The people on and off the bus listened quietly.

No matter how lightly Cheng Jiayi is, mentioning the dummy bomb, it can also make people think of what kind of thrilling and life-and-death line it was at that time.

Such life and death can be seen everywhere on the battlefield, but they are not soldiers, especially Cheng Jiayi, she should still be enjoying the sunshine and joy by her parents' side, instead of talking lightly about the moment of death that she and others have experienced.

Next to the car, the three team leaders and the seven team leaders almost surrounded the communication car, and looked at Liu Fenghua and his party with an unkind face - Liu Fenghua's men were scattered around, and the muzzle of the gun was always raised, facing them.

Fang Tao and Liu Fenghua stood together, the cigarette butts in their hands flashed and flickered.

"Brother, you've seen it too, and you've heard it roughly. It's all about picking up a life in nine deaths, what are you going to do. Fang Tao snuffed out the cigarette butt and said straightforwardly.

Special forces are a gun, a knife. They carry out orders, go to war for orders, but never question the right or wrong of orders. This is their mission, and it is what they understand from the moment they enter the army.

Liu Fenghua took the last puff of his cigarette, watched the sparks go out, and said, "Brother Fang, I need to report your situation to my superiors." ”

Intuitively, Liu Fenghua knew that they were not lying, but they must have hidden something. He shouldn't have just let them go.

Fang Tao turned his head to look at the car, the light on the screen in the car was reflected on Cheng Jiayi's side face, and the other half of his face was hidden in the dark.

"She's seventeen, she was a high school student before the mutation, her mother disappeared on the day of the mutation, and her father was killed more than a month later. It was her tablemate, her mother had died, and her father's whereabouts were unknown. Fang Tao said suddenly.

Liu Fenghua followed Fang Tao's line of sight, the girl who told her about her life and death in a flat tone was also looking at it indifferently, half of her face under the light was shining, and her eyes hidden in the darkness had a faint chilling feeling.

And the boy's form was completely hidden in the darkness.

In the dark, Liu Fenghua felt a strong hostility, both from the people around him and the two boys and girls.

Liu Fenghua sighed in his heart, giving birth to a rare compassion.

He could almost guess the orders of his superiors.

It is true that it is the duty of a soldier to obey orders, and he has always done so, but at this moment, he hesitated.

He stood in place, in front of him, his comrades with guns on guard, and beside him, people who would be ordered to be annihilated.

He saw Fang Tao's hand touching the gun, Lin Da took out the gun, and the people standing next to the vehicle also opened the door, and also saw that in front of him, the muzzles of his comrades-in-arms had never left these people.

Cheng Jiayi looked outside, slowly stood up, and walked to the door of the car, the faint light behind her made her face hidden in the darkness, as if she was moving from light to darkness.

The muzzles of the black holes in the hands of the soldiers on the opposite side have never fallen, and the murderous aura is being released. It's like not long ago, she was also pointed at gunpoint like this.

Only then, she didn't have the slightest anger.

At this moment, she was not angry, but only filled with sorrow in her heart.

How could she still understand them? It's just funny.

She suddenly wanted to ask for an understanding, not to vomit or be unhappy.

"I see your guns pointed at us all the time." Cheng Jiayi looked at Liu Fenghua's eyes and asked very seriously, "You should want to kill us." If we resist, will we be your enemies? ”

Liu Fenghua frowned slightly, and looked at Cheng Jiayi inexplicably.

"Can you give us a reason not to resist?" Cheng Jiayi then asked.

Liu Fenghua didn't know how to answer for the first time.

No one had ever asked him such a question at gunpoint, and he had not given anyone a chance to ask it. Such questions cannot be answered either.

"Or give us a reason why the value of the crystals in our heads is higher than our value as a human being."

Liu Fenghua couldn't answer this question. He looked up at Cheng Jiayi, and the light overflowed from behind the girl, who seemed to be an angel who came out of the light and was walking towards the darkness.

"If you don't have a reason, I'll give you a few." Cheng Jiayi pointed to the third team leader, the seventh team leader, and Lili in front of her.

"A few of them, followed the boss before the mutation, followed me after the mutation, cleaned up the most dangerous community, faced the most dangerous mutants, the most dangerous mutant animals, until they were driven to the battlefield, fought with the out-of-control mutants, and watched their brothers and companions fall.

Just the day before yesterday, he threw himself in front of me and used his back to block three dummies. They should have died a long time ago, because most of the people who fought alongside them were already dead. Cheng Jiayi helped the leader of the third group, ripped off the vest for him, and pushed him to turn around.

Within a few days, the newly grown skin on the back was so large that it occupied almost the entire back, creating a sharp contrast with the original skin tone and color around it.

This contrast is so strong that it is shocking, and it instantly reminds me of the tragedy at that time, not to mention the special soldiers who are no strangers to dummy bullets.

"They, Fang Tao and Lin Dahai, shouldn't be standing here. They should return to the cage in which they were originally imprisoned, injected with unknown things every day, hypnotized, give up their minds and wills, and continue to become puppets and machines that kill people.

They shouldn't have shaken off their shackles and picked up guns again, and the muzzles of the guns were only aimed at mutants who were killing people out of control. It is the duty of soldiers to obey orders, and they should give up their egos and allow others to make them into monsters without feelings and thoughts. ”

Fang Taolin Dahai was expressionless, and he inevitably remembered the past in his heart. They never talk about the past in front of anyone, however, every night, they wake up in a nightmare and can't sleep for a long time afterward.

The trauma brought about by the past has already penetrated deep into the body, and the process of being dominated and controlled by the body and mind is painful every time I think about it.

Liu Fenghua looked at Fang Tao and Lin Dahai, and when he saw the pain in their eyes, he knew that everything was real. He also believes that every soldier is not afraid to sacrifice his life for the country, but is that process a sacrifice for the country?

"And they, escorting thousands of children to escape, through the highway surrounded by mutants, through the mountains of corpses and the sea of fire. Their mistake was not to become dead unsung heroes. Their mistake was to survive. ”

The fingers on the trigger were slightly loosened, and the men who were silent under their guns were also once heroes.

"Are these reasons enough?" Cheng Jiayi's eyes moistened, and she jumped out of the car. A faint light poured out from behind her, but it could no longer illuminate her figure.