Chapter 90: Hidden Worries
When Liyuan rushed back after dealing with the government, Yunxi hurriedly greeted him, and told him with a smile that Jiang Zhengxin had woken up. Hearing this good news, Liyuan's nerves, which had been tense for many days, finally relaxed, and his feet staggered, and his body was almost unstable.
Yunxi hurriedly stepped forward to support him, flustered with concern: "Regent, you are really tired from running at both ends of the palace and Jiangfu these days, can you go and rest first?" Now that the young lady has woken up, you are not in a hurry to see her for a while. ”
Li Yuan closed his eyes for a while, and the darkness in front of him finally disappeared, and he said, "I'll go see Xin'er first." ”
At this moment, Jiang Zhengxin fell asleep again, only Xiao Tao curled up beside her, with a low whimper in her throat. A few days ago, Jiang Zhengxin was in a coma, it had been forbidden to enter, and it could only jump up and down in a hurry outside, but now that Jiang Zhengxin finally woke up, Jiang Zhengyu let it in.
Li Yuan saw that Jiang Zhengxin's face had recovered some blood, and he felt a little more relaxed, he walked over and picked up Xiao Tao, touched its head and said, "You woke her up if you were louder, she was fine, let her rest well, okay?" ”
Xiao Tao nodded, nestled in Liyuan's arms and looked at Jiang Zhengxin with him, and no one was reluctant to leave.
After a while, Jiang Zhengyu walked in, glanced at Li Yuan, and the two walked out of the room together with understanding.
Li Yuan put Xiao Tao down and asked in a low voice, "Did Xin'er just tell you, why did her leg ....... hurt like this?" ”
Jiang Zhengyu sighed: "It was said that he accidentally touched the mechanism and was injured by the mechanism." ”
Li Yuan didn't believe it: "What kind of mechanism can dig out people's kneecaps." ”
"I don't believe it either, but if she doesn't want to say it, no one can ask."
Li Yuan hesitated for a moment and asked, "Xin'er is injured, Yu Yue still doesn't know, right?" ”
"I don't know."
"Well, otherwise he would have come a long time ago."
Jiang Zhengyu did not speak.
"Send a letter, Xin'er should want to see him." Liyuan said.
Jiang Zhengyu was silent for a while, and sighed: "Xin'er won't let me say it." ”
This time it was Liyuan's turn to be silent.
Jiang Zhengyu said to Liyuan: "Don't say it, otherwise Xin'er will blame me." ”
"Okay." Li Yuan agreed, "But in any case, let's send a letter over, just say that Xin'er is sick, and Wei Yue should come soon." ”
Jiang Zhengyu stopped talking, and after a long while, he slowly spoke: "Actually, I hope he comes, but I'm afraid that if he comes, he will find that Xin'er can no longer walk and no longer ...... What if you don't like her anymore? ”
"No, it won't." Li Yuan said categorically, "Don't you believe in Yu Yue's character, he won't do this." ”
"Well, I hope so." Jiang Zhengyu sighed, "I hope I'm too worried." ”
Li Yuan also sighed, and after a while, the corners of his mouth hooked up a wry smile: "Xin'er, she's so stupid." ”
"Isn't it?" Jiang Zhengyu looked at the sky, but there was no focus in his eyes, "Her little intelligence is shown outside, but she is actually a fool." ”
In the month after this, Li Yuan often came to see Jiang Zhengxin, and he would not say anything comforting, every time he came, he would accompany Jiang Zhengxin to sit for a meeting, and occasionally chatted with a couple. He thought that when Yu Yue came, he would not appear often, but Yu Yue never came, and the letter sent to the Cold String Palace never returned.
After Jiang Zhengxin recovered, Jiang Zhengyu pushed a wheelchair in front of her for transportation. This is the first time that Jiang Zhengyu has brought things from their era here, but the whole wheelchair has been transformed by him, like a wooden chair with only wheels, and it does not look abrupt wherever it is placed.
Jiang Zhengxin looked at it, did not speak, and was very calmly carried by Jiang Zhengyu to sit on the interview, only when his hand touched the armrest of the wheelchair did he shake slightly, but fortunately, Jiang Zhengyu did not notice.
She knew that this chair would accompany her on the road ahead, like a prison chair, the shackles on it locked her freedom, locked her for the rest of her life, and also announced to the world that her status as a cripple could never be changed.
Although she was sad in her heart, she had accepted this fact, and it was not like when she was on Murong Mountain, when she wanted to find relief because it was too painful, but since the moment she woke up from a coma and saw her brother, she never had the idea of dying, even if it was painful to live like this, she had to live well and not break her brother's heart again.
For a long time, Wei Yue hadn't been here, and Jiang Zhengxin wanted to see him, but he didn't dare to see him. She was afraid that he would be sad and sad for herself, that she would become his shackles, that she would become his shackles, and that he would not be free for the rest of his life.
She didn't know that Jiang Zhengyu had sent a letter to Yu Yue, and she didn't know that all the letters had been lost. She also wanted to write a letter to Yu Yue, because she couldn't suppress her thoughts about him, but all the letters she wrote were not sent, but locked in a box next to the bookcase, and only she knew.
Writing a letter is just to vent your thoughts and make yourself feel better.
If Yue Yue wants to come to see her, she doesn't need to send a letter at all.
One day, the weather was very good, Yunxi pushed Jiang Zhengxin to the courtyard to bask in the sun, Jiang Zhengxin asked: "Yunxi, has my brother encountered anything recently?" ”
Even if Jiang Zhengyu tried her best to hide it in front of her, she already felt that her brother's mood was more depressed than before, and the sorrow that was inadvertently revealed and the dodging of her eyes every time she met her eyes made her feel that Jiang Zhengyu had something on her mind. But this kind of thing can only be asked to Yunxi, who has a big nerves, and if you ask Yunmeng, who has a relatively calm personality, it is estimated that he will not be able to ask anything.
Sure enough, Yunxi blinked and said, "Miss, have you noticed it too, the master has not been very happy recently, although he has been unhappy since you were injured, but now it feels even more terrifying." It's okay in front of you, but at other times he doesn't even smile, as if he will lose his temper at any moment, and we don't dare to talk to him. ”
"I feel like he's having something bothering him, have you heard anything?"
Yunxi nodded: "Well, I heard that he lost his temper a few days ago and smashed a lot of things, even the Eight Treasure Glazed Horse given by the Emperor." ”
“……”
Jiang Zhengxin knows his brother very well, Jiang Zhengyu is a chic and casual character, he is too lazy to care about many things, he generally laughs away, I don't know what happened to make him angry, it seems that he should really ask.
"I'll ask him later." She said.
Yunxi hurriedly said, "Then you must pretend not to know." The master is afraid that you will be worried, so he will not let you say it, I think that only you can persuade him to tell you secretly. ”
Jiang Zhengxin agreed: "Okay." ”
Yunxi leaned down, put Jiang Zhengxin's leg on his lap, rubbed the blood for her, and suddenly thought of something, and said to Jiang Zhengxin: "It just so happens that the regent and the master are together, and they have been talking for a long time, and you can ask him first when he comes over, I always think that the regent should know something." ”
"Hmm." Jiang Zhengxin nodded.
"Miss-Miss-"
Yun Meng hurriedly ran over and said happily: "Miss, the young man is here!" ”