally lasted for three years.) ）

Liu Ya didn't say anything, just left some money for Liu Jing and left.

Before leaving, Liu Ya looked around, and finally asked where Zhao had found his father.

Zhao Xun shook his head.

"When you have time to come to Beijing, you can find me."

This is probably the kind-hearted Uncle Zhao who Liu Ya is willing to support in order to repay the living expenses she earned that was only enough for the family's expenses.

In the end, Liu Ya still didn't see her father.

After Liu Ya left, her father suddenly appeared.

Zhao Xun knew that it was actually his father who hid when he saw Liu Ya leaving, maybe he didn't want to be too disappointed, maybe the parting was too sad......

Zhao Xun didn't dare to speculate.

In the later period, Zhao Xun would also complain about Liu Ya's actions.

will even put the words conscience, no morality, and ungrateful, these words are flaunted on Liu Ya's body.

But every time I was opposed by my father.

Even now, my father still believes that Liu Ya must be a good child.

Liu Jing really did what she said, and she kept filial piety for her father for 100 days.

During this period, my father still carried a pot of sake and visited her at the bottom of the hill every day, just like Xianglian did when she died.

Only this time, an extra pot of sake was mentioned.

On the day she left, Liu Jing specially bought some things and came to Zhao to say goodbye to their house.

On that day, Zhao Zhao just rested.

Liu Jing cut her short hair neatly and neatly, and her face also regained some complexion.

Liu Jing wrote clearly the expenses of her father's illness and hospitalization at that time.

Although Zhao Xun and his father both said that as long as the big guy in his heart knew about it, Liu Jing felt that the matter of money must be calculated.

If the days go by for a long time, everyone will not be able to remember.

Zhao Xun and his father couldn't resist him, so they had to do what Liu Jing said.

Liu Jing expressed her gratitude to her father again and again, and there were several just bows.

The father looked at Liu Jing as if he was looking at his own child, and said with doting eyes:

"What are you going to do back to Beijing this time? Or do you want to go back to the old repair shop? ”

Liu Jing shook her head and said:

"I want to go south."

"To the South? Are there any plans at the moment? ”

Parents may be like this, when their children are most confused, they are like pointing to the navigation lights, no matter whether they are lost or not, they are willing to be your always strong backing.

Liu Jing said that he didn't want to stay in Beijing anymore, but after he left, he was more worried about his sister.

Later, I heard from Zhao Xun that her little brother, who was a few years older than herself, is now also working in Beijing, Liu Jing was very happy after hearing it, so she asked Zhao Xun for her brother's contact number.

Liu Jing said that she hoped that when her sister was in trouble, if she couldn't come back, her younger brother would be able to help his sister.

After Liu Jing left, life began to calm again.

For a moment, Zhao Xun had a kind of feeling as if something had never happened before.

Zhao Zhao's original vacation plan was not completed, and now he is in debt.

Zhao Xun didn't want to mention how bitter he was at this time.

On this day, Zhao Zhao prepared wine and food and prepared to invite Wang Yi over for dinner.

Since borrowing money from Wang Yi, Zhao Xun has been busy with Uncle Liu's affairs, and he has always ignored Wang Yi.

I thought that Wang Yi was also on vacation at this time because of Zhao Xun, but he didn't expect to see Zhao Xun in front of him.

At this time, Zhao Xun already had a deep sense of guilt in his heart.

In order to express his apology, Zhao Xun also put on a beautiful makeup.

Before Wang Yi got off work, Zhao Xun came to Wang Yi's unit to block him.

The moment he saw Wang Yi, Zhao Xun's heart warmed.

"Let's go, let's go to my house for dinner."

I haven't seen each other for so many days, and when I first met, I received such a warm invitation from a beautiful woman, Wang Yi was a little overwhelmed.

"Now?"

"Of course, you won't have eaten, have you?"

"No, no!"

Wang Yi shook his head vigorously as he spoke, thinking:

"Even if I eat, I have to pretend that I haven't eaten! Hey! ”

"Then let's go, my dad is waiting for you at home."

Along the way, it may be the joy when they first met, or the embarrassment when they first met, Zhao Xun and Wang Yi did not have much communication.