The night on the verge of early summer still oozes a little coolness, even a long sleeve of ice can still bear the cold, running out of the house in the middle of the night is much more enjoyable, I wanted to take a night train back to school, and suddenly I was out of the mood.

Most of the shops on the side of the road were out of business, and there were a few bars and nightclubs flashing with colorful lights, and her eyes were uncomfortable, and she walked into one of them lightly with the bag in her hand.

Bar is still bar, the dance floor is beating wildly, three points are distracted, seven points paralyzed, she doesn't like to move, and she is even more tired of meaningless interactions, so she ordered a glass of fruit wine and asked the bartender to increase the alcohol concentration appropriately.

After drinking, she would leave, without any intention of staying, sitting on the high chair and looking up slightly at the walking corpses on the table, the corners of her mouth hooked up with a hint of mockery.

After a while, when she wanted to turn around, she suddenly trembled, and noticed that a pair of eyes were staring at her, emitting a terrible light, and she suffocated the remaining two-thirds of the fruit wine, grabbed the paper bag and prepared to leave, but she did not see the figure of stepping down from the stage in the afterglow.

Luckily, it was in time.

Walking faster and faster step by step, a leg out of thin air instantly intercepted her right leg that stepped forward, and she couldn't escape.

"What are you doing running so fast? Are you afraid of me? ”

There is no doubt in the questioning sentence, and the meaning of the joke is so obvious that it is too lazy to cover it.

"Sheng Yingrui, you are really haunted! I don't know who is in my way, several times of rude teasing, if I don't leave, will I still go against you? ”

This kind of behavior is really unremarkable, and the anger in her eyes is bright.

"Are you disappointed?"

"What?"

"I saw you that day."

He meant that on the day of the dinner at the new restaurant, he really saw it, but he just pretended not to see it.

"I forgot, disappointed? Do you really think too much of yourself and think that all women will like you? It's too conceited. ”

"That's good. Since you don't like it, sit with me, don't force you, the choice is yours. ”

The arrogant turn didn't seem to be begging for a companion at all, he sat down freely, swaying the glass in his hand, the wine was yellow and turbid, and even Bing suddenly tasted bitterness.

"Half an hour at most, otherwise you won't be able to get a taxi."

The reason is quite lame, having money can make the ghost grind, and she can get a taxi, and it won't cost her a few dollars. The words she said were the water that was spilled, and she couldn't take it back, so she sat proudly, and ordered another glass of fruit wine.

"Do you think family affection is really the greatest love in the world, as people say?"

Unexpectedly, the question was not about her, and if it was too heavy, it would be difficult for her to speak, just like his confused look.

"yes, most of them."

"But why, what I get is not at all like what others say, companionship, encouragement, protection and praise, I have never felt it."

"What's wrong with you..."? The latter words were intercepted by him.

"Do you have a mother like that, the flesh and bones of the October pregnancy can be used as air; I would rather buy cakes and toys for the neighbor's children than cook hot porridge for my hungry children; When he laughs, she beats, when he cries, she pinchs, and when he doesn't speak, she scolds; After sending him away, he made a lot of money and went far away, never to come back. ”

"Is it you..."Mom?

"Have you ever had that kind of father? Shouldn't it be unbiased to keep saying that he is good to him, but in fact leaving the best things for another child? In the parent-teacher meeting of two children in the same school, he will always only have time to attend his brother's, and he will even forget his younger son's countless begging, and go on a trip without worry; When he grew up, this father even made him give up what he wanted to do the most, and in the end it was all about exploitation. ”

Lian Bing understood, what he wanted was not her answer, but it was enough to listen to him quietly, it turned out that his stubborn and persistent life was not easy, and he was distressed for no reason, she couldn't empathize, just listening to the cold chill around her body.

"These are not enough to defeat him, the most terrifying thing for him is the brother who hides the knife in his smile, on the surface he is the three good brothers that everyone envies, who will know that he is the real beast? was kind to him at the beginning, every point was a calculation, and the city was so deep that it was unreasonably frightening. ”

His eyes were red, and he deliberately controlled that he could not shed tears but could not make his eyes lie. For some reason, she wanted to touch his head and tell him that it was okay and that he should run away.

"Don't pity me, I'm not that fragile, I'm not a good person compared to them."

The hand that stopped in mid-air paused for a few seconds, and before she could be noticed, she gently withdrew it, and she twitched the corners of her mouth.

"I don't pity you, there's nothing to pity, you haven't encountered a good family relationship, but you can't deny it, not having it now doesn't mean you can't have it in the future."

I didn't take a few sips of wine, but I listened to people, and Lian Bing picked up the cup and drank it all, his mouth full of sourness. The taste of wine is also based on the mood, and it can't be faked. Her home was better than his, good or bad, at least for now, suffocating her, or she wouldn't have wanted to run away.

"Later? No expectations, I don't need to. ”

He has long been insensitive, and the remaining hope in his heart has been burned by the wicked people, and there is not even ashes left.

"It's not a good thing to be paranoid, you have to be a normal person."

She can comfort others as an outsider, but she can't save herself. It's so funny, abnormal people want to pull others back to the shore, just like people who fall into a cliff want to push people who have stepped into the abyss back to the ground.

"Lian Bing, you are the only person I can talk about without defense, only you, I will find it not so difficult to say."

For the first time, she told all about the past with a woman who was not familiar, and she didn't comfort him, and he didn't need it.

"It's hard to say it, and being willing to uncover the scar to others also proves that it has become less harmful, and it is no longer a bottomless thorn." Unlike herself, she is a person who can't expose her scars even if she dies, whether it's her best friend or her closest lover, she can't do it, and some emotions can only be hidden in the deepest corners to let it slowly ferment and change.

"Half an hour is up, and the wine is finished, you should go, why do you still want to accompany me?"

The fickle man, who was bitter and hateful in the first few minutes, suddenly disappeared in this second.

"I'll be with you! Let's go now!"

I've been with Xin Xiaoluo for a long time, and she's good at scolding, but she likes it tightly, she has to scold and yell when she's unhappy, endure hurting herself, what if you're uncivilized, just be happy, you have to look at other people's faces to do anything, and it's inevitable that you're too tired to live!

"Where's my stuff?" The paper bag was not on the table, and she was sweating anxiously.

"You mean that?" The paper bag was placed on Sheng Yingrui's lap, and Lian Bing reached out to take it.

"Hey, tell me what this is? What's the hurry, I'll give it to you. ”

"Take it, you said you wouldn't force me." This thing is very important to her, and if it is broken, she will have to go back to that home, and she does not want to go back.

"If you don't say it, I'll take it out and see it myself?"

"I got a scholarship, which is the personal and family information that the school wants, nothing special." Her expression was no longer flustered, and she was calm, as if it didn't matter if she lost it, she could take another copy.

"So, you're not at school but you're going home to get your materials? Yes, if I study hard, the scholarship should be soft, but unfortunately the money is too small to get into my eyes, oh, here you go!"

What he thought it was, it turned out to be just ordinary information.

"Arrogant, you can't get it if you study hard, although the money is not much, but it is also an encouragement to learn, don't talk nonsense if you don't understand."

When she got the bag back, she didn't want to say more, it was time to take a taxi back to school.

Walking to the street, strolling for a few kilometers, she didn't see a taxi, she didn't have a chance to come up with more money, would she be tired to death when she walked back? It's dawn, and by the way, she doesn't know the way yet.

Just as she was about to accept her fate, a piercing horn sounded behind her, and the headlights were too bright for her to open her eyes to see who it was.

It was a fiery red sports car, expensive and gorgeous, really eye-catching, and a delicate face slid down the window and poked out, "Come on, I'll send you back." ”

"No, you drink, you don't drive, you don't drink while driving, it's too dangerous and your life is at stake."

She still wants to stay in a hotel, and it is very cost-effective to spend a little money to save her life, and she doesn't plan to take care of him anymore.

"Hey, I'm not drinking wine but juice, you don't want to die, I don't want to die, hurry up."

It didn't sound like it was bluffing her, and she hesitated for a moment, then opened the door and sat in the back seat.

"The co-pilot doesn't have a nail, so you don't want to sit in the back?"

Lian Bing treated him as a beast of the flood, and his careful appearance made him cry and laugh.

"There's a lot of nonsense, drive yours, remember to be steady. The smell of your car is weird... Wait... Wait a minute... Swindler! You dare to say you didn't drink! Stop... Stop, I'm going down!"

The sense of smell paused a little, and then realized that she smelled it, it wasn't the wine that cut her head!

"Sit tight, Young Master Ben, it's time to speed up, hahahaha!"

Don't lie to her, she'll get in the car? You can't be too honest, white lies come from good intentions, it doesn't matter! Putting a woman on the road in the middle of the night, he is not at ease, and he can feel at ease by escorting him by himself.

"Sheng... Hero... Astute! Drive slower!"

The wind was fast, the scenery outside the car window was unpredictable, and the seat belt was a good thing, and she didn't die of it. When she could adapt to the fast speed, Sheng Yingrui slowed down again, and the snail couldn't move the house as much as he dragged it.

The car stopped, the windows went down, and it turned out that when she arrived at the school, she didn't notice.

"It's all here, you drive the door lock?"

"Lian Bing, tonight, thank you!"

She was stunned for a while, the thank you in Sheng Yingrui's mouth, she couldn't stand it, she didn't know how to reply to him.

"Sheng Yingrui, if you really want to thank me, please open the door lock, don't want your money, just make a small effort."

"Alright."

"Well, no more!" She shook her hand to show her runaway.

"A woman who doesn't understand the amorous feelings!"

When her figure disappeared from sight, he drove to the parking lot, and the night grew colder.