Chapter 205: The Only Color
"It's a strange and inexplicable feeling and intuition."
Jiang Jiang paused, Fu Siyan's face couldn't help but appear in her mind, she immediately laughed, and continued, "Just like killer whales are born to know that the only partner they are looking for is killer whales, when I saw him for the first time, there was a voice in my heart that said......"
"That's him."
"It won't be anyone else anymore, it's him, and the person I'm looking for is him."
"Can you understand the feeling?"
Jiang Jiang looked at Jarvis very calmly, at this moment, she was not only confessing everything to Jarvis, but also facing her heart in the real sense for the first time.
So now, her expression is so calm and quiet, and her eyes are so clear and bright, like a blue sea, and like a clear sky like a clear sky.
Jarvis looked at Jiang Jiang like this, and lost his words for a while.
He lowered his eyes, and the corners of his lips couldn't help but raise a bitter smile.
See how it feels?
Of course he understood, how could he not understand.
Just like Jiang Jiang said, love is a very mysterious and inexplicable feeling, when you meet that person, you will perceive from the bottom of your heart -
That's right, it's her.
The person I'm looking for is her.
He found Jiang Jiang, but Jiang Jiang didn't find him......
Jarvis was very unwilling, but even if he was unwilling, he had no way to change the facts, let alone control Jiang Jiang's heart, make her forget that person, and make her fall in love with herself again.
He was silent for a moment, then said in a dumb voice, "I know what you mean, you're telling me to find the right person." ”
"And I'm not the right person you're looking for."
"I'm sorry ......"
Jiang Jiang looked at Jarvis's sadness, and felt a little guilty for a while, but more of a deep sense of powerlessness.
She couldn't deceive herself, and she couldn't live up to Jarvis's heart.
Half a year ago, she clearly knew that Jarvis was not the person she was looking for, although at that time she didn't know what she had been lacking between herself and Jarvis, but she understood that there was something missing between them after all.
It wasn't until she met Fu Siyan that she finally understood what that little bit of feeling was.
You have to meet the right person for yourself.
Jiang Jiang took a deep breath and continued to persuade, "Now that you understand, don't continue to be obsessed, Jarvis, let it go, it's good for everyone." ”
"Half a year ago, we were just pretending to be together, nothing actually happened, and we didn't even clarify each other's identities, and now that my aunt already knows, there is no point in us continuing to pretend."
"In the end, I can't help you, I'm really sorry to fulfill my aunt's wish." Jiang Jiang looked at Jarvis sincerely, his eyes were slightly moist, "Jarvis, don't you also know, what my aunt wants is actually for you to meet the right person for you, not a fake partner, or a nominal wife without any real meaning." ”
Jarvis listened to Jiang Jiang's refusal, and his heart became more and more sad.
Won't be in the ......
He wouldn't be able to meet, like Jiang Jiang, to let himself know clearly that she was the person he was looking for......
Jarvis smiled wryly, "I'm really a loser." ”
"That man, obviously didn't do anything, he easily got you, Jiang Jiang, this world is really unfair, isn't it?"
"The world is never fair." Jiang Jiang sighed lightly, "Didn't you already know this truth?" ”
"Lady Eleanor is afraid that you will be lonely all your life, and even Jenny has said that the people of the Anderson family are almost like they are cursed, and the people of each generation of the family will end up alone and alone."
Jiang Jiang raised his eyes to look at Jarvis and said seriously, "But I believe that you won't." ”
Jarvis's eyes flashed, and he looked at Jiang Jiang quietly.
Jiang Jiang also looked at him quietly, and then smiled, "Because you have never been the kind of person who will give in to fate." ”
"What do you say?" Jarvis sighed helplessly, looking distressed, "Comfort me?" Or have mercy on me? ”
"No, I'm just wishing you well."
Jiang Jiang shook his head and said, "Bless you, in the days to come, you will meet your own killer whale." ”
However, it really won't be encountered......
Hearing Jiang Jiang's words, Jarvis silently laughed at himself in his heart, and then turned his back to Jiang Jiang, his back looked very bleak, like a defeated lion, losing his previous majesty.
"Let's go."
This time it was Jiang Jiang's turn to be a little surprised.
She thought that with Jarvis's character, she would have to persuade her for three or four days.
I didn't expect him to be so happy today......
Jiang Jiang took a deep look at his back, she had never seen such a fragile Jarvis.
But now she is not qualified to comfort him.
There is another person who will comfort him.
She took a deep breath, and although Jarvis couldn't see her now, Jiang Jiang still bowed deeply and solemnly, with determination in his tone, as if he was saying goodbye to him, "Thank you for taking care of you for so long." ”
Jarvis's back stiffened, Jiang Jiang saw it clearly, and his hand hanging by his side was trembling slightly.
Jiang Jiang hesitated for a moment, but finally closed his eyes, didn't say anything, didn't do anything, turned around and left the restaurant, and walked upstairs.
There was a slight sound of footsteps on the stairs.
Again and again, like a hammer weighing a thousand gold, it smashed Jarvis's already broken heart.
Every time Jiang Jiang took a step, his heart would be torn apart.
But Jarvis never looked back at Jiang Jiang, he just quietly looked at the blue sky and white clouds, green grass and flowers outside the window in front of him, and muttered.
"My dear, what color will you be today?"
Or is it the same as before, a warm and bright red?
Jarvis had a dejected look on his face.
His world was dark, and everything he could see was gray.
Only ginger is the only color in his world, fresh and vivid.
But now, is even this only color going to leave him?
……
After Jiang Jiang went upstairs, he did not go back to his room directly, but walked to the room where Fu Siyan was with difficulty and confusion step by step with heavy steps.
But before she could take a few steps, she saw the man leaning against the wall.
Fu Siyan held a cigarette between his fingertips, and when he saw Jiang Jiang, he squinted his eyes slightly and spit out the cigarette in his mouth.
The smoke covered his face, which made Jiang Jiang a little distracted, she subconsciously took a few steps forward to see Fu Siyan's face clearly, but she didn't want to, the other party's voice came first.
"If you want to cry, cry out."