Chapter Ninety-Three: Unworthy

After seeing Bing leave lightly, Jiang Zhengxin didn't want to go home, but turned his wheelchair and walked aimlessly on the street.

Once she walked through this long street hand in hand with Yu Yue, she was really happy at that time, and hoped to walk every road with Yu Yue hand in hand for the rest of her life.

Whether it's rugged or treacherous, or it's flat.

Whether it's a road full of thorns or flowers.

As long as you hold his hand, face the morning sun, reflect the sunset, and go on with the stars and the moon, it is the best life.

Memories emerge one by one, and the pictures of once happiness, but now it breaks her heart when she thinks about it.

Yue Yue really loves Sister Bing, otherwise how could she have a wedding with her and a child who is about to be born. They should have been together for a long time, even earlier than they thought. blamed himself for being immersed in love at the time and couldn't extricate himself, if he had noticed it earlier, he wouldn't have been as sad and embarrassed as he is today, and he wouldn't have been struggling to stay when Yue Yue said he was leaving, causing him trouble.

In fact, she really wants to know if she has a little place in her heart?

Still is......

Or is it really as he said, he has never liked himself, and everything is just a joke.......

Tears turned into heavy rain falling from the sky, adding a lot of melancholy to this bleak autumn day.

At this time, it was late autumn, and Jiang Zhengxin didn't even wear a cloak when he came out, and he was drenched in cold rain, and he was indescribably embarrassed.

Occasionally, passers-by with umbrellas will be stunned for a moment when they see Jiang Zhengxin, and then say, "Cripple!" You're still crazy, are you? Running out on such a cold day to get drenched in the rain. ”

Jiang Zhengxin heard it, but she didn't feel it, her heart seemed to be hollowed out several times, and nothing could make her more sad.

Unconsciously, she came to the place where she met Yu Yue.

At that time, the cherry blossoms on both sides of the river were blooming, and the boy at the bow of the boat was shocked.

From the initial heartbeat to falling in love, Jiang Zhengxin has always believed that the person he has met for thousands of years is Wei Yue, and he also decided to join hands with him for the rest of his life, never thought that he would let go of his hand, nor did he think that he would let go of himself.

"I will be with you, and I will be with you whenever in the future."

"I love you, promise that this love will never change, and I am willing to guard you like a jade, unswervingly."

"I gave you a jade pendant, just because I want one for each of us to be a love thing."

"Of course it has to be good to you, I can spoil you all the time."

"What I want to do most is to marry you, and we will be together forever."

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Jiang Zhengxin clutched the Yanzi jade pendant tightly, and the scar on the palm of his hand was painful.

The heavens and the earth were filled with a melancholy rain, and when she raised her eyes, she saw a person standing in the distance, dressed in purple as she had seen for the first time, looking at her fixedly in the rain.

Jiang Zhengxin never expected to meet Yue Yue here.

Wei Yue also didn't expect to meet Jiang Zhengxin.

The two drenched people looked at each other and lost their minds, time and picture seemed to stand still, only the rain kept falling.

Still felt distressed by Jiang Zhengxin's wet appearance, and couldn't help but take a step forward, Jiang Zhengxin woke up like a dream.

She didn't know how to face Yu Yue, and she didn't want him to see her dejected appearance, so she hurriedly turned her wheelchair to escape from here. But because she was too flustered all of a sudden, and because the wheels slipped in the rain, the wheelchair instantly lost control and slid down the river embankment with her.

When she fell into the water, the wheelchair smashed heavily on Jiang Zhengxin's body, causing her to fall to the bottom of the water.

The cold river water instantly swallowed Jiang Zhengxin, and the intense pain spread from her left shoulder, causing her struggle in the water to be almost weak. Jiang Zhengxin couldn't swim in the first place, and now his legs couldn't use his strength, so he choked on several mouthfuls of water in a row and sank into the water.

At the moment when Jiang Zhengxin fell, Yu Yue hurriedly rushed over and jumped into the water to save her. He didn't have time to think about anything else, and there was only one thought in his heart, and that was that she must be fine.

Jiang Zhengxin saw the figure of Yue Yue swimming towards her, but she didn't stretch out her hand to him, because she didn't have the courage and no position.

At this moment, she is really tired and painful, hoping that everything is just a dream, and when the dream wakes up, Yue Yue is still standing in front of her and smiling softly at her.

When she was about to lose consciousness, she felt that she was being held into her arms, and at that moment, her tears flowed out again and melted into the water.

Wei Yue hugged Jiang Zhengxin tightly and carried her ashore, but fortunately, she fell into the water for a short time, so there was no major problem, but she fainted.

Jiang Mansion was already in a mess, all looking for Jiang Zhengxin, when Jiang Zhengyu saw his unconscious, soaked sister who was brought back by Wei Yue, he was shocked, and anxiously fished her into his arms.

There was a panic in the room, and Jiang Zhengyu, the maid, and the doctor all surrounded Jiang Zhengxin, blocking Wei Yue's sight.

The water continued to drip from his wet clothes, wetting the precious silk carpet in the house, and Yu Yue walked out silently, but did not leave, but stood by the porch and waited quietly.

He wanted to wait for the doctor to come out and ask Qingjiang about Zhengxin's situation and make sure that she was okay before leaving.

The sound in the room was noisy, but Wei Yue still heard Jiang Zhengxin calling his name in a coma, and he almost couldn't control and rushed in, but he knew that he was no longer qualified to appear in front of her.

After a long time, Jiang Zhengxin woke up, and she saw that she had returned to the room, and in front of her was Jiang Zhengyu's eager face.

Her consciousness was still confused, and she muttered, "I saw Yu Yue just now." ”

"I know." Jiang Zhengyu sighed and said, "He sent you back." ”

Jiang Zhengxin sat up with her forehead on her hand, her left shoulder ached, and she saw that her shoulder was wrapped in gauze, and she realized that everything that had just happened was real.

After a while, she asked, "Is he already gone?" ”

"Hmm." Jiang Zhengyu replied in a low voice.

Jiang Zhengxin lowered his eyes and returned to reality, and the pain swept over.

Jiang Zhengyu was very sad when he saw his sister's gloomy and sad appearance.

He likes Bing Qingju, and since he learned the news of the two getting married, he hasn't had time to feel sorry for himself, and he has been heartbreaking for his sister.

He couldn't understand why a person who was willing to give up his life for his sister would say that if he changed his mind, he would change his mind.

Jiang Zhengyu stood up: "I'll go to Yu Yue now and ask why he suddenly married someone else even though he was obviously with you." His hands clenched into fists, "I can't see you being wronged in vain." ”

"Don't." Jiang Zhengxin hurriedly grabbed Jiang Zhengyu's sleeve, "Brother, don't go." It's not his fault, it's really not. Yue Yue has always kept her distance from me, and I have always pestered him. ”

"Then I'll go and get him back for you, sue him if you like him, and don't let him leave you if you can't bear to."

"Brother, I'm ......" she looked at her legs, tears bursting into her eyes, "...... I can't stand by his side anymore, I'm no longer worthy of him. ”

Wei Yue's heart suddenly shook, and the sharp pain spread from her heart.

He wanted to tell Jiang Zhengxin that she was not worthy of him, but that he was not worthy of her.

To him, she was the best person in the world, a light he would never want to give up.

And he dragged her into the darkness.

He really hated himself.

"It's me who doesn't deserve it." He closed his eyes and murmured in pain, "It's me who doesn't deserve to be in your life." ”