He Yan looked at Xia Mu with some distress, he thought that a girl who could bravely confess to the man she liked must have grown up in an environment full of love, but since she was with Xia Mu, she has been unhappy every minute and every second, and the most heart-wrenching thing is the sentence "There is no home".

"I can't guarantee how long I can stay with you, but as long as I'm by your side, I'll always be by your side." In fact, He Yan didn't dare to say anything forever, after all, in the days he had been a ghost, he had never seen a person who had maintained his soul state for a long time, let alone been able to talk to people.

"So even you're planning to leave me? Obviously you said you were going to be someone's boyfriend, and now you want to leave me easily? Xia Mu's tears fell big drops, she suddenly felt that she was useless, she was obviously here to change Si Yun's fate, but now she can't do anything, whether it is family or love.

The moment he saw Xia Mu's tears, He Yan suddenly understood one thing, he chose to leave Xia Mu at the beginning, it was really not just because of loneliness. In fact, he liked Xia Mu from the moment he saw her eyes, but he himself stubbornly refused to admit it.

"Si Yun, I can't lie to you." He Yan tried hard to wipe the tears from Xia Mu's cheeks, but everything was in vain.

"You see, I can't even do something as simple as wiping your tears. I can't hug you, I can't kiss you, I can't coax you, and I can't do anything when others bully you. You see, even if I am standing in front of you in your eyes, in the eyes of others you are crying alone. He Yan had to admit that he was really not human now, and he couldn't do many things that should have been within his power.

"But I don't care," Xia Mu wiped away his tears and tried to make himself smile, "You see what you say I can't do, I can do it myself, I don't need you to coax me, as long as you can accompany me, can't you even do this?" ”

He Yan felt that what he said just now was a little cruel, but some things that were not clear could only bring more pain, "Then what if I disappear?" ”

He Yan is not groundless and cranky, he doesn't want to hurt a girl who should be happy because of a momentary impulse. If he really disappears, then it is better not to start than to let Xia Mu indulge in pain.

"Even if you disappear, I'll admit it." Xia Mu was unusually firm on this issue, just like that man had done to her before, she would never let go easily. Since the task is to attack He Yan, then He Yan will definitely not leave her alone, there will always be a solution, Xia Mu is willing to gamble like this.

He Yan didn't speak, he stepped forward and hugged Xia Mu, "If this is what you want, then it is as you wish." ”

He Yan, who likes this kind of word, is not worthy to say it now, and he will not say that kind of thing at will when he has no ability to bring Xia Mu happiness. Perhaps, if Xia Mu insisted, He Yan would happily accept this as a last gift before death. When he completely disappeared under this sky, he could still say a word.

He Yan's embrace was not warm but the opposite, but it was unusually warm in Xia Mu's heart. In this world, you will not be alone in the battle, Xia Mu knows that although there is still a long future, as long as He Yan can accompany him, she will dare to go to the ends of the earth.

"He Yan, do you know? It turned out that my home was perfect in my eyes, perfect dad, perfect mom and me. I can be naughty with their love, because I know that no matter what happens, they will stand firmly behind me and become my retreat. Xia Mu thought about it, since he had already received He Yan's promise, some stories had to be shared with him.

"But on my birthday last year, everything was broken, and there were countless noises in the house, even though they were deliberately avoiding me and trying to reduce my harm. But I inevitably saw the woman, the woman who wasn't supposed to be in our house. ”

"I don't know what she's doing here, but the sixth sense from a woman tells me she's going to ruin all my happiness. As expected, the day after she appeared, on my birthday, I returned home full of joy, not a cake, but my mother jumped down from the stairs and fell alive in front of me, all covered in blood. ”

Xia Mu cried as she spoke, as if Mrs. Si was lying in front of her like this, and He Yan kept shouting, "Enough, enough." Si Yun don't torture you anymore, it's not your fault. ”

"He Yan, do you say that I am an ominous person, why do the people I love get such an end. I always say I hate my dad, but I hate myself even more. I knew my mother's mood was wrong, I could have known it, but I didn't do anything until she lay down in front of me and didn't move anymore. ”

Xia Mu was extremely excited when she said it, but the remaining reason told her that there must be something inside, who was that woman?

"Si Yun, sometimes we only see what we want to see, and sometimes the truth is not so important." He Yan didn't want Xia Mu to live in hatred for the rest of his life, and people who lived in hatred would never be able to embrace happiness.

"But if I don't know the truth for the rest of my life, I will definitely regret it, He Yan, just like I never asked you why you died, some things are wounds that everyone can't erase, no matter how much time has passed, it will only remain the way it is now. Every time I tear it, it hurts my heart. Xia Mu could see that He Yan's death was not an accident, and if he didn't want to say it, she wouldn't ask, but would it really pass?

"And what if I tell you it is?" He Yan stared at Xia Mu's eyes, and suddenly he was a little curious, if he knew that what he said was a lie, Xia Mu would react. Yes, you guessed it, he died in a conspiracy.

"If you say yes, then I believe it." Xia Mu can accept all possibilities, provided that He Yan himself will be happy.

He Yan rubbed Xia Mu's head, "You still call me stupid, obviously you are a stupid girl." Don't you have the answer in your heart, why should you change it for the sake of one of my lies? ”

"Because that's the answer you want, isn't it? As long as you want, I will do my best to do it. Xia Mu didn't care what kind of facts caused them to become what they are now, as long as He Yan was unwilling, then everything would not happen.

"Silly girl!"

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