Benefits(2)
"Laifu, Qingqing is back from City A today."
I swept my tail on the ground and slowly walked up to Ah Lu, burying my head down, my not very good teeth munching on in the broken bowl.
"Laifu, Qingqing was admitted to A University last year, and this is the first time she has come home from college, I thought she would not come back."
Green wiped her tears and squatted in front of me sobbing.
This is a humble man, whose emotions are forever obscure.
The tears were muddy and hot, and they all fell on me.
My back arched, and my heart shrank with it.
Alu, apart from me, there seems to be no one to talk to in Lujiawan.
I looked up and watched him tremble.
In fact, the long-term love of more than ten years and the lovesickness of more than ten years are not too bitter.
Because Ah Lu's memories are sweet, his heart should also be sweet.
What Ah Lu wants is very simple, but it is a hot kang for his wife and children.
"Rifle ......"
Snowflakes were falling outside.
It's winter in February.
After I finished eating the fish, I began to chew the fish bones, and Ah Lu has suffered all my life, and I have not lived a good life when I settle here.
People talk about the wild nature of cats, but they don't know that cats are also nervous.
Some cats are happy, some cats are safe, but this stray cat seems to have endured all the hardships in this world.
My eyelashes twitched, and I suddenly remembered that Xiao Hei came to me to beg for food in a certain year and month.
Days like this are hard, but never again.
I'm not talking about hard days, I'm talking about the days when Xiao Hei is there.
Blackie died a year ago.
It was raining that day, and its nest was drenched, and it came to me angrily and complained.
I wanted to come to my place to take shelter from the rain, but I didn't expect that I was also covered with rain here.
I've long been accustomed to this kind of life, hungry and wasted in the day.
"I want to open a little, and when this rain is over, there will be the sun tomorrow."
I comforted me a few words, sat on the moldy wood and dozed off listening to the rain, Xiao Hei looked at me angrily, and the evil qi on his body seemed to be a blade.
It walked up to me and circled around me two or three times, and I looked at him, and when I saw the fangs that Xiao Hei showed out, I was shocked, and all the words were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't spit out a word.
"I'm leaving, I won't stay in this place of Lujiawan anymore."
Xiao Hei spoke as if he had sworn and said goodbye to Lujiawan with a lifetime of malice.
For a moment, I thought that Blackie was going to die with me.
I know I'm not wrong, but I'm afraid that Xiao Hei will take out his anger on me about the hardships of this world.
Extreme emotions are the cradle of the devil.
You won't know how crazy an extreme person can be, just as you can't understand how jealous a radical cat is about a better world.
I saw Xiao Hei's body at the intersection of Lujiawan, and a month had passed.
There was a big pool of blood on the ground, and the people around saw Xiao Hei's body dodging one after another, which was what people called unlucky.
Blackie's body had the marks of a wheel, and everything but its face was crushed.
I laughed sarcastically in my heart, but I bit his fur with my mouth and dragged Xiao Hei to the back mountain in a day.
"This time you are relieved, I found you a place to shelter from the rain."
I have mixed feelings, I don't know the joys and sorrows, and the desolate numbness makes me feel gloomy when I look at the world.
Right is not right, wrong is not wrong.
I dug a hole for Xiao Hei under the tree, and moved Xiao Hei's body down, a friend, but a freshwater friend.
I thought so, but I couldn't eat much for a month.
Maybe there was a small black hairy smell in my mouth, or maybe my paws were stained with his blood.
As a result, I lost my appetite and was in a bad mood.
"Laifu, when you work after Qingqing and settle down in the big city, I will bring you to my house."
Green's words made my body tremble.
My mind was pulled back to reality.
There are still white snowflakes in front of me, and the old warehouse that cannot be sheltered from the wind.
"Laifu, you have been with me for so many years, and the money in my hand is still a little saved in addition to tuition fees, and when the time comes, I will walk the cat every day and retire happily."
Ah Lu's eyes were red, but the corners of his mouth were smiling brightly.
This is his wish in addition to his wife and children to hot kang head.
I rubbed it on Ah Lu with interest.
"Laifu, you're very happy, right?"
I meowed, looking at his gray hair.
Ah Lu's hair is no longer like the funny green hair he had when he was 40 years old, and now it is attached to his scalp, a short layer of white, like the old pines and cypresses that were piled up with snow in the winter.
He cherished decades of love and righteousness, but finally lost to time.
"It is said that dogs understand human nature, Laifu, I think you are much smarter than Uncle Wang's dog next door."
Ah Lu is in a good mood and feels good about everything he looks at.
My mind moved, and one evening many years ago, I also met Ah Lu, who had a smile as bright as it does now.
It was when he shouted Qingqing.
Ah Lu shouted Qingqing to the small building on the stall, and Qingqing responded sweetly, like a tea picker who was tactful and long.
Ah Lu smiled brightly when he heard Qingqing's voice, he used to praise his wife when he met people, and now he praises his daughter when he meets people.
One bite at a time.
Qingqing really became Qingqing.
It was a cloudless sky, and there was a hint of tenderness and sweetness in the air.
Now Qingqing can make Ah Lu happy, Ah Lu is happy to give me fish to eat, I am happy to eat fish, I am happy, no matter whether it is windy or rainy, I don't feel difficult to endure this day.
For the first time, I had hope in my heart.
I want a home.
It can shelter from the wind and rain, and can be fed and clothed.
No worries, no more wandering.
I have been looking forward to such a day with Ah Lu for three years.
Three years later I was thirteen years old, and three years later I was fifty-three.
Qingqing graduated from university and worked in City A, 108,000 miles away from Lujiawan.
In the past, Ah Lu said that Qingqing would never come back after leaving Lujiawan.
Qingqing responded to Ah Lu's words, but she didn't respond.
She said that she liked City A and that she was going to settle in City A, but she also told Green that she would come back from time to time to see her old father.
I got my wish and stayed at Lu's house, where he bathed me and put a collar around my neck, which many cats think restricts their freedom.
This is their dross, but it is unattainable and unattainable for me.
The little young master Lu Yi failed to be admitted to A University, and took over the family's business according to Mrs. Lu's arrangement, he is still very good-looking, getting better and better day by day, fascinating thousands of girls, and I am an old cat's heart.
Like Qingqing, I like beautiful things, and most people, like me, like beautiful skins.
Lu Jiawan has daughters, and they all want to marry their daughters to him to win a stable half of their lives.
I sometimes meet Lu Yi in the middle of the night, standing under the old pine and cypress trees and staring blankly at the small building.
It seems to be an exclamation, and things are not resting.
Others say that Lu Yi has a good life and his life is extremely happy, but I can't see happiness on his face.
The vulgar happiness of life is fleeting, and the happiness that Qingqing brings him is endless, and when Qingqing is gone, his happiness is gone. 58 reading
Sometimes Lu Yi stayed under the pine and cypress trees for a night, and I stared at him all night with green eyes, as I did a few years ago.
I would sigh with regret before leaving, but I was glad that came to my heart.
The snow stopped in February, and I saw the sunny weather coming back from outside at Ah Lu's house.
She has become more beautiful, and her temperament is even more than eight streets away from other girls in Lujiawan.
Ah Lu was very pleased, but he was a little cautious when he got along with Qingqing.
I remember the day Qingqing was coming back, Ah Lu got up at 6.00 in the morning.
He solemnly washed his hair with hot water, and shaved off the beard that he hadn't shaved for three months with a ceremonial gesture.
There was a strong smell of soap in his closet, and he chose his favorite one and gently slipped it on himself.
The five-dollar bow tie became noble in Ah Lu's eyes, and he did it like all European gentlemen.
Even I couldn't escape and was pressed to take a bath.
But the water for my bath was left over from his hair.
I smell of soap now, too.
"Qingqing, are you back? Dad made you your favorite braised pork ribs. ”
Ah Lu took the ribs he had stewed all morning and put them on the table.
Qingqing smiled slightly, and my heart, which had been beating slowly for thirteen years, accelerated.
"Dad, you eat too."
Qingqing and Lu eat the meat on the ribs, and I eat the bones.
I'm not a picky eater, and I'm very satisfied to have bones to eat.
It's just that the bite is a little slow, and the soup overflows from the ribs, full of salty flavor.
It's the gift of life.
Qingqing went out for a walk by herself after eating, and Ah Lu allowed it, but he still had a happy expression on his face.
I followed Qingqing and watched her walk in the direction of the old pine and cypress.
My heart hung in the air, I was afraid that Qingqing would meet Lu Yi, just like I was afraid that Xiao Hei would resist fate.
In the past few days, Ah Lu has said that her daughter is back, and Lu Yi in Lujiawan has no reason not to know.
"Long time no see."
Lu Yi was wearing a suit, his smile was gentle, and the expression on Qingqing's face was stiff for a moment.
I felt a groan, the last thing I wanted to happen happened.
I subconsciously thought that Lu Yi and Qingqing couldn't be together.
Because Lu Yi is the little master, Qingqing is Cinderella.
Even if Cinderella becomes a princess, she will only marry a prince, not a young master.
The little master will only marry the eldest lady.
My eyes narrowed into slits, and my stiff limbs made it difficult for me to move.
"You ......"
Qingqing's face turned pale, as if she remembered those unbearable past and cruel nights.
"Can we have a meal together?"
There was pleading in Lu Yi's eyes, but Qingqing's feet took two steps back.
"I've eaten it, thank you."
Qingqing refused, and my uneasy heart landed steadily.
Lu Yi wanted to take Qingqing's hand, but was thrown away by Qingqing, and Qingqing's cheeks were red, not because of shyness, but because of anger.
"Can you please listen to me?" Lu Yi's body trembled slightly.
"We ended early, a long, long time ago."
The tears in Qingqing's eyes welled up all of a sudden, she didn't give up Lu Yi because of Lu Yi's mother, but saw the gap between people and people from Lu Yi's mother's eyes.
Between them is the chasm that the world has set up for them.
It is impossible to die well.
"But you're back."
"I came back to see my father."
"Give me one more chance."
"I don't have a chance."
Qingqing is gone, she is running fast, and I am running fast after me.
When I was a teenager, I was like a flower blooming quietly on the side of the road, only the earth and the flowers knew, and the added color was almost invisible in this world.
Qingqing stayed in Lujiawan for a day and left, leaving 2,000 yuan for Ah Lu, she said, which she earned from working in City A.
Lu agreed, but I saw a ring box in her bag.
"Daughter, if you suffer outside, come back, my dad is always here."
Green's hair was mixed with some white.
Qingqing nodded, took her luggage and left the Lujiawan where she had grown up.
Now it's not just Ah Lu who is setting up a stall, but also me.
I crouched in front of the tattered plastics and seemed to find their charm.
The twinkle of light was like the stars at night.
My eyes were fixed on the flashing light ball and I didn't move, as if I was stunned, and Ah Lu rubbed my head with his big hand.
Sent me a minimal flashing ball.
He hung me around my neck.
I stretched out my paws arrogantly.
Shouting with other cats, I was about to get spondylosis from this ball fall, but my heart was warm and coaxing, like a winter glacier turning into a river.
A year later, in the autumn, information globalization, Ah Lu's skin-off speaker was replaced with Bluetooth speaker, the old man's machine became a smart phone, and the song played was no longer happy to break up.
Only the woman's long voice echoed.
I squinted, resting my head on Green's legs, and the lyrics came to my ears.
"I have a flower
Planted in my heart
The bud is waiting to be released
Morning and twilight
I waited eagerly
People with hearts come to dream"
The corners of Ah Lu's mouth rose slightly, and my heart became calmer and calmer.
"Laifu, this is my wife's favorite song, I listened to it for the first time, and I like it too, now twenty-four years have passed, and the song is still the same......"
I closed my eyes, sleepiness hit, and I thought to myself if the twenty-four years, ninety-six springs, summers, autumns and winters were worth it.
I yawned, my eyes deep.
The people who love you have always loved you, no matter how many mountains and seas they are separated from, they will come all the way to see each other.
Even if someone who doesn't love you hugs face-to-face, there is a gully in their hearts.
"Laifu, I'm old, and so are you."
Midori chuckled, my nose moved, and the breeze caressed my body, seemingly taking away the pain of my life.
I died, the day before Qingqing was about to return.
Dreams and reality are intertwined, and I am detached from this world.
The flashing light ball on the neck was buried in the soil by Ah Lu, it did not sleep like me, but flickered from time to time, just like my life, Ah Lu's longing person, Qingqing's future and Lu Yi's capricious lovesickness at night.
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