Chapter 34: Have you ever had someone you like?
After the hustle and bustle, all that's left is endless night. Lying flat on the bed, Xin Xiaoluo had insomnia for the first time, tossing and turning, wanting to sleep and unable to sleep, closing his eyes, the scene of the toilet of the hot pot restaurant always appeared, the memory was too annoying, and the more he wanted to deliberately forget, the more stubbornly stationed in the depths of his mind.
The sound of running water in the pipes continued for a long time, so long that she thought it was dawn, and the sleepiness hit too late, and the glimmer of the sunrise leaked through the closed eyelashes into her eyes, forming a bright spot.
"Hmm... Da Bing, what time is it? I'm so hungry, it's cloudy today, it's so dark. ”
"Please, eldest sister, it's almost night, you went to be a thief in the middle of the night last night? I can't wake up no matter how much I scream, so I almost went up to test your snort!"
"I didn't be a thief, I had insomnia, I didn't expect to wake up at night, no wonder I was hungry and panicked."
"Hurry up and wash up, let's go to the cafeteria for dinner." Lian Bing almost threw the five bodies she admired to the ground, and witnessed that she was a terrible girl.
The canteen is not a crowded dining window, the dishes are quite good, the golden light illuminates the texture of the meat clearly, Xin Xiaoluo's appetite increased greatly, knocked on the glass window, and looked at the person who was cooking with expectant eyes, "Auntie, can you help me make two more spoonfuls?" ”
"Haha, the little girl who picks bayberry eats more, it's not enough to add it, no money." The aunt gave her double the amount of food, as if she was afraid that she would not be full.
"The little girl who picks bayberry?"
"After so many days, why does anyone still remember what I did?" She doesn't want to be remembered for a hundred years, but she also doesn't want to be remembered for thousands of years.
"No, I think it's cute, and Auntie's tone of voice isn't laughing at you."
"No, Da Bing, this is black history! What others have left behind is great achievements, and I have simply become a talking point after dinner. ”
"Then you can't cover your face with a headscarf and not see anyone for the rest of your life, besides, it's easy to forget, who will remember this after a month?"
"Well, that's right." The bag is tight, and she is a courtesy
I couldn't hold on to it, and I was so stuffy that I vomited blood.
In order to be worthy of the many dishes that her aunt gave her, Xin Xiaoluo ate herself, patted her three-month-old belly like a pregnant woman's abdomen, and walked with Lian Bing on the cool and comfortable forest path. The benches under the street lamps were full of couples hugging and holding hands, and when they passed by occasionally, Xin Xiaoluo pricked up his ears to hear what they were saying, but unfortunately he was too far away to hear clearly.
"Da Bing, do you have to fall in love when you go to college?"
"Not necessarily."
"Why is it so easy for them to find someone they like?"
"Because of fate, because the heart is not controlled, because I don't want to miss it."
"Then I hope my fate will come later."
"How do you think so? After waiting for work, I probably won't have time to operate. ”
"I don't know, I have a hunch that my love seems to come later."
"Xiaoluo, have you ever had someone you like? It only refers to a boy, not including celebrities or anything. ”
"Hmm... No, never, I was a good girl for the first eighteen years, do you believe it? It's completely different from now, self-discipline and diligence to the point of perversion, early love and truancy have nothing to do with me at all, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to pass the Liuying exam. On the day I finished the college entrance examination, I was back to my true self, lazy and full of terrifying bad taste. ”
"The school has suppressed you for too long, unlike me, studying is the only way to keep me from thinking about anything else." The faint tone, the faint sadness spread out little by little.
"Da Bing, have you ever met your fate?"
"Maybe there is, or maybe not. I have no expectations for love. ”
Two days later, it was a theoretical test class for financial majors, and while the company was busy, Sheng Yingrui finally caught a few days of rest and study time, which was called studying in the library, but in fact, he was lying in a different place.
"Yifeng, aren't you going to the hot pot restaurant today?"
"Revision is more important."
"You still need a review? I don't even need it, I can't do it after a cursory review of the book, and you can even take the test nakedly according to your non-human brain. ”
"How do I want to learn how to use it?" He reacted impatiently to Sheng Yingrui's sycophancy.
"Well, no, I'll ask you a question at the end, okay?
"Speak."
"I've taken a fancy to someone recently, but she doesn't eat hard and soft, so give me some advice."
"Don't harm others, you are suitable for a lonely life." Tang Yifeng didn't raise his eyelids to look at him, and scolded him slowly in disguise.
"Are you a brother, so mean. Falling in love is not a lifetime, it's good to be happy, and if you're not happy, you'll break up. Scourge her ass!" Love is just a spice for him, he tries his best to get it when he wants it, and throws it into the trash can on the street when he gets bored.
"You're calling it play, it's not love at all. If the other party is a fellow believer, I have nothing to say, and some girls are easy to get hurt once they get serious. ”
"Do you dare to say you haven't hurt other girls? You have to believe that our essence is the same, even if you like Luo Yao now, it doesn't mean that you can really be together in the future. ”
The current Tang Yifeng has just deviated from the original track, just like the derailed train will still return to its place after all, and no one can predict the people and things that will be met in the future, so how can it be a long time? Grab what you like now, take one step at a time, and go through it?
"We are different, the love of pleasure is too narrow, and it will not be long before it becomes a rancid meal, and it will be poisoned when mixed with alcohol, and in the end there will be nothing left but an empty shell." He admits that he has hurt others, everything is for their good, rather than giving a little hope and making them desperate, it is better to refuse, he is not a living Bodhisattva, love and love can only be given to one person.
"Let's see, and see how you and Yao Meiren live together?"
Sheng Yingrui didn't ask Tang Yifeng why he hadn't chased Luo Yao yet, before the college entrance examination, Tang Yifeng had been waiting for Luo Yao to accept him without any burden, and after the college entrance examination, the Tang family's parents divorced, and he didn't forget to take care of her even if he was too busy to take care of her. Proud as he was, he didn't accept all the financial help from his father, held several positions in the school in a row, and worked part-time outside the school to earn money with the highest scholarship.
And he Sheng Yingrui, endless dinners and drinks, almost every day to deal with a few greasy middle-aged and elderly businessmen who want to vomit, often drunk to the point of being unconscious, dragged to bed by unscrupulous waitresses to make money, and even a few days of normal school life depends on a few business. If you want to ask him why he didn't resist and run away in rebellion, because he was supposed to be this kind of person, the man of the Sheng family was destined not to choose the future path, this was just a ridiculous first step.
Lian Bing is currently the only woman who can get into his eyes, cold appearance, tall figure has always been his standard for picking girlfriends, the biggest difference from previous girlfriends is her weak temperament, her resoluteness and stubbornness in the slap. Was it a sudden desire to conquer and want to taste her, or did she touch one of his nerves and start to lose control? He didn't know, he just wanted to hold her tight, he wanted to have a relationship with her, there was no sadness but happiness.
That dark and cold night, he was not completely unimpressed, in the dream she appeared in his arms frightened, in the dream he was conscious but could not move, otherwise she would not be able to get up and escape. He could feel that she was lonely and prickly, a girl sitting alone in the pavilion at night, a normal person would not be like that, at least she would find a place with light to lean on, she was afraid that she didn't know that the more mysterious it was, the more it could attract the attention of the devil.
History is always strikingly similar, and it turns out that whoever can be late once will be late countless times.
"Da Bing, why do you sleep early and wake up late? Which public class is taking today? ”
"Psychology, go with a few majors, hurry up, it's going to ring the bell right away."
Running into the public lecture hall, the red seats were full of heads, whispering, and playing.
"Hey, Xiaoluo, there's a place here, you sit here, there's another one over there, I'll go over there."
"I don't want to be separated from you, Big Ice."
Lian Bing smiled: "It's only two hours."
Lying on the seat and straightening his legs, Xin Xiaoluo's eyelids became very heavy again.
After sleeping in a daze for more than half an hour, Xin Xiaoluo squinted and stretched her waist, her movements were a little too much, and her fist hit the shoulder of the boy in the right seat, and her finger bones hurt terribly.
"Wow, it hurts me to death, I'm sorry, brother!"
"There's something wrong with you, why are you stretching your waist so hard?" The boy on the left is thin and speaks very aggressively.
"I'm sorry, my bad."
"Forget it, pay attention." The boy on the left deliberately moved away from Xin Xiaoluo, hiding from the plague, it seems that the fight hurts, and he deserves it!
"Hey, where did the person on the right go, use this finance book to occupy a position, don't come by yourself, dare to occupy the pit and not? Separated me from the big ice, and didn't do anything good!"
"Students, Tang Yifeng was specially invited by me to talk about a psychology case, and it took me more than half an hour to talk about this example. Tang was very conscientious and responsible, analyzed many of the psychological phenomena and problems, and put forward relatively accurate solutions, and gave him applause. "The psychology professor is an old man with white hair, and the two people on the podium give everyone the illusion that they are like an amiable grandfather and a handsome and intelligent grandson standing together to discuss academic issues.
The crackling applause wave after wave, Xin Xiaoluo's ears hurt when he listened, he was really everywhere, and there was no way to avoid it.
A simple white T-shirt and gray casual slim sweatpants are clean and easy to look at when worn on him. He walked over step by step, taking steady and heavy steps, with a psychology book and case study document in hand. His eyes were slightly surprised, and then he sat down next to Xin Xiaoluo.
"How can you meet anywhere?" Xin Xiaoluo muttered quietly, in a voice he couldn't hear, she didn't look into his eyes, afraid that she would feel embarrassed.
The feet were not very comfortable, the elastic band of the socks failed, all fell to the soles of the feet, itchy and very awkward, she couldn't bear it, took off the sneakers and white socks, scratched the soles of the feet, lifted it up hard, put the socks up to the deformation before stopping, put on the shoes again, and did the action in one go, without the slightest drag.
"Disgusting."
The imperceptible voice was captured by her, and she felt that it should be Tang Yifeng who said it to her, and she was definitely seen taking off her shoes and putting on her socks, his grandmother's.
"Some people may not know wow, they are responsible for seeing a girl's feet, and if they are not responsible, they are shameless!" She deliberately bit the last three words in order for him to hear them.
"I don't know if it's Hong Kong foot or athlete's foot, but before I came over, I smelled it."
"It's not the same as the outside, the clothes are good!" His grandmother's, said she had smelly feet? Put it in your mouth and let you feel it.
"The shrew scolds the street, no face and no skin."
"You..."Xin Xiaoluo turned his head violently and raised his fist, "Don't go too far, don't let me pick you in public!" She gritted her teeth and slowly spat out the words.