127: I don't want to grow up

The impulse of her youth made Liu Jing no longer able to restrain the ferocity in her heart.

It was very late when Liu Ya returned home that day.

If it is placed in the old house, according to their custom, the moon is to be offered at night.

(Mid-Autumn Festival: Fucha Dunchong once recorded in the "Yanjing Chronicles" published in the late Qing Dynasty: "Every Mid-Autumn Festival, the Zhumen of the Mansion is gifted with moon cakes and fruits. When the fifteenth moon is full, Chen Guaguo is in the court for the moon, and I hope everyone can ask for an auspicious one together, so that the family can be reunited. )

Liu Jing, who was full of anger, could not take care of the moon at this time, and what she kept thinking about was the "tragic situation" after seeing her father in the afternoon.

After Liu Ya and her brother-in-law returned home, Liu Jing didn't say a word, and directly pulled Liu Ya closer to her room.

Liu Jing loudly questioned why her sister treated her biological father like that.

Liu Jing actually just wants to hear her sister's explanation, even if it's a helpless complaint.

It's a pity that Liu Ya didn't, and she didn't even have a superfluous explanation.

Liu Ya twitched the corners of her mouth, and only said slowly after a long time:

"Can he get my mom back?"

Liu Jing was speechless, yes, who can let our mother come back!

"But that's our dad after all!"

Liu Jing shouted loudly in an almost hoarse voice.

The world of adults is so difficult to understand.

If a person can really not grow up in this life, then Liu Jing would rather be a fool who will never grow up, so that maybe she can live in her fairy tale world forever.

Since then, Liu Jing has learned to skip school and even skip school.

As long as she has time, Liu Jing will secretly run to her father.

Maybe at that time, even if it was just a short afternoon together, it was the happiest time for Liu Jing and her father.

They played chess, drank tea, listened to music, and listened to their father tell stories about his childhood.

Liu Jing also began to slowly learn to please her brother-in-law.

So, Liu Jing "earned" a lot of pocket money from her brother-in-law.

Liu Jing put the pocket money stacked squarely and then pressed it all under the pillow.

Once, when Liu Ya was washing his clothes, she accidentally turned over the pocket money.

When Liu Ya took the money and questioned Liu Jing in person, Liu Jing said that he had saved it to prepare for a trip with his classmates after graduating from high school.

Although the final outcome was that all the money was confiscated by her sister, fortunately, Liu Ya did not see the trickiness in it.

Later, Liu Jing heard from other classmates that as long as someone was willing to write homework for the children of those rich families, they could earn ten or twenty yuan of pocket money.

Slowly, Liu Jing's pocket money increased day by day.

Later, skipping school, fighting, and early love became Liu Jing's daily life.

Of course, Liu Ya is often called to the office as a parent who needs to focus on reform, and has talked about it several times.

However, he finally escaped.

Slowly, adolescent rebellion made Liu Jing even more cynical.

Sometimes, Liu Jing doesn't even know where her bad habits or negative emotions come from.

Or is it that he inherited his biological father from the original, or maybe he is such a person in his bones.

Finally, Liu Jing was expelled from the school for injuring her classmates in a major fight with another school.

In order for the school to give Liu Jing another chance, Liu Ya has found Liu Jing's homeroom teacher many times.

Later, in order to find the principal, Liu Ya blocked the school gate all day long, but what about Liu Jing?

dyed his hair, smoked, drank and talked, and never took his sister's efforts seriously.

In his heart, he felt that he had become the person he hated the most, and that he had become a complete bastard.

When my father was imprisoned, it was my sister who abandoned her good years, took the initiative to give up her studies, and worked day and night to earn tuition for her younger brother.

Later, my sister got married, and the big sister was many years old.

In order for me to go to a good school and have a better life in the future, my sister agreed to my current brother-in-law's request without hesitation.

Looking at her sister who was almost about to kneel for the principal, Liu Jing came to her senses.

In this world, there may be no one who loves him more than his sister.

Yes, he can't impose his father's fault on his sister.

It's a pity that now no matter what is said, everything is too late.

A withdrawal notice was still placed in black and white in front of Liu Jing.

Liu Jing denied it without saying that it was himself who buried his future step by step.

After dropping out of school, Liu Jing was able to go to see her father in a bright light.

This time, Liu Ya didn't stop it anymore.

The elder sister said that the younger brother has grown up and has his own ideas, and he may no longer need his sister.

Because she had no financial resources, Liu Jing had to go out to work.

Liu Jing, under the recommendation of some young people in society, went to learn car repair from other masters.

Every day, she returns home with a whole body of gasoline, Liu Ya feels sorry for her brother, but her brother-in-law is not!

After a long time, my brother-in-law began to have all kinds of thoughts, all kinds of complaints, and even said that he would find a new job somewhere.

Liu Jing knew that this was her brother-in-law driving him away in a different tone.

Liu Jing packed her luggage and went to her father overnight.

Before leaving, Liu Ya did not stop her.

Just said, if there is something, you must remember to call home.

My sister sent Liu Jing downstairs and gave Liu Jing a few thousand yuan behind her back.

Liu Jing knew that her sister had her own difficulties.

Yes, the mountains will fall, the water will flow, and it is better to rely on no one than on yourself.

However, Liu Jing said that he didn't blame his sister at all.

He was brought up by his sister, and this kindness is not something he can get rid of in a few words.

It was his sister who gave him the opportunity to study as an adult, and it was also his sister who gave him the opportunity to be a man again.

When his father saw that Liu Jing came with luggage, he naturally knew that something must have happened.

Under her father's repeated questioning, Liu Jing couldn't say why.

I just told my father that I didn't study well in school, so I wanted to learn more crafts while I was young.

My father hadn't seen anything in the world, so he believed what Liu Jing said.

In this way, my father lived with Liu Jing.

Liu Jing's work was also going well, and Liu Jing, under the persuasion of her father, also stayed away from the so-called "good friends" before.

Everything seems to be on track.

It's just that I didn't expect my father's physical condition to get worse and worse.

Liu Jing saw that her father's physical strength was exhausted, so she found a time and ran back to her sister.

Liu Jing told her sister about her father's specific situation one by one.

Later, Liu Ya took her father to a tertiary hospital with advanced medical technology.

The attending doctor gave his father a lot of diagnoses, most of which were medical terms that Liu Jing couldn't understand.

One of the most difficult is pancreatic cancer, and it is still in the middle and advanced stages.

My sister consulted the doctor about the specifics of the disease.

The doctor said that with his father's current physical condition, he could no longer withstand too much toss, and his father also had many comorbidities.

If the family insists on the surgery, then the risk must be borne by themselves.

And after the operation, my father had to carry a lot of pipes in his life.

I can't eat on my own, I have to have a gastric tube intubated, my urination will be affected, I have to have a urinary tube, I have to have an endotracheal tube in terms of breathing, and I can even have a tracheotomy.

After many considerations by my sister and Liu Jing, I finally decided to give up the operation.

Of course, this was also with the father's consent.

Neither my sister nor Liu Jing wanted to see their father suffer so much in the future.

At least for now, my father can still hear, see, be conscious, and think.

My sister asked someone to tinker with some anti-cancer analgesics in private, and when she was discharged from the hospital, she also prescribed some discharge medicines, which were enough for my father to use for a while.

In the small house where my father lived, in winter, several layers of blackout panels blocked my father's window, and the house was really cold.

My father put forward the idea of returning to his hometown to recuperate.

After Liu Jing told Liu Ya about her father's idea, Liu Jing came back with her father.

"Then your sister didn't say anything after that? It's been so long, and you haven't come back to see your dad? ”

Zhao looked for Liu Jing and finished speaking, so he asked.

"My sister usually looks at the two children by herself, so she may not have time!"

As for what Liu Ya should do, or what should be done, Zhao Xun has nothing to say.

To put it mildly, after all, this is a family affair, and Zhao Xun has no right to interfere.

What Zhao Xun can do now is to comfort and comfort Liu Jing.

After watching Uncle Liu fall asleep, Zhao Xun and his father planned to go back first.

Before leaving, Zhao Xun touched Liu Jing's head, she hoped that her words could bring Liu Jing a little warmth.

I was going to go out for a walk this holiday, but I didn't expect so many things to happen all at once.

The plan to go out has to come to naught again.

After Zhao Xun and his father returned home, the two of them kept thinking about Uncle Liu, and they had no appetite to eat.

After a while, my father said to Zhao Xun, who was sitting on the sofa:

"Do you still have any money there? Why don't we take your Uncle Liu to the hospital tomorrow? ”

"There is no way to do it in the hospitals in Beijing, let alone the hospitals here."

"It's so painful to see him!"

Zhao Xun knew that although his father's loss of the bone pipe back then was a bureau set up by Uncle Liu, after all, he did have such feelings for Aixiang, otherwise he would not have let his husband make a fuss.

My father has always felt guilty about the old Liu family.

Including after Aixiang's death, his father was also willing to reach out to take care of their two children, maybe his father really wanted to make up for something.