In the end, I ran away.

In fact, Yuan Chang didn't tell me all the truth, and he finally said that he didn't want me to ask any more.

Since he didn't want me to know, I didn't ask him again.

As for my previous memories, I talked to him after searching for famous doctors and knowing that I had no hope of recovering my memories.

At that time, I was standing in the garden trimming the flowers and plants, and Yuan Chang stood by and watched me trim the flowers and plants. It was an excellent orchid, and Yuan Chang allowed me to cut it, saying that I didn't want to pay for it if it was broken, so I picked up the scissors.

I called him and he answered me, and I asked him, "What kind of person was I?" ”

He was silent for a moment and said, "Why do you ask?" ”

"It's nothing," I said as I tread the orchid, smiling, "I'm just curious about myself." I used to be a good person and a bad person. What kind of friends did I make, and do I have any relatives left? Also, have you ever been married? Have you ever had a baby, or ......?"

"You should have been a Qi country before." Yuan Chang interrupted me.

I turned to look at him and asked, "How do you know?" ”

He also looked at me and replied, "The clothes you were wearing at that time were all in the style of Qi, and you were carrying Qi coins, so I guess you are from Qi." I have sent people to the country of Qi to look for your parents, but the scope is too wide to find them so far. ”

I straightened out the orchid in my hand again, laughed, and said, "I didn't expect the dignified Jiang Guo's son Chang to make such a mistake." ”

Yuan Chang also smiled and asked me, "Why do you say that I made mistakes?" ”

I put down the scissors, turned to look at him, and said, "As I said, I only told you when we first met, my name is Rong Xi, and my parents are dead. I suspect that the name of Rong Xi must be fake, because according to my heart, I will also use a pseudonym in order to prevent you from investigating my details. And when I say that both parents died, most of them are true, because the parents of the person who gave birth to me, they and I not only have the grace of childbirth, but also the grace of teaching. ”

"Maybe you're trying to protect them, too?" Yuan Chang asked me with a smile.

I also laughed back at him: "If I am from Qi and come to Jiang Country to seek medicine, it may mean that my family is poor and I have no one to do, so I can only come by myself." From the State of Qi to the State of Jiang, he was far away from his parents and could not serve, which was regarded as unfilial piety.

In a foreign country, it is claimed that both of my parents who are still alive are dead, and I have not returned for a long time, and no one has ever come to look for me, there are only two possibilities, one is that there is no one else in the family except my parents, but they have no idea where I have gone. In any case, it is unkind.

If I am really such an unkind and unfilial person, I deserve to die if I get sick. Since God asked you to save me, it proves that I am not, and most of the words that my parents died are true.

You didn't think of this, second, you don't know my real name, third, the country of Qi is so big, and you don't know where my home is, so you rashly went to a foreign country to help me find my parents, I really don't know whether to say hello or stupid. ”

After I finished speaking, I turned around and continued to fiddle with the orchid, not noticing that Yuan Chang's eyes darkened, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

I said to myself, "It's ridiculous that I survived nine deaths, but I don't even know who I am." ”

I didn't see Yuan Chang answer for a long time, I turned my head to look at him, and he saw him raise his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently touched my cheek, looked into my eyes, and said to me: "Ah Rong, don't look for the previous memory, that memory is too painful for you, since you have forgotten, it is the will of heaven, why do you have to think about it......"

Yuan Chang hadn't finished speaking, and the next second I saw his hand frozen in the air.

It's me taking a step back, it's not a psychological reaction, it's a physical instinct. I didn't even know when I took a step back, avoiding his hand without leaving a trace.

I didn't know what to say, so he slowly lowered his hand, put on his usual smile, and said, "I'm sorry, I was abrupt." ”

Actually, what I think is, could it be that Yuan Chang really raised a princess in the mansion as people said?

And with a smile on his face, he said that it was okay, and asked him: "How do you know that my previous memories are painful." ”

He smiled and said, "When I was in Fengshan, I asked you about the past, but your face was painful and you said you didn't want to mention it. I'm guessing you've been hurt before. ”

I think it's awkward for both of us to continue talking. So he picked up the orchid and said to him: "I want this pot of orchids, thank you." ”

He looked at me, smiled, and said, "Okay." ”

I turned around and walked to the back room, where Yuan Chang was standing.

I didn't tell Mototsune, even if someone had hurt me before, I wanted to know who it was.

Yuan Chang didn't tell me either, what he thought in his heart was that even if I lost my memory, I would still be the same as before, and I hadn't changed at all. If he hadn't mentioned it to me so much later, I don't think I would have known.

The garden is very large and has good lighting. There are a lot of flowers and plants in it, especially my favorite orchids, which have been planted in half a garden, of various types. I think Xu Shiyuan usually loves these things. I used to love to go, but after this incident, I went less. Later, Jinxiang told me that her family is usually very busy and does not have time to come here to enjoy the flowers, and this garden is specially repaired for me, hoping that it will be beneficial to my recovery.

I felt that I couldn't live up to Yuan Chang's intentions, so I went to work harder again.

I don't think I've ever been completely ill until now, and I don't know if there will be any other legacy besides amnesia.

But it's all good, whether it's lying in bed for a year, or raising it on the ground for a year, it's been two years in this world's mansion. Because I didn't want to go out after I got better, so the weather gradually improved after the year, and Yuan Chang invited the troupe and the storyteller, hoping that I could be more energetic and refreshed.

This is Yuan Chang's kindness, I can't brush it, and he won't let me brush it. Even if you don't like it, you can only bear it.

But he is also the son of a country, and it is extremely disadvantageous for him to do this, because it is difficult to block the mouths of the people in this world.

But I can't convince him now, and I don't know what to do, and I have a headache when I think about it.

So on a moonlit night in early February, he sat at his desk as usual and made official documents, and I sat next to him and read a book. Taking advantage of the moment when he finished approving a volume, he said to him: "Yuan Chang, you are the son of Jiang Guo." ”

He looked up and replied, "So what? ”

I slapped the desk and said very confidently: "Therefore, the prince of the world should be concerned about the affairs of the family and the country, the affairs of the people of the world, and the affairs of neighboring countries near and far, not these trivial matters." You dethrone your duty. Stirring up a storm in the city, is it a gift for the prince of the country? If you don't enter the palace in the house, don't worship, and don't manage the government, how can you be the son of the country? ”

I thought that if I said this, Yuan Chang would give up doing this and concentrate on the affairs of the country. Unexpectedly, he put down his pen, smiled, and asked me, "Do you want to settle down by yourself, or are you afraid of gossip outside, or ...... Are you concerned about me? ”