Chapter 10: Disappear from My Eyes
When it was almost noon the next day, Gu Nianxi woke up and found that the location around him was empty, and Su Yuheng only left a note and disappeared.
Gu Nianxi looked at the note stupidly, and only then did she understand what he meant when he said she was stupid.
- Help me keep it a secret.
Secret? Was it depression that he had kept secrets, or what had happened to her?
Gu Nianxi's tears wet the note on her hand, Su Yuheng's goodbye without saying goodbye was a humiliation for her, her self-esteem and the beauty of just falling in love with someone were crushed by reality.
She hid under the covers, crying, and the wound in her heart was a hundred times more painful than the bite on her shoulder.
After that, Gu Nianxi fell a shallow scar on her shoulder, which was the mark that Su Yuheng left on her when she was nineteen years old.
In her later days, the scar kept reminding her to remember the man.
His name is Su Yuheng.
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After smoking half a cigarette, Gu Nianxi heard footsteps behind her, she didn't bother to look back at who it was, she put the cigarette in her mouth with her fingers, but it was taken away by the person behind her.
Looking at the cigarette butts on the ground, she raised her eyes to meet the good-looking phoenix eyes, even though he looked very haggard, but his appearance was still the same as it was back then, but it had changed to a different taste.
"Don't do that."
Don't do that? What not?
Gu Nianxi sat on the swing and laughed, she asked him to quit smoking, but now she is addicted to smoking.
"What not?" She was not afraid of his warning at all, and got up to look at him, her provocation like this would definitely anger him in the past, but now Su Yuheng seems to have lost his previous arrogance.
Su Yuheng lowered his eyes and looked at her, his brows tightened, "Hello...... Be yourself, don't pretend. ”
“……”
His voice forced Gu Nianxi's tears out, and she quickly turned her face sideways, but the crystal tears in the moonlight still broke into Su Yuheng's eyes.
Once he said that he wanted to pamper her like a daughter, and he wanted to give her the nickname of Nan Nan first.
But he broke his promise.
“You are a liar。” (You're a liar.) )
Gu Nianxi turned around and left after speaking, but was hugged by a pair of strong arms, the man behind her trembled a little, and she was also agitated in her heart.
This embrace, how many times has it appeared in her dreams, when she was sad, when she was in pain, when she was desperate, how much she wanted him to suddenly appear and hug her like this, and say a word to her.
"Alright, it's okay."
Gu Nianxi broke free and slapped him.
“Get out my face! Now! (Disappear from my eyes!) )
Gu Nianxi turned around and walked into the living room, picked up the coat on the chair, everyone looked at her curiously, and she greeted everyone in a trance.
"Sorry, I still have a job, let's go first."
didn't give them a chance to stay, Gu Nianxi left, and when she walked through the door of the restaurant, she took a look at Su Yuheng who entered the door, she didn't stop, and shook off when she rubbed shoulders with him.
"This kid, what-" Father Gu just wanted to complain about Gu Nianxi, but was interrupted by Father Zhao.
"It's also good for young people to prioritize their careers."
"Hey, Niannian has really changed when she comes back this time, I don't know how, it's not like her before at all, she doesn't listen to her when she returns to China, she doesn't go on a blind date for her, and she was angry with her dad a few days ago." Gu's mother sighed, "Hey, the child is too old to take care of it." ”
Gu's mother's words were like stabbing a sharp sword into Su Yuheng's heart, he stood at the door, and Gu Nianxi's once smiling appearance came to mind.
He turned around and chased out, Zhao Ziti also quickly got up and followed, and just ran to the door, he remembered that he couldn't just walk away like this.
"Uh, Uncle Gu, Aunt Tang, Dad, we still have a company video conference, let's go first, you guys have fun."
After the three of them left, Zhao Zimu and Lin Yiduo looked at each other in surprise.
"What are these three people doing? It was as if I didn't have a job. Zhao Zimu complained, seeing that Lin Yiduo and Zhao's father were looking at him, he had a bad premonition, and sure enough, Zhao's father opened his mouth and came over.
"What else can you say other than contributing to our family lineage?" Zhao's father did not give Zhao Zimu face at all.
Zhao Zimu was not angry, and touched Lin Yiduo's stomach with a smile, "Dad!" You're on the point, I've done a big job! I married a D college bully back to improve my family's IQ genes, and you are still not satisfied? ”
Lao Zhao was extremely satisfied with this daughter-in-law, because Lin Yiduo was a scholar who went out of D at that time, she was beautiful and smart, and she had nothing to say about how to behave in the world.
Lin Yiduo married Zhao Zimu before graduating from college, the eldest potato is six years old, and now she is pregnant with a second child.
"Well, so you have to be kind to people, and your most important job is to take good care of her and the child."
"Hey, it's best to Zimu, get married and have children at a young age, and it's okay to develop your career later, I really envy you." Gu's mother had an envious expression on her face, and she had a headache when she thought of Gu Nianxi, "If our family Niannian can settle down as soon as possible, her father and I don't have to worry." ”
"Auntie, Niannian is too good, don't worry, I will urge her." Lin Yiduo coaxed Gu's mother and said.
"Okay, with you, I don't have to worry about Niannian."
S City at night, the lights are brilliant, and the night compiles the most beautiful scenery for the city, which is draped in colorful lights, bringing people a visual feast.
This is the place where Gu Nianxi was born and raised, and every street and alley here has her happy memories.
She didn't want to go home, she was alone in a strange city, and she had long lost her enthusiasm.
Once because there was Su Yuheng in New York, she went to him desperately.
Now because there is Su Yuheng in S City, she doesn't dare to come back.
The taxi circled around the city center, Gu Nianxi looked at the familiar street scene, and cried bitterly, she was really homesick, she really needed to be cared for, even if it was a greeting or a comfort, it would make her feel better.
But in the past two years, she has suffered this loneliness by herself, in New York, she has worked hard, portraying herself as a workaholic, sometimes she looks at herself in the mirror, and suddenly finds that she has more and more of that person's shadow.
She has become selfish and indifferent, and she is becoming less and less smiling, isn't this Su Yuheng.
"Girl, life can't be smooth sailing, there will always be ups and downs, if the career is not smooth, try to support yourself to get through, to believe that you can, if it is a relationship, then let it go, give time to solve the current problem, you have to remember, it is you who can't run away, it's not yours and you can't force it, feelings...... It's something that you can only do if you take a step and he takes a step, if it's just a one-sided rush, it can't be together after all. ”