53. He did it himself
Ding Cheng silently listened to the words of the hotel owner, and inadvertently raised his eyes, but saw Jiang Guoli looking at him.
He couldn't help but ask her a little nervously, "What's wrong?" Why do you keep looking at me? ”
She shook her head and whispered, "Nothing. ”
The restaurant owner was stir-frying chicken hard in front of the stove, and the crackling sound of stir-frying broke up the wordless awkward atmosphere between them.
After a while, he couldn't help but ask her, "Will you misunderstand me?" ”
She rightly denied, "No." ”
Her gaze skimmed over him, landed on the door of the hotel behind him, and said with some emotion, "I just think that eldest sister is too stupid." ”
Chen Jinhui, who was on the side, couldn't help but say when he heard this, "She's not stupid." She is not stupid at all, she is because our little brother orange is in too good condition, she would rather be immersed in her fantasies all the time, if she sees that the liar who deceived her is ugly and short, you see if she is still addicted to this so-called love. ”
Xia Shanghou said thoughtfully, "But I think she has a feeling that she is a little poisoned too deeply, and she can't pull herself out of her fantasy at all, so she is so painful." In fact, she just needs to be sober and not love the fake lover that liar made up.
Since it is painful, she doesn't love it, there are so many people in this world, there is always one suitable for herself, so why does she have to love someone who is destined to bring pain to herself? ”
Ding Cheng glanced at Jiang Guoqi through the swirling heat in the middle of the table.
He asked himself, why did he still fall into it with a hot headlong knowing that she was someone he couldn't like? Probably people are so stupid.
But I heard her say very softly, "It's not so easy to give up liking someone." ”
Xia Shanghou said disapprovingly, "What's so difficult about this?" As long as you never appear in front of that person. Isn't there a lot of chicken soup that has said such things, only by giving up the person who shouldn't be liked, the inappropriate person, and the person who is in love with bitterness can regain happiness.
In fact, what kind of love can't be given up? It's all made by people themselves, will they die if they don't love? Will it be worse than being hungry than having insomnia and not being able to sleep? ”
Ding Cheng couldn't help but lower his head when he heard Xia Shanghou's words, he silently looked at the pale yellow brown rice tea in the transparent glass in front of him, and he didn't know why his throat was so astringent that he couldn't make any sound at this moment.
He was afraid that when he spoke, his hoarse voice would scare them all.
In fact, Xia Shanghou is right, there is no love in this world that cannot be given up. It's just that he can't imagine the kind of torment that after giving up, he can't eat well and can't sleep, memories torture his brain over and over again, and emotions always dominate his reason.
After all, now, that kind of torment has made him unable to sleep well for several days.
He laughed at himself in his heart, he did it himself.
However, during the meal, he couldn't help but raise his eyes to look at her many times, looking at her hands when she picked up vegetables, looking at her raised neck when she drank water, looking at her lips when she spoke, looking at her eyes when she lowered her head and smiling, and looking at her dazed little expression when she was distracted......
That kind of focused peeking gave him joy, happiness and satisfaction, but also made him more and more aware that he was really going to cause a big disaster this time.
Breaking into this disaster, either she dies or he dies.
But he hoped that until then, he would at least be able to watch her slowly, silently, around her.