Chapter 526: Be Yourself Again
He Hui's face flushed, no matter how old a woman is, she still feels red and heartbeat when facing this marriage proposal scene.
She has never experienced this kind of scene, she and Su Yongcheng were just blind dates at the beginning, everyone felt similar to each other when they met, so it would be decided that the parents would make the decision.
"You let go first, don't drag me like that."
He Hui knew that Liu Zaiye was right, they were already at this age, and there was no point in wasting any more time.
"No, if you don't give me an answer today, I won't let go."
Liu Zaiye was stubborn like a scoundrel.
It was like consuming it with her, and he didn't speak, and he pulled her tightly to prevent her from leaving.
"Come, Lao Liu, sit down."
He Hui changed to her hand holding him.
Liu Zaiye sure enough, the power in his palm seemed to relax a lot in an instant.
He Hui sighed in her heart, sure enough, all men are the same, and they are still furious when they see their ex.
With his palm resting on his lap, Liu Zaiye glanced at He Hui unexpectedly.
The relationship between the two is already very certain.
But to tell the truth, it would be surprising that the two of them at their age had not taken that step.
Of course, in Liu Zaiye, he is a man, he should take the initiative, but He Hui dodges left and right every time.
Liu Zaiye didn't want He Hui to feel too aggressive.
So although the two people have endless words and feel very close, they have not yet reached that kind of complete intimacy physically.
It was the first time He Hui sat beside him, putting her hand on her lap, and there was almost zero distance between the two people's bodies.
This is also the first time that He Hui has broken the safe distance between them.
Didn't deliberately alienate him.
Feeling the heat of He Hui's palm, the depression in Liu Zaiye's heart just now suddenly disappeared.
"Lao Liu, it's not that I don't want to get married, and I don't want to drag it out like this, but I just feel very uneasy in my heart. We have a good personality for each other, and I like to talk to you and get along with you, and you make me feel very relaxed.
I think if I want to get married, I want my partner to be like you. Probably you will be the best person to marry in the eyes of other women. ”
He Hui looked at Liu Zaiye, although this man was no longer in his prime, but with the passage of time, the kind of calm and quiet that had precipitated on his body. It will bring a sense of peace of mind to all women.
This man blooms with the unique charm of a mature man.
"It's easy for me to feel that what you're going to say later will disappoint me, or hit me."
A mocking smile appeared at the corner of Liu Zaiye's mouth, how could he not understand, even if he talked to others, I am afraid that there will be a turning point in the back when he says this.
Probably that turn of events was something he didn't expect.
"You! What I want to tell you is not that I don't want to get married, it's that I don't think I'm ready to get married. ”
He Hui felt that this was probably very hurtful.
Liu Zaiye really had a hint of hurt in his eyes.
Sure enough, he was not as good as that Su Yongcheng in He Hui's heart.
"So what do you want to say? Leave me, and go back to that Su Yongcheng? Have you forgotten how it hurt you? How did he abandon you? Now you have to put aside your old suspicions and continue to be with him. He Hui, am I mistaken about you?
What is there that I can't compare to Su Yongcheng? I've always been confident. Whether it's business or life, I think I'm very successful, but in the face of you, I suddenly feel so uncertain. You make me always nervous, and I have no way of knowing if I will have you tomorrow! ”
Liu Zaiye pushed He Hui away, took out the cigarette in his pocket, and took out one.
The eager movements seemed a little flustered, but he couldn't find a lighter.
Smack.
A flame appeared in front of him.
Liu Zaiye looked at the flame in He Hui's hand.
Bend down and light the cigarette.
Then he stood in front of the window without looking back, and with one hand tried to close the sliding door of the balcony.
He Hui hugged his waist from behind.
The soft and warm female body, the feeling brought by the back, Liu Zaiye felt that he was melted without a trace.
After the woman hurt her severely, she still used this tender method to defuse his anger.
There was nothing he could say no.
Reluctant.
He hated his incompetence a little, he was already in his 50s, and he was as helpless as a young man in the face of feelings.
He hated his stupidity.
He Hui is not a young girl, nor is she a long-term amorous girl.
I just can't let go of this woman by myself.
Maybe he was eaten by her in this life.
"Listen to me. It's not that I don't want to marry you. Actually, I also wish there was someone by my side. The children are all older, and one by one they are leaving me. I am a woman who also feels lonely and lonely, and I also need someone to accompany me, and I want to have a home.
The two of us have been together for many years, we have similar interests, we can talk very well in many aspects, I am very happy with you, very happy and relaxed. Seriously, you are a good man, and if I don't want to marry you, I'm afraid it's a real lie. ”
Liu Zaiye extinguished the cigarette butt, turned around, and clasped He Hui's shoulders with both hands.
Looking into He Hui's eyes.
This woman is no longer young and beautiful, but there is a charm in her body that he feels unable to extricate himself.
"Since you also want to marry me, then what are you hesitating about, I also want to marry you, I am unmarried and you are not married, what problems are there between us?"
For the first time, Yoo Jae-ye realized that something was wrong between them, but it wasn't with him.
Maybe he hasn't really understood what He Hui needs!
"I can marry you, but I know there's something wrong with my heart. There will be a constant fear that you will be abandoned again. I will worry that there are other young and beautiful girls to replace me, if Su Yongcheng gave me blows and injuries, but Su Yongcheng also made me, at least let me stand up, let me be strong and strive to be a perfect self, to be a clear conscience of myself.
I can live a better life without Su Yongcheng. But if I'm with you, I'm always worried about that. My lack of confidence in myself probably comes from the bottom of my heart. It's not like I can stand up if I want to.
There is no flaw in the relationship between the two of us, but I am afraid that in the long life, all your tolerance will be consumed by my suspicion and my suspicion. What will the two of us take at that point and move on?
I don't think I have the courage and the ability to stand up again. ”
What He Hui didn't say was that she lost Su Yongcheng, and she was able to stand up again because the relationship between her and Su Yongcheng was not so deep that the sky was falling apart, who else could she be?
Under the marital status of that era, the emotional foundation between two people would be less damaged because it was weak.
But in the face of Liu Zaiye, He Hui couldn't imagine that if this man betrayed herself, would she be able to be herself again so calmly.