Fan Lu sat on the plane back to Japan, listening to music and looking out the window, and her thoughts quickly turned to when she first came to the United States, when Fan Lu's mother did not know what her daughter was thinking.

According to his mother's proposal, he went to buy a plane ticket to the United States, and on the way, he felt a little sorry for his daughter, so he said, "Daughter, you won't see each other when you leave, remember to call me when you get to the United States, let me feel at ease, and don't worry about your living expenses, we will call you." ”

Fan Lu smiled gently, motioned to her mother to put her luggage at the security check, and said, "Don't worry, I know, besides, although our family is not as strong as before, it can still be counted here, I don't think my father will leave me alone, not to mention that he won't do it." ”

Speaking of this, the smile on the corner of his lips deepened, and there was a meaningful cold light in his eyes. I have parents at home, but I can only rely on myself outside. Seeing that other people's children are all protected by their respective mothers, and going to the United States by themselves is nothing.

Therefore, from this point of view, he is still a person, even if he spends all his savings, his father and mother will give him living expenses as promised. It's just a pity that I have already seen all this, my father just wants me to cut off all contact with Zhang Hu, and even my mobile phone number has been changed for me. Although she successfully boarded the plane, she didn't say a word along the way, and the mother watched her daughter's plane take off in the waiting hall before leaving.

There was a slight vibration when the plane took off, Fan Lu did not open her eyes, but slept with her eyes closed, recalling the scene of the quarrel with her father, tears flowed down unconsciously, and she hurriedly took the paper and wiped it dry. When he opened his eyes, he noticed that a man next to him was looking at him, and he was stunned for a moment, and the smile on the corner of his lips became softer and sweeter.

With such a beautiful face, people must remember that it was with his beautiful face and talent that he entered the vocal music academy. Facing the man in front of him, his gaze only stopped on his face for a few seconds before he withdrew his gaze and lowered his eyes to the magazine in his hand.

Although he did not speak, my eyes froze when he reached out to read his magazine, which was headlined --- Brother transplanted his own heart to his sister.

Seeing that he had read a few glances, he closed the magazine, and was about to close his eyes to rest, paused, and said without fear, "Sir, can I borrow your magazine to read?" ”

The man saw me speak, looked at me from head to toe, and looked at me with a smile, he probably didn't expect that I was actually talking to a generous person, it must be a girl from a rich family, although it felt weird, his eyes were slightly darkened, and his fingers didn't move.

When I saw that he didn't care about me, I said, "If you don't want to, forget it." ”

If people don't want to, there's no need to force it, it's just a magazine, and you can buy a copy from a bookstore in the United States.

"Here you go, just remember to give it back to me after you read it." The man sitting next to him said.

I was startled, so I reached out to pick up the magazine, held it in my hand and said, "Okay."

Thanks, I'll give it back to you after reading it. ”

Holding the borrowed magazine, the man next to him was already asleep, and when the magazine was finished, he carefully put it next to him, and did not fry him until he fell asleep. Continue to look out the window, the blue sky and white clouds outside are very beautiful, if only Brother Zhang Hu was by my side.

I was very happy when I was with Zhang Hu, a completely different feeling, his gentleness, carefulness, completely surrounded and melted himself. He is like an ocean, and I am that drop of water, and if it drops, it will never be recovered; It's like a burning bonfire, and the moths that are blind in the dark will pounce on the bonfire, no matter how hot it is, without hesitation.

But Zhang Hu still understands that women are a good medicine, which can heal scars and iron the soul; But at the same time, women are also drugs, which bring you boundless happiness and make you deeply trapped in them. Fan Lu was originally a conservative girl, but she was still a jade girl, even if she was really together, she would insist on sleeping alone, and no unexpected things would happen.

Now that I'm gone, I didn't say hello to Zhang Hu, what is this? Does it count as a breakup? Could it be that I have become an irresponsible person, what will he think of me? After thinking about it, I really couldn't think of it, so I simply stopped thinking about this brain-consuming question, turned over and started sleeping.

When I arrived in the United States, I began my further studies, and after I left, I took a plane back without stopping. I hope to contact Zhang Hu as soon as I get home, telling him that I miss him very much in the past four years, and I want to start over with him and apologize to him.

Her parents had already stood at the pick-up gate, and the plane made by Fan Lu had landed, and her mother recognized her daughter at a glance, beckoned to Fan Lu and said, "Girl, here, here." ”

Fan Lu heard the voice and looked over, and saw that her parents were waving to her, laughing and speeding up her pace towards the exit, walked to her parents and said, "Parents, have you been waiting for a long time, the flight is a little late, is there a traffic jam on the way here?"

Fan's mother said happily, "We have just arrived, there is no traffic jam on the road, it is very smooth, is it very tiring to take a plane!" Go home and eat first and then take a good shower. ”

Listening to what his mother said, he nodded, "Okay, don't say I'm really hungry, do you have a meal I like?"

"Yes, yes, and this fish is the freshest, not to mention how delicious it tastes, but you have to eat more." Said with satisfaction.

"Daughter, are you still used to living in the United States? If there's anything you're not used to, just let us know, and we'll do everything we can to help you do it. Father Fan said.

"It's okay, I'm very satisfied with the place where I live, but I'm not used to their diet, and I'll get used to it in the future." After thinking for a while, he said.

"I said that my daughter must not be used to the American diet, you still don't believe it, now you look at our daughters, they have lost weight, they must not eat well, you are to blame." Fan's mother began to complain about Fan's father.

"I have seen it a long time ago, and I use you to remind me that I also feel sorry for my daughter, and you alone feel sorry for her, right? Besides, I sent my daughter out for further study, didn't I just want my daughter to have a good life? end

After so many years of hard work, there must be a reward, right? It's not just your daughter, it's my daughter. "I was very unhappy to be counted by my wife.

Watching my parents fight in front of me, I was very unhappy, and if I thought about it carefully, I didn't know that every word my parents said was good to me, and it was all from my heart, but when I heard this, my heart would become more and more uncomfortable.

"Mom and Dad, don't you two quarrel, isn't it shameful enough? Don't you see that everyone else is looking at our house? I know what you said is good for me, but you still have to ask my opinion for what kind of decision to make, I hope that in the future, there will be no quarrels at home, and I want to be happy. Seeing that the eyes of the people around him were staring at their parents, he hurriedly stepped forward to stop them.

"Okay, okay, listen to my daughter. Don't quarrel with you, after all, after so many years of being a husband and wife with you, the only right choice is to give birth to a daughter, if it weren't for her, I would have divorced you a long time ago. ”

"Mom, you two won't sleep in separate rooms for the past four years, right?" Said in surprise.

When I asked this, my mother stopped talking, lowered her head and took my hand and walked to the parking lot.

"If you don't speak, you'll admit that you've slept in separate rooms, I know." Said sadly.

Mother Fan saw that her daughter's expression was a little wrong, and hurriedly explained: "It's okay, although your father and I sleep in separate rooms, we still love you, and we won't really divorce." ”

Listening to my mother's words, my heart was even more sad, I obviously loved each other deeply, why didn't I give each other a step down, I had to freeze in place, I suffered myself and others. While this is not desirable, what they have already decided cannot be changed.

I smiled calmly, didn't say anything, didn't talk all the way, quietly watched the scenery on the road, and it wasn't until I got home that my mother pulled me back from my contemplative train of thought.

Maybe all this, as long as I am willing, they will give it with both hands, maybe you don't believe it, if I can find someone who loves me in this life, how happy it would be for the person I love to live together! Then my life will be truly complete.

"Daughter, before you went to the United States, you said you wanted a yard, now you can see if there is a yard." Pointing to the scene in front of him.

Looking at the beautiful yard, he finally smiled and said to his mother, "Thank you, Mom, I like it very much, and now I have my own yard." As he spoke, he dropped his luggage and ran straight over, looking east and west, and looking at everything he thought was beautiful.

Urged by his parents to go back to the house for dinner, he turned back after walking three steps, left the yard, and went directly to the restaurant to eat. After eating, I went upstairs to take a shower, and after cleaning up, I went downstairs to chat with my parents, and we went upstairs to sleep until late.

I got up early the next morning, and a few days before I went home, I checked Zhang Huge's phone number and address, as well as several places he often visited, and came back this time to explain why he left without saying a word, and he had not been contacted for four years.

After four years, Fan Lu finally found Zhang Hu, and Zhang Hu hadn't seen Fan Lu for a long time, first one

Stunned to remember her, he walked up to her, took her hand and walked to the stairwell.

"You're really stiff-winged, you haven't contacted me for four years, not to mention that you can bear it." Swallowing his anger, he said.

"I know it's wrong, but I'm also forced to be helpless, it's my father who forced me to cut off contact with you, and confiscated my mobile phone, so I didn't succeed in contacting you, and I checked my email for a long time to find out, I hurried back as soon as I found out, and the first thing I did when I came back was to come to you." Said apologetically,

"And what are you doing when you come back now? Do you want to continue to start over with me? If that's the case then you give up, I'm married now, you see I've already put on my wedding ring, it's impossible. Stretching out his left hand, he said angrily.

"No way, you're lying to me, it's not true, I just want to start over with you when I come back, I can't live without you, please give me almost one more time, okay?" Shaking his head as he spoke.

"I'm sorry, it's really impossible for us, you give up, my sons are already three years old, do you think it looks good?" As he spoke, he opened the photo in the photo album of his phone.

Looking at the photos in the phone, he stopped for a long time and didn't open his mouth to speak again, until Zhang Hu took the phone back, and then squatted down and hugged himself and cried bitterly, all of this was caused by his father, and it was his father who did not agree that he and Zhang Hu were together.

"Lulu, forget me, you will meet the person who loves you and loves you, after all, we haven't seen each other for so many years, and some habits have long been changed." Zhang Hu squatted down and comforted himself and said.

"Can you fulfill one of my requests? Just one, I definitely won't ask for more. He said with a finger outstretched.

"Say, as long as it's not too demanding, I can accommodate you." After thinking for a while, he said.

"You.... Can you kiss me again, just once, I promise you won't next time. He said in prayer.

When Zhang Hu heard Fan Lu say this, he was stunned at first, lowered his head and pondered for a while before agreeing, tilted his head and slowly approached Fan Lu's lips, kissed her lips gently, stayed on her lips for a few minutes before letting go, patted Fan Lu's shoulder and stood up straight and left the stairwell, and Fan Lu was the only one crying in the stairwell, and when he came out, his eyes were already swollen like a peach. Came to the bathroom to wash my face was much better, out of here did not go home directly, but walked the road I had walked again, which was also a slow let go of the past, and my parents called several times halfway but did not answer. I didn't get home until dark, and I didn't have any explanation in the face of my parents' questioning, so I said, "I'm tired and want to rest, don't bother me, I've already eaten dinner." He went straight back to his room.

Fan's father really couldn't look past it, and wanted to rush up to ask where his daughter went, but he was stopped by Fan's mother before she went upstairs, "You didn't listen to her, she was tired and wanted to rest, and dinner had already been eaten, so don't bother her, let her have a good rest!"

"But don't you see that her eyes are already swollen with crying?" Father Fan said anxiously.

"I've seen it for a long time

I also know where she went early in the morning, but it's good that this is good, and she will have a long memory of it in the future. "See through everything and say.

"Are you saying that she went to Zhang Hu early in the morning and was rejected by Zhang Hu?" Asked suspiciously.

"That's it for her now, not to mention that Zhang Hu is already married, and the children are already three years old, so it's impossible." Say yes.

"It's impossible, that's good, I'm still afraid that she will make trouble when she comes back, and I can't stand her." Said reassuringly.

"Leave her alone, let's eat quickly!" Fan's mother pulled Fan's father towards the dining room.

Back in the room, Fan Lu took out a notebook from the bedside table, opened it and saw that there was a specimen of a bright red rose, which was given to him by Zhang Hu on the day he became his girlfriend. Thinking that he was married and had children, he angrily walked to the trash can and threw the specimen of roses into it, but as soon as he threw it in, he began to be reluctant. After a while, he collected the specimen of roses from the trash can and carefully stuffed them back into his notebook again.

Looking at the fallen petals, Fan Lu suddenly felt extremely distressed. Put the notebook on the bed, lay on the bed and stared at the roses distractedly, and muttered, "Zhang Hu, I hate you." ”

(End of chapter)