Chapter 841: But, I Don't Want to Live Anymore
"Why do you want to do this, they will all pay for it, if you do this, you can only catch you."
Yan Chuyi asked Xiaobin bitterly.
In front of everyone's eyes, Xiaobin killed someone, and this point can't be washed away.
Killing people pays for their lives, just like Li Lao Er killed the eldest daughter-in-law to pay for his life, and now Xiao Bin killed Li Lao Er and Mrs. Li, he also needs to pay for his life.
Xiaobin lowered his head and did not speak.
"Do you think your mother and sister will be happy if you do this? Do you think they will want you to be so reckless and lose your life? What they want most is for you to live safely. ”
“…… But I don't want to live anymore. ”
"What, what?"
Xiao Bin raised his head, revealing a little face that felt immature after being washed, and he said very calmly and innocently: "As soon as I was born, my father died, and they all said it was because I was an ominous person. Every time my mother and sister are beaten, I can't do anything, I can't stop those bad guys...... This is the only thing I can do for my mother and sister. ”
Yan Chuyi's eyes were full of shock, and he sighed: "But in this way, you also have to subjugate the Fa." Is it worth losing your life for the sake of someone you hate? Originally, they were going to die, too. ”
"He can die, but can my grandmother die?" Xiaobin asked.
Yan Chu's throat was stuck there, and he couldn't make a sound.
"Mrs. Li is not guilty to death, but she will also pay the price."
"But she beat and insulted my mother and sister so much, if it weren't for her support, how could the second uncle dare to sell my sister and kill my mother? Isn't she the worst of all? So why didn't she die? ”
Facing Xiao Bin's calm eyes, Yan Chu was speechless.
This kind of crime...... I can't settle it.
After all, she wasn't the one who killed and betrayed people, but as Xiaobin said, if it weren't for Mrs. Li's connivance, all this would not have developed to this point.
Yan Chuyi felt very uncomfortable, but he didn't know what he could say.
"You're a good person, you don't have to feel sorry for me. I've finally done what I've always wanted to do, and I'm happy. I won't embarrass you, just let people arrest me. Sentence as much as you want, and the bad guys will be punished. I'm the same, then...... The same goes for others. ”
Xiaobin sat there obediently and skillfully, saying the old words.
The hands, unconsciously placed on the knees, rubbed slightly.
Suddenly, Yan Chuyi understood Xiaobin's thoughts.
Revenge is one reason, and Mrs. Li's decision not to be sentenced to death is still an important reason. But at the same time, there is another reason, and that is Xiaobin himself...... He couldn't see his future anymore.
The tragic death of his relatives one after another hit him too hard, and his legs were ......
He has no expectations for the future, and no attachment to the world.
"But what to do, I don't want to see you die." Yan Chuyi muttered.
She really didn't want to see Xiaobin die.
Such a poor child, yes, he has done something wrong, and countering violence with violence is the most important thing to resist. But if it were her, would she really be so calm?
My sister and mother all died tragically, and 99% of people can't calm down, right? What's more, still a child?
Xiao Bin blinked, licked his lips, and asked, "Good man, you have children, right?" ”
"yes, what's wrong?"
Yan Chuyi was a little curious, why did Xiao Bin suddenly ask about this.
Xiao Bin pursed his lips, his lips changed between red and white a little bit, and finally the young man raised his head and sincerely suggested: "Then you don't care, if you do, others will think that you are emotionally unfair...... Later, this will become a stain on you, and then it may affect your children. ”
“…… Sometimes I wonder if my grandmother could have kicked my mother and sister out of the house without me, so that they would still be able to live well. Even if I live, I will live every day in self-blame, remorse, and even resentment...... I can't guarantee what kind of character I'll be when I grow up, maybe...... I'm going to be the one I hate the most...... So, why don't you just let me stay here forever. ”
“…… Don't leave your child the slightest chance of danger. ”
Xiaobin said it was a mess, Yan Chu didn't understand it at the beginning, what does this Xiaobin have to do with his own children?
But in this messy narrative, I suddenly understood Xiaobin's heart.
Yan Chuyi nodded bitterly: "Okay, I know, do you still have any wishes?" If I can help you, I will help. ”
"The people in that village, don't blame them, they don't dare to help, because the county magistrate is a bad one. It's understandable that everyone cares about themselves the most. ”
Yan Chuyi couldn't believe that these words could be said by a child who was only a few years old.
What is even more unimaginable is that if this child lives in a normal family, what kind of talent will he be when he grows up? But at this moment, he can only be buried like this.
"And ...... If you can, I hope you can help more women who don't have fathers, who don't have husbands, they ...... It's bitter, it's bitter, it's bitter. ”
“…… Certain! ”
In the end, Xiaobin still died.
He was worried that the good people would let him go and leave trouble for the good people, so after returning to the prison, he committed suicide by hitting the wall.
When he dies, he laughs.
Then Yan Chuyi asked the family of four to be buried together and built a cemetery.
Compared with the matter of fruit trees, what Yan Chuyi wants to do now is to do something to help the orphans of martyrs.
We can't let the soldiers shed their blood and lose their lives for the country, but the country can't even protect their children and wives!
That night, Yan Chu didn't sleep all night, wrote a long, long note, and sent the secret guards back to the capital early the next morning.
The content of the memo was about the orphans of martyrs, and she suggested that a place should be established in each city to house the orphans of martyrs and those who had been discharged from the army and the disabled soldiers. If you don't want to leave your home and go to the city government, the people from the city government will also send a special person to take charge of it, and every year they will make secret visits to observe the living conditions of the widows of those martyrs, regularly send some food to their homes, and help them solve some practical situations.
If they are not allowed by the family, they will come to the shelter of the city government and be taken care of by the state.
Perhaps, this is a big expense, for Daxin. But Yan Chuyi insisted, this matter is imperative! Several conditions were laid out for this to be done, and it was suggested that Emperor Cheng Hui could set up a charitable fund to gather donations from wealthy local merchants.
Of course, there must also be some policies that are good for these donors, otherwise why should people donate? Is it just for the sake of blood? That would be a moral kidnapping.