109: We are the saddest

There are thousands of ways to be bitter, and silence is the saddest.

"If there was an afterlife, I would rather never have been in this world myself."

Sun Yuanming's son said word by word.

That day, Sun Yuanming's son didn't have time to wait for a hitchhiker into the village, nor did he have time to wait for the truck that came into the village every night to sell fruits.

It's been about a week since he came out to work, and now he only has his old father at home.

He didn't know how his old father, who had lost his legs, lived.

Whether he had eaten a full meal, or had a sip of hot water, he didn't know, he was so anxious.

So along the way, he basically didn't stop.

He just ran forward with all his might, letting beads of sweat the size of beans run down his cheeks.

Until the sweat intersected with the splashes of muddy water on the ground, and the gray and slippery ones slid down......

Although Sun Yuanming's son's throat and eyes were dry to the point of smoking, he still couldn't help but not touch the red apple in his hand.

It was a red apple he had never eaten.

It was as if he had smelled the scent of apples in his hand as the breeze blew in.

Yes, poverty limits his imagination.

He didn't know that there could be such a wonderful good thing in the world.

People are willing to go to work on the dirty, tanned highway to buy it.

If it weren't for his father seeing the red apple in his neighbor's hand, Sun Yuanming's son thought that at this time, he should go up the mountain to cut cow grass or take care of his father's daily life.

He ran, ran, and finally he saw the big stone standing at the entrance of the village.

"Hewlett-Packard Village!"

The big three simplified Chinese characters were painted over and over a large stone with red paint, and then stood there.

Some people say that the material of the stone is marble, but Sun Yuanming and the others have never seen what real marble looks like.

So just say what it is, and they believe it!

In the year Gu Chen came, he heard from the old people in the village that Hewlett-Packard Village has a history of many years, from the Anti-Japanese War.

It used to be called Takashi, but then for some unknown reason, it was changed to its current name.

Sun Yuanming's house is a little to the right in the center of the village, and the village is originally located in the mountains, so their family also happens to occupy the commanding heights of the village.

was about to arrive home, Sun Yuanming trotted along the way, and instantly felt that his mood was different.

When I ran to the door, I happened to bump into Aunt Liu, who was going out to pour swill.

"Aunt Liu, look, this is an apple I bought for my dad!"

"Ah, it's the youngest son of the old Sun family who is back, I thought it was, go home and see your father!"

"My dad? What happened to my dad? ”

"Your dad......

"What's wrong with my dad?"

"Don't talk about it, don't talk about it, you better go home and take a look yourself!"

Sun Yuanming's son was said by Aunt Liu, who was pouring swill, and began to faintly feel that something was wrong in his heart.

Sun Yuanming's son tiptoed into the yard, as if this was not his home, it was so strange,

Couldn't help but feel an inexplicable sense of fear.

He was afraid that if he pushed the door open, it would not be what he did not want to see.

He couldn't imagine how disappointed he would be.

"Dad?"

Sun Yuanming's son lowered his voice and shouted cautiously.

But no one responded, and Sun Yuanming's son continued to walk towards the courtyard.

"Dad!"

"Dad?"

The air seemed to freeze in that moment, and he could almost hear his own heartbeat.

Suddenly, Sun Yuanming's son seemed to be crazy and ran in the direction of the house.

The moment he pushed them away, he was stunned.

The father was not pushing back from the hospital in a wheelchair.

The father was lying at the mouth of the pot, and the pot was empty.

"Dad!"

"Dad? Why are you lying here? Father! ”

Apparently he's got a little out of control.

Sun Yuanming seemed to hear his son's almost shouting voice, and slowly raised his head.

"Son back-back-back-back......"

"Dad, what's wrong with you, it's me back!"

Sun Yuanming obviously didn't have any strength in his body, so he raised his head and glanced at his son, and then lowered his head again.

The villagers in the village were whispering that Sun Yuanming's son had returned from work, and it didn't take long for the village chief to rush over after hearing the news.

Sun Yuanming's son opened the water tank and took a look, it was still the bucket of water he made when he left, and he felt that he had not used it at all.

The cabbage on the ground has long been rotten, and it is emitting the kind of rancid smell that belongs only to it, as if it can still faintly see that my father has scratched on the cabbage.

Uncontrollable tears could no longer be controlled from the corners of his eyes.

He couldn't imagine how his father had spent the week or so.

Not to mention eating, even a sip of water may be a problem.

He slowly crouched on the ground, muttering something in his mouth.

At this time, the village chief pushed the door and entered.

"Quick, feed your dad some water first."

"Yes, yes! Right! Feed the water, feed the water! ”

This was the first time Sun Yuanming had seen this kind of scene, although he saw his weak father lying on the kang and had no strength at all, he just didn't react.

"What's wrong with my dad?"

"Your dad ......"

"Uncle Village Chief, what's wrong with my dad, isn't it okay when I leave?"

"Your dad, your dad, it's because you're gone!"

"Because I'm leaving?"

"You're not at home, it's impossible for your dad to live alone, that day, I heard the people in the village say that you followed the men out to build roads, I was a little worried, where did your dad leave, I said I went to your house to see your dad."

"And then?"

"When I got home that day, I stood in the yard and called him, no one answered, so I went in, he might have wanted to drink water, but the water in the water bottle was drunk, he probably wanted to fetch water to drink, but he fell directly to the ground, and his knees were all bloody, and even the ground was bloody, but the place where your dad fell was still far away from the wheelchair, and then he could only lie on the ground!"

"Me, Dad......"

"After I carried your father to the kang, I fetched water for him, and he basically didn't cook the vegetables on the ground, he ate them raw with his hands."

“……”

"The next day, when I came to see your father, it may be that the temperature in the house was too high, and the knee that was broken on the ground yesterday was full of mosquitoes crawling on it, and I was almost unconscious when I saw your father, so I cheekily went to the town to find a doctor to come and show your father."

"What did the doctor say! What did the doctor say? ”

"The doctor first took your father's temperature, saying that it might be infected, but your father has no money, you know, I still have a child at home who is studying, how can there be any extra money, the doctor saw that your father was pitiful, so he first did a simple debridement and gave an anti-inflammatory injection, but when he was leaving, he said, your father's leg must go to the hospital to see, otherwise the whole body infection will be troublesome."

"This, it's all my fault!"

Suddenly, Sun Yuanming's son Wow Wow Wow cried loudly.

The village chief wanted to come up to convince him, but he didn't expect Sun Yuanming's son to start slapping himself.

One is crisper than the other, and one is crisper than the other!

"We should be thinking about how to save your dad now, you are like this, and you still can't solve the problem at all!"

However, how old is Sun Yuanming's son?

He has the attitude that he should actively look for a solution to a problem now, he is very flustered.

In his memory, although his dad has always been in a wheelchair, his dad is still a great hero in his heart!

I remember when he was a child, he went out to cut cow grass, and once he came back late, and when he got home, his father actually cooked a table of food for him and sewed a dress for him.

At that time, although my father was in a wheelchair, he was still so high.

"Son, why don't you go to your mother's place!"

"My mother?"

"Hmm."

"I have a mother?"

"Didn't your dad ever talk to you?"

"Nope!"

"This ......"

"Who is my mother? I thought I didn't have a mom! ”

"I can't tell you too much right now, because I don't know much about what's going on, but I know that your mother lives there, and I can take you there."

"You know where she lives? So why doesn't he live with us? ”

"You're still young, there are a lot of things you don't understand yet, and my uncle doesn't know how to explain them to you."

When Sun Yuanming's son was three years old, the woman called "Mom" cruelly left their father and son, and since then, in his memory, the word "Mom" is unfamiliar and even non-existent.

Today, he was surprised to hear the village chief say that he still had a mother.

"Then why doesn't she live with us? Is it because my dad can't walk like everyone else or build roads on the SAIC Road? ”

"Child, don't get excited, our first task now is to get medicine for your dad quickly, otherwise, he will die!" Child! ”

"My mother, where is she now?"

"Let's go, I'll take you!"

Before leaving, Sun Yuanming's son also called Aunt Liu, who lived next door, to help him come over and take care of his father, who couldn't leave anyone now.

The village chief took Sun Yuanming's son to his mother's old house.

It's just that along the way, he kept asking his mother why she left their father and son.

The village chief was very impatient to hear this, but he was helpless that this was someone's family matter after all, and since Sun Yuanming chose not to say anything, he must have his reasons.

When the village chief reached the door, he taught him a few words about what to say when he entered the house.

Sun Yuanming's son nodded again and again, indicating that he had memorized it word for word.