Jiang Zhengxin woke up in the middle of the night, and by this time Jia Yi had already left.

Thinking of the words he heard in his drunken dream, Jiang Zhengxin tossed and turned and couldn't continue to sleep, so he simply sat up and leaned on the couch to look through the deerskin rolls.

Before I knew it, someone walked in.

Since the night was very quiet, the sound of rustling when the curtain was lifted attracted Jiang Zhengxin's attention, and she looked up and found the black figure in the tent. But she couldn't see the other party's face clearly, thinking that Jia Yi would not come over at this time, so she asked vigilantly, "Who are you?" ”

The man's footsteps paused, never expecting that Jiang Zhengxin would not recognize him, he stood in place as if he was afraid of scaring her, and said gently: "It's me, Yu Yue." ”

Jiang Zhengxin's heart shook suddenly, and when she heard his voice again, the tip of her nose was a little sour, so she wanted to throw herself into his arms like before, and vent all her sadness, grievances, fears, and thoughts these days.

But she didn't move, and sat in her place, for she had no position to rely on this man anymore.

Jiang Zhengxin said softly: "I'm sorry, the light is too dim and I didn't recognize it." ”

Wei Yue walked up to her, resisted the urge to hug her, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I was late, and I only found you now." ”

After receiving the news yesterday, Yu Yue rushed here day and night, but because the informant was not sure that the girl he saw was Jiang Zhengxin, he sneaked into the military camp of Kui Guo at night to confirm the identity of the other party.

The moment he saw her, his heart finally beat again.

"Why have you lost so much weight, are they treating you badly?" Wei Yue frowned and asked, "Did they beat you, did they ......?"

"I'm fine." Jiang Zhengxin interrupted him, "They treated me like a guest, and I wasn't hurt. ”

"Really?"

"Well, really, I lost some weight because I wasn't used to eating food in the barracks." Jiang Zhengxin lied without any flaws.

Hearing her say this, Yue Yue breathed a sigh of relief slightly, and the boulder hanging in her heart finally landed.

Now that he is so close, Jiang Zhengxin can see that Yue Yue has lost more weight than himself, and he can't help but feel very distressed.

Why is he emaciated like this?

Don't........

"Sister Bing? Sister Bing, how is she? Jiang Zhengxin asked anxiously.

"Don't worry, she's fine."

"What about the kid?"

"The child ....... gone."

Jiang Zhengxin: "......!"

The shock was followed by a silent sigh, and she comforted Yu Yue and said, "I can understand your current mood, but the child will have it again, don't be too sad." ”

Yu Yue knew that she had misunderstood, but she didn't explain, and said, "I'll take you home now." ”

Hearing the word "go home", Jiang Zhengxin fell silent.

Then she whispered and refused: "I'm not going back."

"......" Yue Yue couldn't believe what she heard, "Why?" Don't you want to go home? ”

Jiang Zhengxin couldn't explain all this, because Yue Yue didn't know about her change of antidote. If he goes back with him, he will definitely know everything, and then he and Bing Qingjie may not be easy for the rest of their lives.

And she was more afraid of letting her brother know that he was still alive and then plunging him into despair, he had already given enough and should not have suffered such a blow. If this incident finally causes her brother to have a grudge against Yue, it is really the last thing she wants to see.

Rather than this, it is better to die here quietly and bury the truth forever.

After a long time, she came up with a plausible reason.

"I ....... fall in love with someone." Jiang Zhengxin whispered, "I want to stay here for him." ”

Hearing this answer, Yu Yue's heart twisted suddenly, and she involuntarily lowered her eyes and lowered her head, and she didn't speak for a long time.

He should be happy for her, even if his heart hurts to the extreme......

took a deep breath, and when he raised his head again, a forced smile appeared on his lips, and he asked softly, "How is he treating you?" ”

Jiang Zhengxin also forced a smile: "Well, it's good." ”

She thought that such an answer should allow him to marry his beloved without any burden......

Yu Yue endured loneliness and bitterness and said, "Well, that's good." ”

Then the two fell silent at the same time, because their hearts hurt so much that even the slightest breath would feel heartbreaking.

It wasn't until the candle flame beeped that the two came to their senses.

Yue Yue said: "If you are willing to stay here, I will not force you." ”

Even if he really wanted to take her back to protect her for the rest of her life, he wouldn't force her to do anything, as long as she could be happy and live well.

"But what about your brother's side." "He is worried about you and misses you." ”

At the mention of his brother, Jiang Zhengxin bit his lip tightly to hold back the tears that welled up: "Please don't tell him that he has found me." ”

"Why?"

Jiang Zhengxin lowered his head, not knowing how to answer.

"But after learning of your news, I have sent a letter to him, and if he receives the news, no one will be able to stop him from seeing you."

Jiang Zhengxin looked up at Yu Yue and pleaded, "Is it okay to help me stop the person who delivered the letter?" ”

Yu Yue was puzzled in her heart and asked, "If you don't want to see me, I can understand, but why don't you even want to see him?" ”

"I ...... I'm not a good sister. The tears in Jiang Zhengxin's eyes fell in large pieces, "I did something that hurt him deeply, so I want to hide here and never let him find out, if he knows, he will not only resent me, but may not be happy again." ”

In this world, only Wei Yue knew that Jiang Zhengxin's tears symbolized life, and when he saw her crying, he was completely panicked, and he didn't have time to think about why she said this, so he hurriedly comforted: "What's the matter?" You tell me, I'll help you out. ”

"No, this matter has nothing to do with you, and I don't want anyone else to interfere."

"But he's your brother, and he won't blame you for whatever happens."

"It's different, you don't understand." Jiang Zhengxin's tears became more and more fierce, "And you don't have to ask me anymore, please go." ”

"Don't cry, I'll go, don't cry anymore, okay......"

.......

The sunrise dispelled the night, illuminating the vast grassland, and in the golden light, dozens of horses galloping thousands of miles a day were galloping, and the horses were full of heroic and vigorous people, as if they had encountered something urgent, and the wind blew their cloaks and sleeves into the air.

Since Jia Yi returned the deerskin scroll to Jiang Zhengxin, in addition to detoxifying, she has been making detailed notes for Murong Changge's mechanism diagram, and she has also recorded her experience of the mechanism formation over the years, preparing to sort out these things before she goes blind, and then entrust someone to send them to Bai Shen for her to pass on on her behalf.

The candles on the bookcase had burned out, and Jiang Zhengxin stayed up all night, writing from dark to dawn as if he was catching up with time, without even realizing that it was already bright.

Stopping her sore hand, Jiang Zhengxin glanced at the thick stack of notes on the table, and finally finished it, and she didn't leave without leaving anything.

At this time, the curtain was suddenly lifted, and Jia Yi strode in, he looked at Jiang Zhengxin with a solemn expression, hesitated for a moment, and finally spoke: "Your brother is here." ”

“……”

Jiang Zhengxin was stunned, and the wolf pen in his hand fell to the ground, splashing a few drops of ink.