Chapter 8: Childhood Memories
After the wedding, Gu Nianxi, who drank too much, slept in the hotel room arranged for her by Lin Yiduo, and she was lying on the bed, her mind full of Su Yuheng's appearance.
When she knew that the man he fell in love with at first sight was Su Yuheng, her enthusiasm was instantly extinguished, and she knew that they would never have such a thing as love again, because in his memory she was the liar who slapped him.
Gu Nianxi tried to control himself from thinking about him, but he couldn't do anything.
"Hurry up and sleep, hurry up and sleep."
Gu Nianxi buried her head in the quilt, she just wanted to fall asleep quickly, she wanted to quickly drive the man surnamed Su out of her brain, she closed her eyes and counted the sheep, until she counted three hundred and sixty-three sheep There was a trace of sleepiness, when she was finally about to fall asleep, there was a knocking sound from the next room.
"Ahh Lose your marbles! ”
Gu Nianxi sat up from the bed, angry and irrational.
Is this five-star hotel so poorly soundproofed?
"Don't let people sleep!"
Gu Nianxi drank a lot of wine that day, and she came to the next room with a strong momentum with the help of the wine gall.
The fist slammed on the door, Gu Nianxi knocked on the door several times, but there was no reaction inside, she raised her fist and just wanted to continue smashing the door, but the door was opened.
"Please, can you make a big night—"
Gu Nianxi looked at the person standing at the door and raised his fist in surprise.
Su Yuheng!
Gu Nianxi could no longer have imagined that Zhao Zimu would arrange her and Su Yuheng in the next room, is this guy not a good brain! Gu Nianxi secretly scolded Zhao Zimu a thousand times in his heart, and he was in a dilemma at this time.
Su Yuheng leaned against the door in a bathrobe, looking at her impatiently, and when he saw that it was Gu Nianxi, his expression became a little complicated.
The sweat on his face, as well as the sound of the impact just now, reminded Gu Nianxi of some fragrant pictures, and she took a few steps back with a red face, "Yes, I'm sorry, you continue." ”
Gu Nianxi was so frightened that she turned around and fled, but before she could run to the door, she heard a muffled sound behind her, she looked back and saw Su Yuheng fall to the ground.
"Su Yuheng?" Gu Nianxi leaned over cautiously, "Are you okay?" ”
Did he drink too much? Still uncomfortable?
Gu Nianxi saw that he didn't react, so he hurriedly went over to check on his situation.
He didn't have a fever, he didn't look like he had epilepsy, what's wrong with him?
"Su Yuheng!"
Gu Nianxi hugged him and shook him a few times, and suddenly heard something fall on the carpet, she looked under him, and saw a fruit knife lying on the carpet, and there was a shocking blood mark on his arm.
"Su Yuheng!"
Gu Nianxi gasped and used all his strength to drag him to the bed.
"Su Yuheng!" She called his name again and again, but he didn't give her a response.
Gu Nianxi was anxiously looking for something in the room that could help him stop the bleeding, and suddenly saw a mountain of cigarette butts in the ashtray at the bedside, and she panicked.
Gu Nianxi approached him at a loss, "Su Yuheng, are you okay?" ”
Su Yuheng opened his eyes and looked at Gu Nianxi with a painful expression, "Go away." He just wanted her to get out of the room quickly, so his tone wasn't friendly at all.
Gu Nianxi was worried and scared, but she pretended to be calm and said to him: "Don't be afraid, I am a medical student, I can help you, I will help you." ”
Gu Nianxi opened his robe with his hand, checked whether there were any wounds elsewhere on his body, there were many scars on his body, all of them were old wounds cut by knives, Gu Nianxi trembled and dropped his fingers on his scars, his strong chest rose and fell due to rapid breathing, he grabbed her wrist violently, and slowly opened his eyes.
“Don‘t touch me。”
"Good...... Good. Gu Nianxi knelt in front of him and checked his arm in a panic, but fortunately, the new injury was not deep, and she hurriedly picked up the phone and dialed the room service.
"You, hello, I accidentally cut my hand, can you send a medicine kit to room 1806, thank you."
"Get out!" Su Yuheng pushed her away and yelled at her, "Get out!" ”
Gu Nianxi was frightened by his roar, and hurriedly walked out of the door, she stood at the door and waited for the waiter to deliver the medicine box, the waiter might have heard Su Yuheng's roar just now, and asked with concern.
"Miss, it's okay."
"It's okay, thank you." Gu Nianxi replied with a smile, "I...... Boyfriend drank some wine, thank you. She turned and walked into the room with the medicine kit in her hand.
In the dim light, Su Yuheng was kneeling on the bed in a ball, Gu Nianxi was sad and couldn't speak, only listened to what he kept saying in his mouth, and only when she got close did she hear what he said repeatedly.
“Kill Me 。”
The strong shock surrounded Gu Nianxi, and she looked at Su Yuheng in a daze, at a loss.
The person in front of him is the same as he was a few hours ago, what happened to him?
Su Yuheng buried his head in the crook of his arm, he didn't want Gu Nianxi to see himself like this.
Gu Nianxi jumped on the bed without thinking and opened the medicine box, "I'll help you deal with your wounds, ah!" ”
“Don‘t touch me!”
Su Yuheng's reaction was very strong, and before Gu Nianxi touched him, she was pushed away by him hard, and she fell into the corner of the wall, and her back hurt.
Gu Nianxi sat on the ground and touched a few boxes of medicine in the corner, she picked it up and looked at it, dumbfounded.
Suppressing depression......
When Gu Nianxi first knew that Su Yuheng had depression, his back was cold in shock, how could he be such a brilliant and perfect person!
She looked at Su Yuheng, who was struggling on the edge of pain, her entire heart was trembling, it turned out that the impact just now, as well as the knife marks on his body, were all his acts of torturing himself with a depressive episode.
Su Yuheng lay on the bed, feeling that Gu Nianxi's eyes were naked and wanted to tear him apart, and he cried out in pain.
“Leave me along! Please! He yelled at her, crying and begging her to leave, he really didn't want anyone to see him like this.
"Leave me along, Please...... his eyes were full of humble pleading, the sweat and tears on his face were mixed, he looked at Gu Nianxi helplessly, and buried his face under the pillow in frustration...... Leave me alone. ”
Gu Nianxi shrank in the corner, not knowing how to help him, she struggled in her heart for a long time, but decided to stay with him.
"Do you remember when we met when we were kids?" She wanted to ease his pain, so she tried to distract him, she gently climbed into bed, cautiously came to his side, and gently put her hand on his back, fortunately he did not resist.
"Don't you remember?" Gu Nianxi tried to hug him, but at this time, she didn't think about anything, she just wanted to help him calm down, "I'...... and Zhao Zimu wronged you, although it was a very small incident, but I always remember that I want to say sorry to you. This is Gu Nianxi's heartfelt apology, and I hope that this late sorry sentence can be forgiven by him.
Gu Nianxi saw that his mood was a little calmer, so he continued to speak, "Actually, I went to you later to apologize to you, but you bit me, and I was scared, so I didn't dare to say it, I'm sorry......"