Chapter 338: I Never Thought About It
"If I really want to lie to you with this kind of thing, I'll already hand over my phone to my eldest brother! I'm not giving you a chance but because that little girl is in your hands, the only thing you are glad about now should be that you left Xiao Chen with you, otherwise the person who came to you today would not be me but the eldest brother! ”
"Ace, tell me the truth, is it Yuan Tianxia's order for you to investigate my matter?"
"I respect you as a sister-in-law, but I also have to keep my mouth shut about the situation on the eldest brother's side! Like I said, it's better for you to go to the eldest brother in person and say it, after all, the eldest brother really cares about you very much, and he can promise you anything in order to make you happy, but because of this, if he knows that you are betraying him, I think he will not spare you easily! ”
"You didn't answer me directly, but it was his order to investigate me, right? I've been with him for so long and I've never gained his trust in me, and although you say that he really cares about me, and will even promise me anything, who else can understand this feeling but me? I will find a chance to confess to him about this matter, but definitely not now, please help me continue to keep my mouth shut! ”
"Will you regret it?"
Faced with Ah Qi's sudden inquiry, Su Lingling was also a little inexplicable.
What do you mean by that? I don't understand what you're referring to? ”
"Would you regret leaving Big Brother? You still feel that it is a relief in itself, and you don't have to look at your big brother to live the life you really want! ”
"What about you, Azie? Have you ever regretted it? ”
The two men looked at each other and smiled.
In fact, if there is a choice, who wants to be the eldest brother's woman or be the eldest brother's subordinate?
"Are we still friends now?" Su Lingling asked.
"Do you know what I'm thinking right now? I'm thinking that you're really not an ordinary woman, you really know what you want, sometimes I really think you're sane and terrible, even if you're walking on thin ice every day with your big brother, but you've become the only one who can stay by his side, in fact, I've never told you, I really admire you like this! ”
"Why, Azzy, aren't you? Just because Yuan Tian has saved your life for you, you feel that you owe him all your life, so no matter what he asks you to do, you will do it without hesitation, even if it is not your willingness at all, you will not open your mouth to refuse him! ”
"Sister-in-law, I really hope that you can get a happy person, because I know too well what it feels like to lose, but now it seems that it is not too late, everyone has the right to pursue the love of their hearts, maybe this road will be very difficult, but for the most important person in my heart, it seems that I can really face everything."
Su Lingling raised the corners of her mouth, "It's really been a long time since I've seen you as emotional as today, did that little girl really change your mind?" ”
"Sure enough, I can't hide anything from my sister-in-law, Xiao Chen is really like my sister, from the first time I saw her, my eyes couldn't leave her, I owe a lot to my sister but I don't have a chance to pay it back, but Xiao Chen's appearance is like a light in the dark, I haven't felt warmth for a long time, but that little girl made me feel that happiness again!"
"But if you treat others as sisters, people may not want to treat you as brothers!"
"It's okay, in fact, I know that child is quite dependent on me in his heart, which is why I am willing to contact her!"
"It's rare that Aqi can say such a thing, it's been so long, and I really haven't seen a girl get so close to your side! You know, I always thought you weren't interested in girls! ”
"Sister-in-law, you're joking with me, even if I'm interested in girls, but I'm really not what you think about Xiaochen, I really want to treat her as a sister!"
"This is what you don't understand the hearts of other girls, I will tell you this at this time, just because there is really no way to explain many things clearly in the relationship, although you think so unilaterally, but you also have to be a little prepared, in case Xiaochen really has such thoughts about you, you must not hurt her at that time, if you can, it is better to make it clear to her first, so as not to get trouble!"
"Thank you sister-in-law for reminding me, I will make it clear to her, I only recognize her as a sister, and it is impossible to be a girlfriend!"
"I said that Aqi can't say anything too much, maybe you are really interested in others, maybe you don't know it yourself!"
"Impossible sister-in-law, you don't have to worry about this at all, because no one knows better than myself, it's impossible for me to be tempted by anyone, and now the only thing I want to do is to pin my feelings for my sister on Xiao Chen's body, and I won't think about anything else!"
"Ashie, why are you doing this? If you are embarrassed, no one should be embarrassed by yourself, in fact, I am very able to understand you, I have such an opportunity to communicate with you calmly, I really feel that you are a very lonely person! ”
In fact, usually Ah Qi never drinks easily in order to carry out the task of his eldest brother, but today I don't know why he suddenly became very emotional, maybe because of the environment here, maybe because of Su Lingling's words.
"Sister-in-law doesn't suggest I drink a little, right?"
Su Lingling shook her head, "I'll accompany you!" ”
In fact, both of them have some sad pasts in their hearts, perhaps because their personalities and experiences are somewhat similar, so they can talk about it like this.
"Sister-in-law, do you know? The women in my life have never been anyone's one who says they can understand me, they only know that it will be very beautiful with me, and they can make all kinds of requests, in fact, to put it bluntly, I have long been tired of these women who only look at money, because they never know, what did I do to get so much money, no one will really care about me, even if I was injured, no one stayed by my side to take care of me, so I have always thought that women are very indifferent existence, Because no matter how good I am to them? But when something really happened, no one cared about me, but my sister was different, she was really worried about me, but I was too young and vigorous, deceived by these false prosperity in front of me, I couldn't see how much my sister paid for me, I only saw those women smile at me, saying that they cared about me, and I simply believed it so stupidly, maybe because I was too lonely, right? So I always like a lively place, I like to have a lot of people to accompany me, so I completely ignore my sister's feelings, and sometimes I even go home and have my sister waiting for me, but I don't want to pay attention to her because I'm tired from a day of socializing outside, but you know what? She never blamed me, so why can't I see a sister like that? Is it always like this? Only when I lose will I know how to cherish, I know that no matter what I do now, my sister can't hear it, but I'm really grateful to God, maybe he really pitied me and let me meet Xiao Chen, so this time I will definitely cherish such an opportunity to treat Xiao Chen well, and it can be regarded as compensation for my sister! ”
"Ache, Xiao Chen, she is not a substitute for anyone, I hope you can understand this, I understand your feelings for your sister, but you can't sacrifice Xiao Chen!"
"Sister-in-law, what do you mean by that? How could I sacrifice her? ”
"There's no need to pretend to be confused in front of me, right? Actually, I've already heard it, you just think that Xiao Chen is more similar to your sister, so you want to be nice to her, but you also know that the little girl is relatively simple-minded, if she doesn't get it right, she will definitely get hurt! ”
"Sister-in-law, maybe I'm really selfish in doing this, but I've been thinking about others for a long time in my life, and this time it's time to think about myself, even if one day Xiaochen she really blames me, then I'm willing to bear all the consequences by myself!"
Su Lingling sighed helplessly, "I'm afraid that he won't blame you and fulfill you stupidly, you don't know girls too well, some girls are like this, they would rather sacrifice their own happiness than fulfill each other, how should you face it when the time comes?" ”
"I seem to understand a little, no wonder my sister-in-law asked me to make it clear to Xiao Chen in advance that I just treat her as a sister, in fact, this is really good for her!"
"Aqi, you are really mature, and it is not in vain that I told you so much, since you already know what you should do, then I don't have to worry!"
"Sister-in-law, don't talk about me, what are you going to do? In fact, I also know that your current situation is also very bad, no one knows what kind of reaction the eldest brother will have on this kind of thing, in case the eldest brother's anger affects you, I will definitely stand in front of you at that time! ”
"Aqi, I already feel very relieved if you say that, in fact, your eldest brother is not that kind of person, is it so likely that I don't know him after following him for so long? In fact, I was also selfish, at the beginning I chose to be with him because he was rich and powerful, I wanted to rely on him to live the life I wanted, but when I really lived the life I wanted, I found that what I wanted was nothing more than that, I thought it would make me feel happy, but after I got everything, I found that I had already lost my happiness, I said that I didn't regret it, how could I not regret it in my heart? Such a statement is nothing more than a lie to yourself. ”
"So what? Sister-in-law has never forgotten the person in your heart, has she? ”
"Aqi, I know that my decision will definitely hurt Yuan Tian, but I am also gambling, betting on his sincerity to me!"
Such words simply shocked Azie, "So what? It turns out that sister-in-law, you know everything, you know the sincerity of the eldest brother to you, and you also know the hard work that the eldest brother has put into you, so you want to use this to fulfill you and another man than him, right? ”
"Now that the words have come to this extent, I have nothing to deny it, this is what I think now, so even if you hate me, I will do it!"
"Sister-in-law, I don't believe that you have been with your eldest brother for so long and have no feelings for him, do you really bear to treat him like this? You don't have to worry, why should I hate you? Now that I called you sister-in-law again, I can already understand you, but you still have to be cautious about this kind of thing, the eldest brother is not bad, and he is also very good to the people around him, there is such a man who can be your backer and can take good care of you, I believe you should know what I am expressing! ”
"Aqi, I know that your eldest brother is good, otherwise I wouldn't have chosen to be with him without hesitation, but I have no way to deceive myself, I know that it will be unfair to him, but I am such a selfish woman I have never shied away, I always choose people who are beneficial to my own favorable environment, just because I know what I want, so I am destined to sacrifice some people!"
"Sister-in-law, don't forget, you have made the wrong decision at the beginning, this time I just hope that you will not live up to the person who is really good to you, no one can guarantee that the person in your heart still likes you as much as he did at the beginning, no matter how you say that this person's heart will change, not to mention that after so many years, maybe a large part of the reason why you still want to be with each other is not because you still love each other, but because you are unwilling, right?"
In fact, Azzi's words are also very reasonable, maybe he is really unwilling as he said, and he is unwilling to be so good Zhanyi to be with others like this, because in his own opinion, no one can match Zhanyi except himself, and he and he are a match made in heaven.
"Sister-in-law, why didn't you speak all of a sudden? What are you thinking? ”
"Aki, maybe you're right, I'm really unwilling to be in it, but even after so many years, I've never forgotten him, and this alone proves that I still love him!"
"But sister-in-law, this person's heart will change, even if you still think so, there is no guarantee that the other party thinks so too, and have you investigated the other party's current basic salary? Don't you have a girlfriend yet? ”
Su Lingling shook her head, "Actually, I think it's strange that he doesn't have a girlfriend!" ”
"So that's the case, if you listen to what your sister-in-law says, I didn't expect the other party to be quite infatuated!"
But as soon as Ah Qi's words fell, Su Lingling said directly, "He doesn't have a girlfriend, but he has a boyfriend!" ”
As soon as Archie drank the beer in his mouth, he squirted out like this, "Sister-in-law, are you joking with me or did I hear it wrong just now?" How is this possible? ”
"You heard it right, he does have a boyfriend now, but that kid is too ordinary, I believe that Zhan Yi is just a new person who wants to play with him, in fact, I was really happy when I knew that he never had a girlfriend, because it was enough to prove that he never forgot me, and when I met him, I confirmed this even more, the damage I caused to him was indeed very deep, even so deep that he was shaking when he faced me for so long!"
"Has the sister-in-law investigated the details of that boy?" Azzi asked.
"I don't need to investigate at all, I've already said that the other party is an ordinary boy who can't be more ordinary, if Zhanyi finds me a decent rival in love, I will choose to fight, but now everything is clear, I am destined to win without a fight!"
Seeing Su Lingling's confident appearance, Ah Qi didn't ask anything further.
The two of them talked late, but it was a good feeling to be able to say something from their hearts.
"Sister-in-law, I'll ask someone to send you back! I'm really dizzy right now, so there's no way to send you personally! ”
"You are really, I really haven't seen you drink, but you have been with Yuan Tian for so long, I thought that your amount of alcohol was very good, but now it seems that you are not as good as me!"
"This is what you don't understand, sister-in-law, when a person is in a bad mood, as long as he drinks a little, he will feel drunk, so you can imagine how bad my mood is, in fact, I can't say that, to be precise, it's because my mind is too much, sometimes these messy things really weigh me a little out of breath, and when I have the opportunity, I will make it clear to my eldest brother, no matter whether he chooses to wash his hands in a golden basin, I want to live an ordinary life!"
"May he do it for you! In fact, I never thought that Yuan Tian would wash his hands of gold, because this is the way he chooses to survive, how can he choose to give up or change for whom? ”
"That's what my sister-in-law said, when a man doesn't have a bond, he can fight the world outside, but when he has a bond in his heart, he will change it for that bond!"
"Maybe! But these things don't matter anymore, I'm the woman who will cause him a lot of harm, and when I tell him everything clearly, I'm afraid he won't want to see me again in his life! ”
"Sister-in-law, don't underestimate your own position in the eldest brother's mind, I said that he cares about you very much not to make you happy, the eldest brother is a person who lives very clearly, no matter how many women he has outside, it is just a show, but only you are the exception, because only you really enter his heart, with the character of the eldest brother, no one will help, but every time you open your mouth, he has never refused!"
You must know that Su Lingling has never thought about this, in fact, to put it bluntly, many times she doesn't dare to think about it, she is afraid that she owes more and more to Yuan Tian.