Jiang Wang Zhaoyuan often enters the palace, I don't know if this is because of official or private affairs, but I am afraid that it is because of me.

I don't know how many times Yuan Chang has clashed with his father for me, and he never told me this, he only told me to recuperate in peace, and I didn't have to think about anything else.

He endured public opinion and criticism for me, and I don't know how many people in this city wanted to kill me, and how many cursed me for not dying well. But he himself protected me so well that the Zhao family, the head of the four major clans of the Jiang Kingdom, was so anxious that he wanted to use the princess's mouth to force me to leave.

Because they can't help Yuan Chang, they can't help me either.

Thinking of this, I thought of something, looked up and asked Jinxiang: "When you went to Hualiang Mountain this morning, why didn't you dare to look up when you were outside the mansion?" What are you afraid to see? ”

Jin Xiang was frightened on his face, and knelt directly beside my bed, bowing his head, not daring to say a word.

When I saw her reaction, I knew I was right.

There must be something in this that I don't know.

I looked down at her and asked, "Can't you say yes?" ”

"Girl's forgiveness." Jin Xiang still lowered his head and said, "This kind of thing, the slave doesn't dare to discuss it." ”

Jin Xiang is an old girl in the house, and she has always been not afraid of anything. What can make her cautious to this point must be a big deal.

I whispered, "Dress me, I'm going to the study." ”

At that time, I was standing outside the mansion, and I clearly knew that nothing had happened except for the fact that Yuan Chang had hugged me to Hua Yuan.

Yuanchang's study is good because it has everything, and I found the book I was looking for after looking for a while.

But when I looked at the words on the scroll, I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time.

Jiang Guo's etiquette system, the king and the prince Hua Yuan, only the concubine can ride together.

No wonder no one dared to look at it, and no wonder no one dared to discuss it, Yuan Chang actually violated the etiquette system for me.

Those who violate the great rites of the prince can be abolished, and Yuan Chang is not afraid of it?

I don't know, if I had known that there was such a ritual, I would not have said anything that I would not ride with him, and I would rather not go.

He is the son of the world, and no one can stop him from doing what he wants to do. It's because they can't stop it, so they don't dare to look at it.

I suddenly remembered that today Su Zhi said that I was a beauty he hid in the house, and Yuan Chang said that sooner or later he would make me public to the world.

That's what it means.

Only his concubine is eligible to be made public to the world.

He wants to make me a concubine.

No wonder he has been so different to me these days, when I was sick in the past, he was a little distance from me, but now he wants to hug me and hug me.

Because he had the idea of making me a concubine, although he would be different from me.

But since he is the son of Jiang Guo, then he is naturally familiar with Jiang Guo's etiquette system, and he naturally has a clear hierarchy of respect and inferiority, even if he just wants to accept me as a concubine, he doesn't know how to be opposed by King Jiang and the old ministers in the court, and he doesn't know how many difficulties he has to overcome, let alone marry me as his concubine.

Impossible.

Fu Yi is right, I don't deserve her.

I already owe him too much, and I can't let him compete with the hierarchy of the entire Jiang Country for me.

I had to dispel him.

I put the gift book back in its place, and Jinxiang couldn't enter Yuan Chang's study, so she could only wait for me outside. I went out and said to Jinxiang: "When the prince comes back and asks, you say that I have rested." ”

She said yes and went back to my room.

Of course I can't sleep, I just don't want Yuan Chang to come to me.

It could also be said that I was afraid to see him.

Maybe Fu Yi is right, I should really leave him by myself, I stay by his side, it will always be a burden to him. I have implicated him here when I was still in the prince's mansion, and if he really wants to bring me into the palace in the future, I don't know what he will be scolded by the world.

When I think of this, I feel even more uncomfortable.

The first time I hated the hierarchical inferiority of this society, it was breathless to keep everyone in this unfair environment.

Because of this level, because of these humilities, you will never be able to spend the rest of your life with your loved ones, it turns out to be this feeling.

It turned out that Nangong Xu was so desperate at that time.

When I woke up the next day, it was already a good time, and I slept late yesterday and my body was not very well, so I was a little in good spirits today.

Although it didn't taste good, I still drank some soup so that I wouldn't be overwhelmed when Aunt He came in the afternoon.

Yuan Chang has been very busy, and he didn't see anyone this morning, Jin Xiang told me that he ordered when he returned home yesterday, if I still don't see well today, don't ask the storyteller first.

I told Jinxiang that I didn't have to, I was so good that she asked Aunt He to come immediately in the afternoon.

I was afraid that she would not believe it, so I pretended to be happy and went with her to see the orchids in the garden. She finally believed it, and went to invite Aunt He on time at noon.

I want to see Aunt He so much, I want to know what happened to Hua Xiangrong after she met Yuan Chang, what is the relationship between her and Yuan Chang, and how did Wu Yuesong and Hua Yujiang die.

I don't believe they would have died so coincidentally, all because of a sudden illness.

Whether this sudden illness refers to a heart disease or a person is worth my consideration.

He Gu is still the same as the day before yesterday, light purple and light clothes, and her face is expressionless. She bowed to me and asked, "Where was the last time we talked?" ”

She didn't ask anything else, as if she had just come to tell me a story, a story about an ordinary woman. Maybe this book is just about how this woman found her life and how she met a nobleman, and there is nothing special about it.

If you only listen to Mandarin, it's still interesting, but I'm afraid that this story is true.

Because Wu Yuesong is real, Hua Yujiang is real, and Yuan Chang is also true.

I convinced myself that the story must have a good ending. Because in general, the ending of the book is good, and the storytellers in the past will only tell me some stories with happy endings, and He Gu will definitely be the same.

But the more I convinced myself like this, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, and I couldn't tell why it was uncomfortable, but I felt that my heart hurt, as if I had been pierced by dense thorns all over my heart, and I couldn't breathe.

He Gu still hides her hands in her sleeves today, and she doesn't ask me for the piano anymore, I guess she may have broken her fingers the day before yesterday.

She stroked the piano all afternoon, and her fingers were bleeding.

She put her hand away, not wanting me to know, so I followed her, pretending not to know. I gently propped up the desk, and then she said, "Let's talk about it, Hua Xiangrong and a son named Yuan Chang met for the first time. ”

Hua Xiangrong met a son named Yuan Chang for the first time.