105: If you live

If life deceives you, will you still yearn for life as always?

If life fails you, will you still keep moving forward as always?

If life had abandoned you, would you still come to this world without regrets?

What if life ......

Sometimes, Master Liu would put a few letters from the children in the taxi.

A pen, a piece of paper, Master Liu said that he can sometimes feel the temperature of the letter, and the innocent smiling faces of the children on the other end.

In the past, cars, horses, and mail were all slow, but Master Liu said that he was always the one who was willing to wait.

You may be surprised, but it does exist in some special areas of our country.

There, they don't have computers, they don't have mobile phones, they don't have internet, they don't even have electricity, and you probably can't imagine what kind of life they lived.

As the only means of communication, it may be a long letter.

A large green mailbox with rows of crooked fonts carries many children's desires and expectations for the outside world.

The children will be grateful to Master Liu for their help every time, and they will turn the thank you uncle into a new homework book, or a newly bought fountain pen, and a new insole.

Even if this help seems so small in your eyes, you don't know that it is like a piece of heaven in the eyes of children.

You may not be able to imagine that image in your mind, because you have never seen it, so you can't miss it.

No matter what kind of comfortable safe house you have now, you can't deny that they exist, that they are real and innocent.

Ah Xiang will read the letter brought by Master Liu carefully every time, even if Ah Xiang is in a hurry, she will read every letter seriously.

may be a little miserable in the eyes of others, but Ah Xiang feels that that is not all of Master Liu.

In Ah Xiang's view, what Master Liu lost may be giving back in another form.

Master Liu did not complain about society or live a sluggish life because of his disability.

Master Liu's strength and Master Liu's kindness have always attracted Ah Xiang, and the relationship between Ah Xiang and Master Liu has long surpassed the friendship between friends.

It was probably about ten minutes before Master Liu came over.

Sure enough, during this period, Zhao Xun didn't see any taxis passing by the door of Ah Xiang's house.

"Hey, I'm sorry, Brother Liu, it's so late, and I'll let you run."

"Mmmm, it's okay, I'm also out of the car, what, Xiang, don't you go, hurry up and let the girl get in the car, it's been a long wait, it's cold."

"Okay, then please send my little sister home safely."

"Okay, I'll drive, you can rest assured, okay, you can go back first, we'll go."

After bidding farewell to Ah Xiang, because of Ah Xiang's foreshadowing before, Zhao Xun was indeed full of affection for this Master Liu.

"Master Liu, I heard Sister Ah Xiang say that you have been supporting some children's school expenses, you are really a good person!"

"Really? So what kind of person do you think can be considered a good person? ”

"Good guy, I think ......"

Zhao Xun was asked by Master Liu like this, and he became a little speechless, and he didn't know how to organize this sentence for a while.

What is a good person? Is it the opposite of the bad guys?

If you don't do bad things, don't kill people and set fires, don't do things that are sorry for others, are you considered a good person?

"Do you think you're a good person?"

"I think, I am, no, no, yes...... It's not ......"

"Doesn't it feel hard to answer?"

"yes, I don't know if I'm really good or not, but I think you must be a good person."

Just as Zhao Xun and Master Liu were talking unconsciously, they soon arrived downstairs in the community where Zhao Zhao lived.

"Master, then let's add a WeChat, we will contact each other often when we have time in the future, okay?"

"I'm a little ashamed, but I'm really embarrassed, I'm an old man, I'm not very good at playing with these new technologies that your children are doing, I'm not afraid of your jokes, sometimes I can't change the ringtone back when the phone is on mute, let alone WeChat."

"It's okay, it's okay, there are a lot of people who don't have WeChat, you don't have to mind too much, but master, if you want to learn in the future, I can teach you when the time comes, it's all done."

"I see that your kid and I are also quite in love, and Xiangxiang, and you are still good friends, good colleagues, I see that you must be a good child, in this way, let's leave a phone call for each other, I am driving, if there is any emergency, call me later, and I will come directly."

is really a kind and good master, if it weren't for Ah Xiang telling Zhao Xun that Master Liu had a car accident when he was young and caused his current disability, Zhao Xun really couldn't see that this cheerful and kind uncle sitting in front of the steering wheel actually had pain that others didn't have.

Saying goodbye to her kind uncle, Zhao Xun was on the way upstairs, thinking about what Master Liu asked her.

"What kind of people do you think are good people?"

Zhao Xun thought about it for a long time.

When he got home, Zhao Xun pushed open the door and found that the lights in the house were on.

Zhao Xun thought that his father had left a lamp for him, but what he didn't expect was that Zhao Xun actually saw his father leaning on the sofa.

"Dad! Father? ”

Seeing that his father slept so soundly, it must have been his father who waited here all night for Zhao to find home, but he didn't expect to fall asleep later.

Zhao Xun put down the things in his hand and put the dumplings that Ah Xiang brought back in the refrigerator.

Zhao looked at the sofa, but his father didn't wake up with the sound of Zhao looking back, and he still slept soundly.

I don't know if my father has ever eaten dinner, and I am afraid that my father will be uncomfortable sleeping on the sofa this night.

So Zhao Xun still felt that he should wake up his father.

"Dad? Get up, I'm back, let's go back to the house and sleep. ”

Zhao Xun gently pushed his father's body, and his father woke up immediately.

"Oh, it's back, it's back!"

"Dad, why did you sleep on the couch and eat at night?"

The father sat on the couch and hesitated for a moment.

"I've eaten, why is it so late today?"

"There's something in the unit, I forgot to call you back, by the way, Dad, you don't have to wait for me to get off work in the future, I don't have a little job now, you don't have to wait for me at night, you go to bed after eating."

At one o'clock in the morning, Zhao Xun received a short message from Wang Yi.

"Slept? If not, let's talk for a while......"

Maybe it's because Sister Ah Xiang's cooking at night is too delicious, or it may be because it's a message from Wang Yi, in short, Zhao Zhao's success is insomnia.

"It's a coincidence, I haven't slept yet, so let's talk."

"Open video?"

"Forget it, it's better to type or your voice."

"You know what? The sentence you just said is very similar to a friend of mine before, she is also at night, and she is generally reluctant to open videos, she said that as long as it is at night, her voice becomes hoarse, and she is generally reluctant to speak. ”

"Really? Is she your girlfriend? ”

"Of course not, ordinary friends, I'm a single and good young man!"

"Mmmm, it can be seen that he is young and promising."

"Yo yo yo, what's the matter, a wave of chicken soup for the soul in the middle of the night?"

"No, I really think so, why, why do you have insomnia?"

"I don't know, maybe it's because of the pressure lately."

"I always thought people like you wouldn't be stressed."

"Everybody is under pressure, leaders have pressure to lead, employees are under pressure, and we're all the same."

"Yes, but if you have pressure, you should learn to release it, or you can also treat me as a tree hole, if there are any unhappy things to share with me, although it can't help you, but at least I can help you share it."

Seeing the news that Zhao found back to Wang Yi, maybe Zhao Xun's words touched the softest place in Wang Yi's heart.

Wang Yi suddenly sent Zhao Xun a hugging expression.

This is the first time Wang Yi has sent such an ambiguous expression to Zhao Xun, which actually made Zhao Xun feel a little embarrassed.

"I don't know what's wrong, but I feel like I'm a little ...... Miss you. ”

Wang Yi hesitated for a long time, but when he said these two words, Zhao Xun's heart felt warm.

It is another emotion that distinguishes it from his father, younger brother, and son.

Zhao Xun seems to be a little unable to read the true thoughts in his heart at first.

"Hmm...... Miss me, so what should I do? ”

Zhao Xun also added a shy expression at the end.

"Then I'll go to you now, okay?"

"Now? It's too late, my dad is asleep. ”

"Anyway, there are only a few buildings between the two of us, can't we?"

"Don't think about it, I think you better go to bed early, by the way, do you have something to do tomorrow?"

"I don't have it for the time being tomorrow, what, do you want to ask me out?"

"Okay, I don't have anything to do tomorrow at the moment."

"Really? That's great. ”

Zhao Xun replied to Wang Yi with a naughty expression.

"It feels like I haven't seen you in a long time, but I really want to see you now."

"What's the hurry, I'll see you tomorrow."

Zhao Xun, who was about to fall asleep, chatted with Wang Yi, but found that he immediately became sleepy, and it seemed that he was really going to keep his eyes open until dawn.

"Then you think about where we are going tomorrow, and then I will pick you up tomorrow morning, and you will not make breakfast, and when I go up, I will buy breakfast for my uncle downstairs first."

Sure enough, just like Mr. Wang, whom Zhao Xun saw for the first time, he seems to be the one who will always stand in the sun, and he has always been so warm to everyone.

Listening to the whirring wind outside the window, the unheated north did not feel a trace of coolness at this time.

Wang Yi said goodnight to Zhao Xun before going to bed, but Zhao Xun didn't want to reply to him in the same form.

It's not hypocrisy, it's not stingy, but Zhao Zhaozhen is really sometimes really touched by these special terms or explanations on the Internet.

In Zhao Xun's opinion, the pinyin of the two words of good night is wa

a

, may more or less exist the kind of feelings between lovers.

After turning over and over, Zhao Xun still felt a little excited in his heart.

Zhao Xun can't believe what this emotion he has never had, is it liking? Is it love? Or is it an extravagant hope?

She didn't even dare to continue thinking about it, Wang Yi is such a good person, he is kind, brave, warm-hearted, and his boyfriend is powerful......

And how can she be virtuous, what qualifications does a divorced woman have to be worthy of others?

In the eyes of a lover, Zhao Xun felt that it was not too much to use all the most beautiful words to describe Wang Yi.

It's just that they're not lovers.

Zhao Xun didn't know what time he fell asleep that day, in short, he tossed and turned over that night, and he was in a daze......