From the opening of the book to the present, it has lasted 10 months, two or three changes a day, more than 4,000 words or six or seven thousand words a day, and there has been no interruption for a day.

How can I say that my qualifications may not be excellent, but my persistence should be considered excellent, right?

10 months, that is, more than 300 days, there will always be a few days, it may be illness, poor spirits, hesitation to give up by grades, no hope, or very busy, but I still insist on one day without stopping.

( PS: I can't see hope, I can't find direction, this is the most heart-wrenching.)

You work hard but you don't see hope, you have passion but you don't know where to go, this is often a straw that destroys my ambition, and I don't know how I get up again and again every time.

By the way, there should be a motto, which is the speed at which you deal with bad moods, is the speed at which you succeed! You can also learn from it! ）

In particular, I remember that I had a fever and played a hanging bottle while yarding, lack of sleep, brain and eye pain, or code words, sleepy kowtow and napping or insisting on code words, and I had food poisoning from eating bad stomachs, and collapsed to the point that I could only lie down, and my stomach twitched for a while, and I felt that life was worse than death, but I still coded words.

Somehow, only when I coded the words did I feel worthy of myself and felt that there was hope in life. Because there is a good saying, there are only zero breaks, and there are countless times.

So I stubbornly believe that as long as I break the shift one day, it means that my fighting spirit is gone, I give up, and all my previous efforts are in vain. I'm sorry for so much youth I've been fighting for my dreams.

I had a dream of becoming a writer since I was in elementary school, and I lost a lot of things because of this dream.

It's a bit of a stretch to lose so many things and not be able to grasp the job that you think you're interested in, isn't it?

Although this book still has no achievements, I still firmly believe that God rewards hard work, stupid birds fly first, and the world never disappoints a serious and hard-working person.

When I have some achievements one day, I will definitely come back and proudly announce to everyone that the harder you work, the luckier you are, and the world will not let down a serious and hard-working player, such as you, such as me! Come on!

Let's witness the miracle together.

Finally, to sum up, the time has not yet arrived, and there is still work to be done. Meditation is on the individual.

(PS, this is the closing remark I wrote when I was hesitating a few days ago.) I'm not hesitant at all, I'll keep trying, but I'm not in a hurry!

Thank you again to all my friends who have accompanied me along the way. ）

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