Male God No. 11: No, the Secret That Can Be Said (13)

"Since you all know about it, then I have to retire, and you can discuss the specific content after that." Uncle Li strictly controls the time when he should appear, after all, it is easy to be annoying if he stays for a long time.

"Don't worry, leave it all to me, it's definitely no problem!" Sister Rong agreed boldly, and it just so happened that she still had a lot of questions she wanted to ask Xia Mu.

"Sit down first, in fact, I'm quite curious, after all, all your work experience, including connections, exists in singing and dancing, and suddenly plans to change careers to become an actor?"

"I'm not afraid of your jokes, Sister Rong, my reputation in this music industry shouldn't have anyone who wants to cooperate with me. Actually, a lot of times the facts have nothing to do with the rumors, but people always focus on these aspects, and I feel a little tired. Xia Mu's eyes were unusually tired when he said.

"Another reason is probably that I broke up with Fenghua before, and I don't want to see him again, so I plan to start again." When Xia Mu said this, Feng Hua's heart was tingling, and he didn't know that Xia Mu wanted to completely escape from the world where he existed.

"Are you taking any medicine?" Sister Rong suddenly asked a question that had nothing to do with the previous words, which made Xia Mu and Feng Hua stunned.

"Where are you hurt? How I don't know. Nian Nian, you tell me, what do you ask to take medicine? Feng Hua kept scanning Xia Mu's whole body, has there been anything he has ignored recently?

"Take medicine? Sister Rong, why do you ask that? Xia Mu was a little flustered, could she see it? No way, so far no one can see her illness at a glance.

"Your heart is saying you're tired, and your eyes are saying. Niannian, haven't you had a good night's sleep for a long time? I don't know what you've been through, but you have to see a doctor. The disease does not heal on its own. Sister Rong actually didn't see it at first, but the more she talked, the more she felt Xia Mu's tiredness.

Xia Mu's appearance made her unconsciously with the person she had brought before who chose to end her life at the peak of her career, and that person made Sister Rong start to think about the meaning of her busyness, so after that, she changed careers and worked behind the scenes, and never brought an artist again.

She was afraid that Xia Mu would repeat that person's mistakes, and Sister Rong suddenly wanted to hold Xia Mu, so even though she wasn't quite sure, she still asked.

"I ......" Xia Mu was silent, in fact, she felt it herself. originally thought that Hao Nian's depression would not be revealed in him, after all, those memories that belonged to Hao Nian were just a plot for Xia Mu.

But when Xia Mu felt unusually tired every day, when she couldn't sleep every night, and when she secretly took a lot of sleeping pills every day, she had to admit that depression was far more terrible than she imagined.

Although he fell asleep with Feng Hua every day, Xia Mu didn't really fall asleep for a day, and every day when Feng Hua fell asleep, Xia Mu always kept his eyes open until dawn for fear of waking him up with her movements. Afraid of being discovered by Fenghua every day, she can only cover layer after layer.

"Are you guys dumb at that? I can't understand a word. Niannian, did Sister Rong misunderstand something? Is there anything else wrong with your face? No, let's go to the hospital and put it back. Feng Hua was really confused, he could only think of the hospital a few days ago, if it was really a problem with the hospital, they could go again.

"I'm sorry, Fenghua, I lied to you." Xia Mu looked at Feng Hua first, she had to admit that she was unwilling to let Feng Hua know about her condition from beginning to end, because as long as Feng Hua knew, he would definitely blame himself, but Xia Mu knew that Hao Nian's depression had little to do with Feng Hua.

"I admit that I seem to be sick, and although I am acting normal on the outside, I am still full of holes on the inside." Xia Mu smiled self-deprecatingly, "Depression looks really far away from me, but when it really meets me, I suddenly feel that it is everywhere." ”

"It turns out that when I hear the voices of the fans, I feel as if I can work harder, and I can dance better than others. But now, when I hear their voices, I want to tremble, I am afraid, I always feel that they are the same group of people who are scolding me behind my back, they have knives and want to cut me. Xia Mu's body was trembling when she said it, and she was afraid.

Xia Mu unconsciously left tears, but she smiled again, "Originally, I thought it was no big deal, it would always be fine." But that's not the case. When I started to sleep all night, when I felt that life was meaningless, I realized that I was nothing more than that. ”

"Why don't you want to tell me? Don't you trust me to be with you through the difficult times of your life? Feng Hua was a little injured and a little angry, of course, not only angry with Xia Mu, but also dissatisfied with himself, why didn't he find out, why did he agree to break up without asking the reason.

"No, I'm just afraid that you're worried, afraid that you'll blame yourself. But this illness is not because of you, Fenghua. I trusted you very much when I decided to be with you, but I ...... this question" Xia Mu explained anxiously, Fenghua didn't have to blame himself so much.

Feng Hua stood up suddenly, he grabbed Xia Mu's hand tightly, "Let's go, let's go to the hospital immediately." ”

"Actually, it's not at such a little time," seeing Xia Mu's uneasiness, Sister Rong took the initiative to relieve Xia Mu, "It's important to see a doctor, but it's even more important to accompany you." ”

Feng Hua was at a stalemate, Xia Mu didn't know how many times it took to make Feng Hua relax, but Xia Mu still promised Feng Hua to rush to the hospital early tomorrow morning.

"Forget it, let's not talk about such a heavy topic, how has your face recovered recently?" As soon as Sister Rong's words came out, Xia Mu's eyes suddenly widened.

Sister Rong was amused by her cute expression, "Do you think I know everything?" In fact, I have paid attention to you before, and I think you are a very attractive and cute girl. I have all your albums in my collection, so I can be considered a fan of yours in the true sense of the word. ”

Xia Mu smiled shyly, "You have won the prize, but I think that if you are under your hands, maybe I can make this wish come true." ”

"That's right, we're grasshoppers hanging on a rope, so we have to keep trusting. In view of your current situation, we will still focus on acting classes in the past six months, and I will ask the company's teachers to teach you. I will consider joining the crew after half a year, but don't think about playing the leading role as soon as I come up. ”

"Just use this time to take a good rest and recuperate your body, and when you have nothing to do, you can watch a movie or accompany Fenghua to do a performance, and go out for a walk by the way." Although Sister Rong has just taken over Feng Hua and Xia Mu, she is still extremely serious and really considers them. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "Fast Wear Raiders, Male God Guide, Claw Book House" for free for the first time.