53: Do you believe in reincarnation?
May all your unexpected encounters be a reunion after a long absence.
Goodbye to the landlord's cat, it was already 20:00 at night.
Along the way, I was still thinking about the smiling sister Xiaolu who was sitting at the counter.
Except for the sister who screamed very clearly, there was nothing else.
At the age of 4, she had a cerebral infarction, and Zhao Xun felt that this should not be the pain she had to endure at her age.
She wants to give her all the strawberries, she wants to give her all the happiness, and she wants to give her all the health.
The rest of her life is very long, and Zhao Xun can't even imagine what she will think when the little Lulu sitting at the counter grows up in the future.
Will she be as strong as she is now? Will she choose to face life bravely in the future?
Even though she knew that that life might not be what she wanted.
Sister Xiao An said that every day Xiao Lulu had to sleep with her in a small bed, she said that she couldn't sleep by herself, even if she woke up every sweaty night, she was still willing to sleep tightly with her aunt.
She said that if she didn't have her mother, she would be scared alone.
She said that when she wanted to reach out and hug her mother on the bed, she found that only the cold doll was on her little bed, so she liked to hold the feeling of sleeping with her aunt.
She said that when she wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to say it, so she liked to be with the kitten, as if only the cat could read her words.
When Zhao asked about the name of the kitten, Sister Xiao An said that in fact, the kitten in the house does not have a name, if you really want to call it something, then please call her landlord's cat.
This is the first time Zhao has listened to other people's stories as a bystander.
There are no tears, maybe this is the more you grow up, the more transparent you are.
Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read.
The tragic childhood she once mentioned in front of Gu Chen, under Xiao Lulu's reflection, she felt that it was not worth mentioning, and even vulnerable.
She was healthy until she was at least 18 years old.
She is free, she can walk, she can jump, she can talk, and even she can run unbridled.
However, Lulu couldn't.
Her daily energy can only sustain her to sit up, and her daily energy can only sustain her and her aunt hugging each other.
Sister Xiao An said that in fact, Lulu's parents were not easy.
When their first child could go to kindergarten, they decided to heed the call of the state to have a second child, preferably a girl.
So they burned incense and worshiped the Buddha, and the doors of temples, churches, and hospital walls seemed to hear their prayers.
Sure enough, when she gave birth to Lulu, everyone was excited.
It's a girl, a little girl with a big smile.
Lulu's name was chosen before she was even born.
Lulu's mother said that "Lu" generally refers to Meiyu, and she hopes that Lulu can grow up in this family that is loved by thousands of people, and there are people in the family who are pampered by her.
Then there are superimposed words, which happen to be easy for people to read, and they can also ask for an auspicious spirit.
In fact, before Lulu was 3 years old, her parents found out that something was wrong with Lulu.
They found that Xiao Lulu walked and spoke later than ordinary children, but after all, she was a child, and she didn't pay much attention.
It was a subsequent vomiting caused by intracranial hypertension, and a small seizure that caught the attention of her parents.
Quickly carried to the local hospital for treatment.
I did an MRI, a CT of the head, and a series of full-body examinations, which found Lulu's brain disease.
How cruel this is for a 3-year-old child.
Even if Lulu's mother has been comforting herself, this must not be true, it must not be true.
But Lulu was indeed lying there, and every abnormal sign of her was indeed recorded on the medical record.
If it weren't for the support of her eldest son, Sister Xiao An said that Lulu's mother might really not be able to survive now.
Lulu was hospitalized, and Sister Xiao An naturally took on the responsibility of taking care of her brother.
Every day at the other end of the video, after the mother of her child came to pass, Lulu's mother knew that she must not fall down herself.
They are all her children, and she must be responsible for each and every one of them.
It's her responsibility, and it's all her love.
But who can help but pay for the destruction of this expensive medical bill.
A medicine for nourishing nerves costs 500-900, and a medicine for a wide blood vessel costs a few hundred dollars.
For the first time, Lulu's mother and brother-in-law discussed selling the new house in Xinjiang first, and they got married with a new house.
Sister Xiao An also persuaded them to make this decision at that time, the home is gone, how will they live when they go back with the children in the future.
But they still insisted on this decision, if they borrowed money from relatives and friends now, the borrowed money would not be such a large amount.
I simply sold the house and concentrated on seeing a doctor for my children.
Finally came to Beijing, thinking that by coming to the most advanced medical institution in China, Xiao Lulu's condition would be further controlled.
But who would have thought that a new place would only be caused by a new sorrow.
The family's money to buy a house was almost spent, and Lulu's parents and everyone went around raising money, making all kinds of promises, but fortunately, they borrowed a lot of money from relatives.
Sister Xiao An has also been single in the past few years, and there are not many places to spend money, and the landlord's cat that opened it can be regarded as saving a few dollars, and she took the rest to her sister after leaving some living expenses for herself.
Lulu has also grown up with her over the years, so it goes without saying much about her feelings, and she also wants Lulu to get better as soon as possible.
I remember that when Lulu's parents first brought Lulu to Beijing, they went directly to the hospital where they had made an appointment in advance.
Because I hadn't taken the subway before, and I didn't know how to transfer, I spent a total of 102 yuan to take a taxi from the station to the hospital.
The 102 yuan can be said to be enough for their family to spend for several days, but now in order to treat the child's illness, she feels that it is all worth it.
Before I came to Beijing, I heard that the hospital in Beijing was not easy to register, so I dragged an acquaintance to make an appointment in advance in my hometown to register a number.
The person also said that he had people he knew in Beijing XXX Hospital, and it was easy to do things, and it was more convenient to go to that hospital, and it could be cheaper.
Lulu's parents were very grateful to him, and even thought that he was the savior who came to save Lulu at that time.
Lulu's parents gave the registration fee to the family, and invited the person to have a good meal in the restaurant before leaving.
It happened to be Monday, and it was only on Monday that I heard that the director of this hospital was out of the clinic.
As soon as they got off the bus, they hurried over to line up to get the number, but they didn't seem to have as many people as they described.
Lulu's parents thought they had come early, and there was still a dark excitement in their hearts.
Because she was in a night train, and Lulu was physically exhausted, and she hadn't eaten yet, Lulu fainted directly on the corridor of the outpatient clinic with low blood sugar.
Lulu's father took it and Lulu ran towards the emergency department next to her.
The nurse in the emergency room gave Lulu oxygen and established intravenous access.
Lulu slowly woke up.
The first action that the obedient Lulu did after waking up was to reach out and touch the name tag on the nurse's chest.
Later, the nurse found the doctor on duty in the clinic and made some preliminary examinations before confirming that there was no such big problem at present, and Lulu's parents were relieved.
When Lulu was in better shape, Lulu's father went to settle some related expenses.
Then they went in the direction of the clinic building.
They waited on a bench in front of the clinic to call a number, and it was almost 9 a.m. when they finally met the director of the neurosurgery department.
Xiao Lulu is finally saved!
After a simple consultation, it was finally decided that he would be hospitalized for observation, which of course required hospitalization.
Post-hospitalization treatment began quickly.
The next morning, nearly 15 tubes of blood were drawn, including blood routine, procoagulation, liver and kidney function tests, and some blood disease tests.
This is Lulu's first invasive operation in addition to vaccinations when she was a child, and when Lulu's mother was still worried, she didn't expect Lulu, who couldn't speak, to show amazing calmness.
Even the uncles and aunts in the ward expressed their shame.
Transient cerebral ischemia makes Lulu sometimes unable to complete a short distance, and sometimes it is a sudden fainting in the ward, no matter how she screams, she is unconscious.
Later, she couldn't even eat again, and when the doctor asked if she agreed to give Lulu a gastric tube and then send her to the ICU for a systematic treatment, her mother refused.
If the final result is even worse, she is willing to bear all this herself.
She was only 3 years old, and she couldn't meet the strange nurse aunt yet, and she couldn't resist the side that shouldn't have been a child on her own.
In a hospital filled with disinfectant and wailing sounds, she didn't want her only daughter to endure the pain of being unaccompanied.
In the ward, at least she can watch her when Lulu is treated, you can comfort her, you can wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and you can tell her that you must face all this bravely, and you have a bright future waiting for you.
Then everyone compromised.
Because after all, it has not reached the point where she has to go to the intensive care unit as a last resort, and Lulu's attending doctor has no choice but to respect the family's decision.
In fact, in the face of life, only health is the only wealth given to you by God.
As long as you get it right, then it must reward you with a healthy growth.
Therefore, you must not use youth to overdraft your physical health, because nothing is more important than health.
Lulu's mother said that she really didn't want her child to be so famous and prominent, she just wanted Lulu to be safe and sound in this life.
In this life, Lulu has really endured too much unsatisfactory.
I just hope that in the next life, the little girl sitting at the counter with a smile like a flower can smile more happily and brightly.
Zhao Xun is willing to give her all the joy, all the joy, all the health, the lollipop of Fujia, the first bite of ice cream, and the last fish ball from Haidilao.
"If there really is reincarnation in this world, then, are you willing to believe it?"
"Sister Xiao An, why do you ask me that?"
"Well, I mean what if."
"I believe it!"
Zhao Xun how hopeful, if many years later, when they mentioned Sister Xiao An and Xiao Lulu again, she hoped that all she heard would be a happy response!
Read well, look forward to revenge!