After graduation, Xu Jingjia was at a loss for her spare time. However, Xu Jingjia is still very happy that she can finally get rid of those people and things she doesn't like, and sometimes the people who are waiting for her on the way home do not appear again.

Not long after, Xu Jingjia began to formally learn carving, which was a hobby that Xu Jingjia had studied by herself for several days, and a few days ago she put down because of her schoolwork.

Xu Jingjia is accustomed to a life of part-time work and study, so she devotes all the time she used to spend on schoolwork to sculpture.

When I went to work, my colleagues said that Xu Jingjia was like a robot, she didn't need to drink water or go to the toilet during working hours, and she would only talk to others in a businesslike way.

All the time, she only spends her time dealing with work matters, and whenever eyes turn to her, she always works, work, work...... At a point, her strict boss, who was in charge of supervising the work, also told her to take a well-timed break.

What is this for? Xu Jingjia also often asks herself why she is doing this.

Laborious and thankless.

All the colleagues didn't like her, except for those familiar words, mainly because they thought that she was trying so hard to please the boss who was sitting behind her. On the other hand, Xu Jingjia's boss didn't like her either, thinking that she did it because of impure motives...... Even if Xu Jingjia can report the sales of each project on the day without having to check it, the latest updated balance of all customers who have not been settled...... They only think that "when things go wrong, there must be demons".

However, when no one was available, knowing that Xu Jingjia had a programming foundation, the boss still gave Xu Jingjia the matter of handling the department's system update to follow up. This is an addition to Xu Jingjia's original work, perhaps this is exactly what Xu Jingjia wants.

In fact, Xu Jingjia is only a robot when she goes to work? Even after work, she's a robot.

Xu Jingjia will start carving continuously when he gets home from work, and he will turn to typing late at night, and he will always be busy until two or three o'clock before he stops, and begin to organize and go to bed, and arrive at the company on time at 8:15 the next day.

Does Xu Jingjia really like carving so much? Xu Jingjia couldn't tell, she only knew that she had to focus on one thing, even if it was mechanical.

The free time always makes Xu Jingjia feel inexplicably uncomfortable.

Because of the foundation of self-study and repeated practice, Xu Jingjia was gradually able to carve what she liked.

Such days lasted for half a year. At the beginning of the year, it was time to negotiate a contract renewal at work, and Xu Jingjia rarely completed a one-year contract in a full-time job, and her boss gradually recognized her performance.

Working mechanically allows Xu Jingjia to ignore everything else.

At this time, one of the two colleagues with whom she was in charge of handling departmental system updates went. Xu Jingjia and the rest of the people worked together to eat the extra work, and Xu Jingjia's time after work gradually turned into overtime, and there was less time for carving. However, two months later, the man who joined forces also decided to leave.

On the day the man handed in his resignation letter, the new boss asked Xu Jingjia to take the man's job with him.

After thinking about it for a weekend, Xu Jingjia looked at the colleagues who had been playing tricks in the past few months, and Xu Jingjia directly submitted his resignation. Is this irresponsible? Xu Jingjia didn't know. She only knows that she has been kind for a long time, and she really wants to make a decision that makes her comfortable.

That's a high-sounding reason, isn't it? In fact, Xu Jingjia knows very well in her heart that even if she stays in the company to work overtime even on Saturdays and Sundays, she will not be able to do the work of four people.

Xu Jingjia gradually felt that it was actually not bad to make a career out of carving. Of course, she also needs a half-time job to make ends meet before her income is stable.

Not long after, Xu Jingjia found a part-time clerical job at the fire department. However, everything seems to be different from what Xu Jingjia imagined.

Over the years, adapting to the new environment has gradually become a hurdle for Xu Jingjia. Because her colleagues always know her very well before she arrives. However, this time, Xu Jingjia felt that she had improved a lot, because she no longer lost control of her emotions because of the cynicism and exclusion of her colleagues. In the past, the second and third months after taking office were always the most difficult.

The anomaly appeared in late June. I don't know when Xu Jingjia became very lazy.

was so lazy that even she was surprised. You must know that she is an ordinary person, as long as she can sit up, it is absolutely impossible to lie down and be idle. But these days, except for going to work and preparing for work, Xu Jingjia can only sleep all the time. In those days, there were only five hours left for her to be able to act like a normal person.

Once, she talked to a friend about it. The other party smiled and said to her, "After all, I'm twenty-six years old, isn't it normal to get tired easily?"

At that time, she actually felt that what this person said was not unreasonable.

When Xu Jingjia's father heard her statement, he teased her and said, "Then don't I have to sleep all day with your mother?"

One day, Xu Jingjia, who had changed her clothes before going to work, couldn't help but lie on the sofa. Mom came up and woke her up, saying, "Get up! It's time to go to work, sleep, how long do you want to sleep?"

That day was the day when Xu Jingjia went to Qi Zhengping's place for the first time. After listening to Xu Jingjia's description, Dr. Qi only asked, "Are you under a lot of pressure these days?"

Her mother answered a lot of words for Xu Jingjia, but Xu Jingjia thought, if this is really a disease, can the doctor cure her?

She really hoped that it was all just a disease.

Xu Jingjia felt like she was trapped in a nightmare that would never wake up.

Was it the 14th or the 15th of mid-October 2017? That day, Xu Jingjia couldn't get out of bed at all before going to work for the first time. Ms. Xu's mother said that Ms. Xu's face was so pale that she had to see a doctor.

By the time Xu Jingjia saw the doctor, she had already returned to normal. She told Dr. Qi truthfully that in the past week, she had lost seven kilograms (15.7 pounds) without changing her diet and diet, and her exhaustion had worsened.

Dr. Qi began to ask her about her work and about her friends. When he learned that she had little contact with her friends because of her dreams, Dr. Qi's tone gradually became stern and his tone gradually turned into questioning.

Xu Jingjia is not a person who loves to cry in front of others, and that time she didn't know why, so she cried uncontrollably.

Since then, it has been more frequent to be unable to get out of bed and go to work, and it is often the case that they gradually recover after learning that they do not need to go to work. Xu Jingjia was always hesitating, if she told Qi Zhengping everything, would he be able to help her? However, the story Xu Jingjia wanted to tell was too unbelievable, and it took even a long time for her to realize what happened to her.

After learning of her condition, even her best friend once said, "A person like you can be called an emotional illness? Don't you know that the really serious ones are going to lie in the hospital?"

People who have heard Xu Jingjia's statement unanimously believe that Xu Jingjia is indeed suspicious. Friends are sneering at Xu Jingjia's escapism, and they blame everything on Xu Jingjia's laziness.

Xu Jingjia remembers that it was a few days before her birthday. I don't know why, Xu Jingjia at that time always thought that Qi Zhengping would believe what she said. After hesitating, she wandered to the vicinity of Qi Zhengping's infirmary again, and that road was not the road that Xu Jingjia usually passed after work.

The figure standing between the bakery and the lifestyle department store told Xu Jingjia that she had never really gotten rid of them.

It's been more than a year since I graduated, and in the end, it turns out that Xu Jingjia has always been deceiving herself.

Xu Jingjia originally had no impression of this person. The opportunity for Xu Jingjia to recognize the man was shortly after Xu Jingjia began her second year of college, when Xu Jingjia cut her waist-length hair to her shoulders.

In the same class, the man looked back at Xu Jingjia many times with disbelief in his eyes, and Xu Jingjia noticed that there was such a number one person in the school.

Xu Jingjia recognized the top of his smooth hair, and recognized his eyes that avoided her gaze. However, Xu Jingjia is very clear

He is not the initiator of everything.

At that time, Xu Jingjia thought how good it would be if it was really just a disease.