Xiao Zi said: "But what you said is not entirely right, if you want to say that you owe the Du family a life, Yun Xuan is the biggest share." ”

Hua Xiangrong smiled slightly and said, "Let me ask you, should I also avenge Du Qiu?" It was he who made me alive now, and it is reasonable that I should have killed Yun Xuan to pay for his life, and I would not have lived up to him turning back for me at that time. ”

Xiao Zirang was slightly stunned.

He replied, "Perhaps...... Should. “

Hua Xiangrong continued: "I said I'm sorry for the Du family, the most important thing is in this place. I should have avenged Du Qiu, but I didn't.

"I have to go out even though I am seriously injured because she is going back to Yan Kingdom that day. When the drug started flareing up for no apparent reason, I guessed it was her. Because that day, no one drugged me, except for Yun Xuan, who drank the cup of tea she handed me.

"There was a drug in the tea, and the effect of the drug occurred two hours later, and the time was just right. I went to her, I saw her, she made it clear to me, she never helped me to be a friend, she approached me from the beginning and was kind to me, just to find a way to get me away - or kill me.

Xiao Zirang was stunned for a moment and didn't speak.

Hua Xiangrong didn't notice his strange appearance, and continued: "She was sitting in front of me at the time, I only need a knife to kill her, I can avenge Du Qiu, and I can give Du Yu an explanation." But when I really knew it was her, I couldn't do it. ”

Xiao Zirang asked rhetorically: "Can't do it?" Do you still regard her as a friend in your heart? ”

Hua Xiangrong's expression was gloomy, and he said, "No, I just can't do it." Maybe it's more accurate than saying that you can't do it, but you don't dare. ”

Xiao Zirang understood.

They are people who understand, and it's easy to understand this kind of thing.

He smiled lightly and said, "You see the interests too clearly. ”

Hua Xiangrong covered her face with her hands, lowered her head, and her voice trembled a little: "I don't dare." ”

Then, she lay on the table, didn't say anything, and didn't dare to look at Xiao Zirang.

This kind of thing, to say it, takes too much courage.

Who is Yun Xuan? She is the only daughter of the chief general of Yan State, and the future concubine of Hua Yujiang, killing her is equivalent to making enemies of the entire Yan Kingdom.

She didn't have to think about it for the rest of her life.

This time, it was she who was selfish.

This is what she is most ashamed of about Du Yu, and this is her biggest uneasiness about the Du family. She could have made some compensation and redemption for what she owed the Du family, but when she went out, she owed even more.

Xiao Zirang asked her: "Then you tell everyone that you didn't find the murderer because of ...... Scared? ”

"Yes," Hua Xiangrong's voice was a little small, "I'm not only afraid that they will know that I'm such a selfish person, I'm even more afraid that the Du family will also go to Yunxuan for revenge."

"They are the people of Yan Kingdom, Lao Du is just a businessman, after they know Yun Xuan, will they go to avenge Du Qiu?

"If they go, they should be unstable for the rest of their lives. If they don't go, they will suffer for the rest of their lives, because they know who the enemy is, but they can't do anything to let their dead relatives rest in peace, what do you think they should do? What should Yu'er do? She's only fourteen......"

By the end, her voice grew quieter and quieter, and she even choked up a little.

Xiao Zirang still didn't speak, Hua Xiangrong eased up for a while before continuing: "So I plan to hide it myself, I'd rather hide it than let Du Yu ruin the rest of her life because of such a manslaughter." In my heart, she has always been a girl with light in her eyes, and I don't want her to live so hard. ”

Xiao Zirang poured out the tea water from the first tea wash, and after purifying the tea leaves, he poured in the boiled water and waited for the tea to overflow.

After a while, he poured a cup of tea and placed it in front of Hua Xiangrong. She was still lying on the table, and he couldn't see her expression, guessing that she might be crying.

After all, it takes courage to confess your selfish side to others. She wanted to hide it from everyone, but she told him alone.

She did an extremely selfish thing, she owed the Du family an unexplained human life, she not only had to bear the pressure from all sides, but also the condemnation in her heart.

But if people don't do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed. Hua Xiangrong should be the first time to do such a thing, if it is replaced by Xiao Zirang, he will do it with peace of mind.

He said to the unresponsive flowers: "Taste the tea I made, don't worry, there is absolutely nothing added." ”

Hua Xiangrong lay on the table and laughed, and sat up straight again, except that his eyes were a little red, which was no different from usual.

She picked up the teacup with both hands, the teacup was a little hot, she gently held it with her fingertips, and tasted it a little.

She didn't want to taste tea, she wouldn't taste tea, Xiao Zirang didn't say anything when she saw it, after all, she was willing to drink it was already very face-saving, wasn't it.

He analyzed Hua Xiangrong: "Yun Xuan is difficult to kill, even if you kill her at that time, Yun Mian will have to let you pay for your life sooner or later." Kill one of her, but it is you and Du Qiu who die, it's not worth it. So you didn't kill her that day, not because of selfishness, but because of reason. You don't have to blame yourself for this. ”

Hua Xiangrong held the hand of the teacup for a moment.

She didn't expect Xiao Zirang to say this, and her heart was slightly strange.

Xiao Zirang continued: "But there is one thing I want to say, you hide from Yun Xuan and don't let everyone know, although you have your own plans, you think this is the best way for Du Qiu's family that you can think of now, and you are also protecting them." But I also think they have the right to know.

"In the end, whether to go to Yunxuan for revenge, or whether to make a feud with the nobles at the top of the Yan Kingdom, is also something they should consider, Lao Du has no son, Du Yu has no brother, you shouldn't hide who their enemies are, at least let them have an object to hate."

Hua Xiangrong opened her mouth slightly, wanting to say something, hesitated again and again, and finally didn't say it.

Xiao Zirang knew what she wanted to say, took a sip of the tea she had brewed, and said, "Do you want to say, let them hate you?" It's not fair to you either. ”

yes, it's not fair to her either.

To this day, the person who said this sentence for the first time was actually Xiao Zirang.

Obviously, she was also the one who was killed, and in the blink of an eye, she became the one who killed others.

It's not fair to her.

Her eyes were red and she wanted to cry, but this time it was not because of self-blame and guilt, but because of grievances.

A lot of emotions welled up in her heart, and she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, forcing herself to endure it.

Xiao Zirang smiled lightly and said, "If you want to cry, cry, in front of me, you don't have to be like this." ”

Hearing this, her tears couldn't hold back anymore, and fell down like beads with broken threads, crying and saying at the same time: "For...... Why don't you have to endure it in front of you, like this...... It's really embarrassing......"

"It's not embarrassing," Xiao Zirang smiled dotingly, and said softly, "Fool." ”