Narrator: Yin Piaoxu

In the second class in the afternoon, the study committee He Xuehui sent out the papers, and we began to brush the questions.

Brush, brush, brush!

"It's annoying!" I tugged at my hair, distressed.

The people around him glanced at it inexplicably.

"What do you want me to do?" I said angrily.

"How do you know I'm looking at you if you don't look at me?" He said it without shame.

I slapped the table and said angrily: "Gong Jingyang, you know no, you hate it!" ”

That guy just raised his eyebrows, lowered his head to brush the question, and ignored me anymore.

Ahhhh......h

I'm past puberty, menopause hasn't arrived, why are I so irritable!

I screamed in my heart, feeling even more upset!

"Brush the question!"

Just as I was immersed in the structure of amino acids, it was as if someone had poked me in the arm.

I knew it was the nasty ghost, so I didn't bother to pay attention to him, pretended not to feel it, and continued to work on the question.

"You've crushed me!" Seeing that I didn't respond, he poked me twice more and said.

What the? Pressed against him?

There was basically two feet between me and him...... Why did it crush him?

Rogue!

I scolded him mentally and moved my stool outward.

I thought to myself: this time it is further away from you, see what excuse you have!

"You've crushed me!"

It's still that rascal saying!

I almost couldn't bear it anymore, I pushed the paper away directly, dropped the pen on the table in front of me, turned my head, and was very irritable: "Gong Jingyang, you are enough!" How did I press you? Is it sitting on your lap, or is it pressing on you? ”

Because of irritability, a very bad mood, and a very big temper, the voice is out of control. After I finished speaking, I found that the whole classroom, the students looked at me with strange expressions.

Brother Wang Yang is even more incredible, his eyes are full of question marks. I...... Unexplainable.

Gong Jingyang: "??? ”

His innocent little eyes, I hate to poke him twice with my fingers and poke him blind.

Me: "......"

“…… Raise your arms! The guy stretched out his thumb and forefinger, carefully grabbed my cuffs, slowly moved them to the side, and then grabbed the book that had just been freed under my arm, and patted it ostentatiously.

Me: "??? ”

"It's pressed to my book!" He explained.

I just realized that I was tricked by him!

At this time, Qin Hua, who was not very suspicious, shouted: "Yin Piaoxu, you ...... It's so talented. Hey, boss, what's going on with you? ”

"Get out!" The two of us spoke at the same time.

The classmates saw that the two of us had bad faces, and they didn't dare to ridicule us openly, and whispered underneath.

I was in no mood to pay attention to it, and I felt embarrassed enough to find a rat hole to get into.

I feel even more troubled!

is not only annoying Qin Guotai, his kind of behavior that rigidly controls me;

What's more annoying that Gong Jingyang exists in my life, the main thing is when she can actually affect my emotions, and I think of him from time to time;

I'm most annoyed by myself.

I just feel that I am a very special and useless person, not only is I not very good at studying, but also, in the face of Qin Guotai's obscenity, I don't even have the spirit of resistance, and let him pinch me flat and fool me.

Luckily, he was just intimidating me like that, and he didn't really treat me like that, but I just didn't like that kind of self.

I'm still annoying myself, seeing Gong Jingyang talking and laughing with other girls, I feel very uncomfortable, knowing that this really has nothing to do with me, isn't it?

However, I just can't help it, I can't help it.

Also, from time to time I think of that ridiculous letter, let's call it a ridiculous letter for the time being. What "yang"? "What loves you"? It's just ...... Lapse from virtue. Hehe, am I a morally corrupt person now?

I can't even face this kind of self with my heart.

Sick of it!

"Yin Piaoxu, are you thinking about me?"

"Yes!" I snorted listlessly, and then there was a burst of horror, "You...... What did you just say? ”

And the perpetrator next to him is still coldly brushing the question.

Daddy, was it an auditory hallucination?

In the next time, who didn't speak, and concentrated on "brushing up on the questions", until the end of class, I rushed out of the classroom.

"Oops, I'm suffocating this palace!"

I almost held my breath!

…………

Extracurricular activities, the pinnacle of life on campus.

Sanitary, football, basketball, table tennis, tug-of-war, shuttlecock, reading, chatting, dating, quarrelling, fighting......

Full of vitality and positive energy.

I also started thinking about my life.

I really can't be so confused anymore, otherwise, how can I be worthy of my dead relatives, living relatives, and my good friends, and everyone who cares about me and my care.

Yin Piaoxu, Yin Piaoxu, you really have to reflect on yourself!

"Gong Jingyang, go on!" I heard Xu Caijing's voice.

Looking for the sound, I saw Gong Jingyang and Xu Caijing playing badminton on the other side of the playground.

Xu Caijing smiled happily, like someone holding all the honey in the world in front of her.

I also saw that Gong Jingyang was happier, as if he had eaten all the honey.

"It's just after class, and we're together!"

My heart began to ache again, and my nose was sore.

What was the "introspection", what was the "quietness", and what was the "reasoning" just now...... It's all gone, just a hint of sourness.

This sour feeling is different from being bullied by classmates; It's also different from my family ignoring me or pointing fingers at me; It's also different from the pain after my father's death; is even more different from the helplessness threatened by Qin Guotai......

It's just a fine sourness that slowly overflows in the bottom of my heart, and gradually spreads all over my body, making me almost lose my mind back to the kind of discomfort that I can't swallow and can't spit out.

I don't know what I'm doing.

Do you ...... No way, how could I possibly like it...... He, he's just a "two hundred and five", yes, that's it.

However, you still can't stop thinking about it, and it's just cranky. Messed up my mind!

It turned out that they had been dating. I laughed at myself in my heart.

I read that day right. He really spent the night at Xu Caijing's.

Spent the night?

Overnight!

When this word appeared, how could I be shocked...... Ahem...... I can't imagine it, and I can't accept it.

Okay, you're a "two-hundred-five", I was worried about you, and I secretly went to you alone and looked for you in the middle of the night.

It turns out that you are in someone else's ...... Stay overnight!

What, is Heo Chae-jeong your girlfriend now?

Oh, it turns out that when I was worried about him, he and his girlfriend were sweet and sweet......

My heart hurts even more when I think about it.

I thought I might go crazy and ask "why"?

However, I know that I am not qualified, and I really have nothing with him except for the relationship between classmates.

So why should the hateful self have a heartache because they are together? Does this sound like a word?