In the end, the mother concubine did not survive, she was also taken away in a bloody dress and imprisoned, I know that we are at the end of the road, it's over!

I held the hairpin tightly, suppressing the anger that wanted to explode, at that moment, I really wanted to kill her, I really did it, I went to ask for the holy decree to give her death, but how could the Qiao family behind her let her go? I drank and went crazy day and night, I was drunk, I wanted to forget everything, and I was so powerful, and the hatred at that time had blinded me and made me forget, she was also seriously injured! is also helpless to wander alone in this imperial capital, and I abandoned her!

The day of the wedding was supposed to be the day of the mother's death! I couldn't tell whether I hated her or myself, and I knew that I had no thoughts about her, and all that was left was hatred.

The accession of the fourth brother to the throne is a top priority, I put everything behind me for the time being, and use busyness to distract me from the thoughts that I am about to go crazy.

People can't be resurrected after death, and the revenge of killing my mother has made the two of us all dead, all messed up, and I can't go back, and she has finally become the person I am destined to be unable to ask for in this life.

Although she is a victim, it is also an indisputable fact, and I have some complaints about God's creation. also complained a little about his father, in the end, the death of his mother was just a move to stir up the court in his eyes, in order to weigh the pros and cons, and it was also just a condition for "force" General Qiao to hand over power.

She gritted her teeth and endured everything for the sake of the whole situation, and there were hardships, but I never thought about it for her, what did she rely on to survive?

I watched her sit in the tree and look into the distance, and at that moment I knew that her heart was also lonely, and I knew that she longed for freedom, and now we broke her wings and made her unable to fly, but one day she will soar, and the palace will not be able to trap her,

When Jin'er was injured, I didn't think about questioning her and humiliating her, but when I calmed down, I suddenly regretted it again......

Every time I push her farther away, there is no trust between us, I know we can't go back, but I'm not reconciled, whenever I see her desolate and godless gaze, I feel like she is choking my neck, so that I can't breathe, my heart will be even more intensifying want to torture her, want to keep entangled with her endlessly, if it hurts, then let's bear it together!

It wasn't until she didn't give any explanation that I knew she must have been disappointed in me too, right?

When Ruan Wanqing was unconscious, she happened to enter the palace, and she also found many suspicious medicines from her, but when she poured something into her mouth without blinking, no one except me saw my trembling hand hidden behind my back, I was wrong again! I always stabbed her in the heart and poured salt into her wounds, and there was always a way to make her feel painful.

I knew that she had the ability to save Ruan Wanqing, but she also had her concerns, so I begged her with my face, and even did not hesitate to revisit the old things to threaten her with grievances and grievances, watching the light in her eyes gradually dim, my heart also chuckled, some words can no longer be spoken, I want to tell her: Don't worry, as long as Ruan Wanqing is saved, whether it is life or death, I will continue her in the future, and we can start again after the past is written off. Even if I am far away from the imperial capital and take her to the end of the world, I am willing.