Seeing his anxious face, I was actually very anxious, because at this time I knew that he was very worried, and I was also afraid that I would lose me, so I understood his emotions, so I nodded to him.

"Knowing that everything will have you there, okay, I believe that don't be afraid of anything, so can we go back to the orphanage normally, can we go directly to the inside to have a look, or do we need one of us to go to the front to see the situation first?"

"When the dust settles, let's go and see it again, give me about a month, and we'll see it within a month, so don't worry too much about these things."

I gently snuggled in his arms, I felt very happy, because of his existence, with him to handle everything, I don't have to worry too much about everything, I don't know when, unconsciously dependent on him and his side, as if he can solve everything for me, he is my heaven and my earth, I can live in it without fear.

He didn't seem to have fully recovered at this time, and I don't know why he was so unusually excited when he talked about the things in the orphanage, or he was so scared that he didn't leave a trace.

This made me feel very confused, of course I didn't want to tell him so directly, I was worried about the truth, I could only ask him again.

"If we go back to the orphanage, there are a lot of things to investigate, and I really don't know whether to re-examine what happened back then, because there are so many questions left by the whole dean back then, and I really want to go back and see again, because these things have been crowded out in my mind for a long time, and I really want to see the answer."

That's what I think, and of course I say that, because I hope to have his support on this issue, and I'm sure he will always give me a support and an answer in this regard.

He just hugged me tightly, there was a feeling of force, as if he was afraid of losing me, I don't know if it was, my feeling was too real, that was how I always felt, as long as he talked about his wishes, he always couldn't help but hold me, afraid that I would leave him anytime and anywhere.

Maybe I was my hallucination, or maybe I had a false intuition.

His eyes were deep, very deep, very nervous, a little bit serious, I don't know why he always had such an expression when he mentioned this kind of thing at any time, and I was really worried or scared.

"Then Jintang, what's wrong? It's okay to mention marriage, you always feel very scared, I will have any problems, you don't have to worry, I haven't lived in that place for more than ten years, there is no problem at all, now I will not have any problems when I go back, I am just curious about what happened back then, so when a person grows up, he can't help but think about many things, you don't have to worry, you don't have to think about these things, you can't hurt me anymore, nothing can hit me anymore, So I'm no longer that orphan, I'm no longer that child, I have my own thoughts, my own behaviors and my own decisions, you really don't have to worry too much, okay? ”

He nodded, but still uneasy.

"I say what would you feel if you found something, something that felt like it was being hidden, or something that had been hidden from you for years?"

As for his question, I think I never thought of this assumption, how did I think of this assumption, this assumption may exist, because the dean has always been nervous, and it seems that he has always made something unthinkable, and if there is something to hide, then the dean must have more doubts about me.

"If I go back and find something real, I don't think it matters, after all, he already exists, do you want to subvert him? Do you want to find someone else to take revenge? It doesn't really mean a lot to me, and I might think that this kind of thing really doesn't really mean that to me. ”

He nervously asked me, "If those things were hurting you, and someone else didn't want to tell you at the time, but now they suddenly tell you, would you think it's a deception?" ”

I lowered my head and thought seriously about his question.

Raise your head, and you answer his question very seriously.

"To this question, in fact, I don't know how to answer, if it was a kind of well-intentioned deception at the time, for so many years, maybe a kind of intestines, in order to protect yourself, then I think this reason may be forgivable, but it is a malicious deception, and I have been hiding it until now and not saying it, I think I may not be able to forgive this kind of thing, because this kind of thing is actually a complete kind of deception."

He said lightly, very lightly.

"If I had been involved in deceiving you, what would have happened to you?"

I was very happy because I thought he was funny, I didn't think he could have cheated on me, he was always open to me, he never told me anything I couldn't have known.

"I know that if you want to hide from me, there must be a reason to hide it, I believe that everything you do is good for me, so no matter what you say or do, I believe that this feeling is OK, and you can tell me this in time OK?"

Najin Tang hugged me tightly, and I always felt that his uneasy feeling was so strict.

"You have a lot of secrets, these secrets about the secrets of the orphanage, these things will be told to you slowly in the future, everything will be told to you, don't worry, there are many, many hidden things in this, but some things are really not suitable for you, your things can be told slowly, but you have to give me time, okay? I'll tell you everything I know and what I've learned......"

After he said this, he hugged me tightly, and often breathed a sigh of relief, I don't know what he meant by this, but he never said such heavy words, and coming out to talk about it was the first time I had discussed some secrets, is it really a lot of secrets? Do you have to know what you never knew and tell me slowly?

I'm completely acute at this point.

I looked up at him and looked at him very closely, and I felt like I wanted to know at this point anyway, that this was so important to me, very, very important, and I really felt like I couldn't have seen through such an opportunity.

"What secrets, what secrets of the orphanage, I know there are a lot of secrets, in fact, I also know that there are too many secrets over there, you know what you tell a little bit, just tell me a little bit of it, otherwise you really make me think about it every day and can't sleep at night!"

I hugged him very coquettishly, I used that way to let him tell me something, he knew his secrets, he was a very strict mouth, if it wasn't for what he usually wanted to say, no matter how you asked him, he wouldn't say it, so no matter how you force him at the moment, he will definitely not say it.

He gently touched my hair.

"My silly girl, but before I tell you all this, we're going to sleep right now, you see it's almost 12:00, and I'm going to work tomorrow, and I'm going to tell you little by little today, little by little, little by little, but you have to believe that no matter what happens, I'll always be by your side, and I'll always support you, no matter what happens in the past, okay?"

"I'm going to wash up now."

The topic was put to rest, and I didn't finish talking about it, but I know he would tell a little bit tonight that this was his personality, that this was his charm, and that he would never do anything to destroy it as long as he promised him what he promised.

I couldn't wait for this, hurriedly did a simple wash, and then hurried to the sofa to lie down and wait for him.

I felt as if I had lived, or used to him being around me, because I could sleep because I was there.

Although nothing has happened to us, nothing can happen, because this is a commitment of ours and a tacit understanding between us.

I'm sure he's not going to do anything, and now I've had a lot of trust in him.

He was also very fast, washed up, changed into a clean set of pajamas, and was waiting for me on the sofa.

Like a kitten, I quickly got into his arms, I cried, the warm feeling in his arms, and even the faint smell of soap, made me feel very fresh, there was a feeling of being at home, this feeling made me feel a kind of drowsiness.

I'm in a very good state of mind right now, because I'm waiting for him to tell me a story, and this must be something he promised me to do, so I'm ready to pose.

He hugged me tightly.

Thank you very much for telling me some of the stories that have happened in the past, and these things are like what we have experienced together, as if what we have together is like going back to the past.

"This is what I have heard before, and I have investigated, of course I don't know the truth of these things, but I can only tell you what I know, but I will not hide anything from you about this matter, including everything about the fact that you will slowly talk about your background in the future, including these brothers", how they came to be, maybe I can only make a guess, but I am not completely clear. ”

I heard him say this, it's exactly like being in charge of someone else's story, and I think this thing should be like a spectator, not from your client's point of view, maybe it would be better to understand this matter.

"This orphanage, in fact, he used to be left by foreigners at that time, of course, this has a certain relationship with our family, we used to give them a lot of economic support, because it is completely a kind of green, it is a kind of charity."

I couldn't help but interrupt him, because I had always been curious about this question.

"Then why did the orphanage choose such a remote place at that time? Does this place have any kind of requirements for a choice? It's just my God, completely leaning on the other side of the mountain? To put it mildly, it's like a closed prison......"