Chapter 5 Since you don't love it, hate it
"Everyone, stop what you're doing, and I'll say a few words." Tong Wan clapped his hands, and Ding Fatzi, Zhou Daguang, and Wu Jinjin surrounded him when they heard the sound.
Tong Wan looked at the three people gathered in front of him and couldn't cry or laugh for a while.
The oil stains on the side of Ding Fatman's mouth that had not been wiped off nakedly accused the owner of the mouth of having just eaten again, and Zhou Daguang looked at the shell nails he had just made from time to time, and his face was intoxicated and immersed in the climax of self-obscenity, while Wu Jinjin still looked sluggish and couldn't hold back half a sentence after being killed, staring blankly ahead.
How could he encounter such a group of strange people, Tong Wan felt a trace of bitterness in his heart.
Clearing her throat helplessly, she continued, "The new planning task has come down, although we are a temporary group A, but I hope everyone can cheer up and take this opportunity seriously." After speaking, Tong Wan cast an expected gaze at the three people in front of him.
However, the three of them didn't seem to listen to Tong Wan's impassioned speech, but just nodded frequently with their faces held high.
Tong Wan was speechless for a while, in fact, he was just an ordinary marginal planner before coming to Vagas, but fortunately he followed the right leader, and he grew rapidly in two years and achieved great results. Until the company's senior management infighting, the leader became cannon fodder and left the company, Tong Wan also left one after another. Now facing a few strange subordinates under his hands, it is indeed a little difficult for Tong Wan, who has little management experience.
Tong Wan saw that the three of them didn't react, so he simply put down the posture of the team leader and leaned against the table.
Slowly pulled out a box of Camel cigarettes from his bag, lit it with a "pop" and clamped it between his fingertips.
The three of them were stunned by Tong Wan's actions.
Ding Fatzi: I didn't expect the team leader to look like a white rabbit at ordinary times, and he still has such a social sister's side, he can't be provoked, he can't be provoked......
Zhou Daguang: Wow, the team leader is a good man, chirp mi, I like it so much......
Wu Jinjin: The company stipulates that smoking is prohibited in the workplace...... Leader......
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Tong Wan endured the violent smell of smoke that gradually penetrated into his nose, and frowned in disgust, he didn't expect that the things left by that person would come in handy today.
Gritting his teeth, he took a sharp breath and spat heavily on the smoke ring.
Tong Wan narrowed her eyes and said to the three of them again, "Let's tell you directly, I also came to Vagas because of various reasons, since I came, I happened to get together with everyone again, that is fate." Regardless of whether this case can be completed or not, I hope that everyone will feel a clear conscience in the end. ”
The strong smell of tobacco wrapped Tong Wan's words and blew them towards the three people, and in the smoke, Tong Wan couldn't see the expressions of the three people at the moment.
After a long time, Fat Ding wiped his mouth and took the lead in saying, "Don't worry, team leader." So he buried himself in sorting out the information.
Tong Wan looked at Ding Fatzi's rare serious appearance with relief, she didn't smoke this cigarette in vain.
Shaking off the ashes, she turned her gaze to Zhou Daguang again.
I saw a crimson flash on Zhou Daguang's cheeks with thick pores, "Team leader, I'm going to follow you in my life!" Zhou Daguang shyly buttoned his nails and threw a wink at Tong Wan.
Tong Wan......
"Ahem-ahem—what about you?"
Tong Wan, who was frightened by Zhou Daguang's actions and choked on cigarettes, turned his head and pointed at Wu Jinjin and asked.
Wu Jinjin still pushed the pair of black-framed glasses unhurriedly, nodded solemnly to Tong Wan, and the rolling Adam's apple seemed to say something but swallowed it back shyly.
"Okay, then let's start now, three months, fighting!" Tong Wan pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, the spark went out, and a puff of green smoke rose from the embers.
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After getting off work, Tong Wan packed up her things and walked out of the Vagas building with her bag.
The air in late autumn suddenly cooled a lot, Tong Wan sniffed and wrapped his coat tightly.
At the beginning of the lanterns, there was a familiar figure standing under the neon lights in the distance, the yellowish light stretched the shadow of the person very long, even after so long, Tong Wan could still recognize him at a glance.
The man who abandoned his cheating new love will probably be recognized by himself when he turns into ashes.
Tong Wan slowed down and lowered the brim of her hat, at this moment she only wished that the two of them would be okay in their respective worlds, maybe not disturbing was the best fulfillment.
"Tong Wan!" Seeing Tong Wan approaching, the man rushed forward and grabbed her arm.
Tong Wan stared, looking at the face that suddenly appeared in front of him, this face that had made him obsessed and sinking, and he would feel extremely disgusted when he looked at it more at this moment.
"I'm sorry, you recognized the wrong person." Tong Wan panicked and wanted to struggle to leave, but the huge power gap trapped her in place, unable to move.
"You let go, let go of me!" Tong Wan was a little angry, after so long, this man still didn't understand what respect was.
In a hurry, a slap was thrown into the man's face.
The man stopped the movement of his hand and looked at Tong Wan with some surprise, and everything around him instantly stopped.
Tong Wan didn't expect that from the day she pushed the door in and saw the man in front of her and another woman naked on the bed, to the scene of slamming the door and leaving and deleting all contact information, she has not had any contact with a man so far, and today she completely ended this relationship with a slap.
But it's okay, this slap is what he deserves, and everyone doesn't owe each other from now on, Tong Wan cursed secretly in his heart.
The man didn't speak, he just looked at Tong Wan quietly, and a strong smell of tobacco came to his face, lingering on the tip of his nose. Tong Wan smiled bitterly, he really loved himself more, even though he knew that Tong Wan didn't like the smell of smoke, even though Tong Wan had persuaded him to quit smoking several times before, he still didn't think so.
That's it, no matter what he does, it has nothing to do with him now.
"Have you seen enough?" Tong Wan raised his head and met the man's gaze with an indifferent expression.
"What does it take for you to forgive me?" The man's mood became agitated, and the strength of the hand holding Tong Wan's shoulder became a little heavier.
Tong Wan endured the pain and bit her lip.
Really ridiculous, forgive? Now begging me for forgiveness? Lin Guan, you are still as innocent as when you chased me!
Tong Wan sneered, stared at the man's dim eyes and said contemptuously, "What do you think it takes for me to forgive you?" ”
Tong Wan's rhetorical question was like a slap in the face of a man. He didn't expect that the docile little white rabbit would put on a thick armor at some point, which was so hard that he was afraid, and he didn't know that this armor was forged and imposed on Tong Wan by himself.
"I ......" the man was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to answer.
Tong Wan felt a little sad when he saw the man's embarrassed appearance. How proud Lin Guan was in the past, proud like a lion, and because he loved him, he was willing to be the little white rabbit. But now, the lion's crown is gone, and the little white rabbit has become a hard hedgehog. All things are thanks to you.
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"Lin Guan, as long as you kneel, I will forgive you." Tong Wan said lightly, without any emotion in his tone.
The man's hand slowly slipped from Tong Wan's shoulder, and Tong Wan's words were like a sharp sword with barbs piercing his heart mercilessly, and once it was withdrawn, the flesh and blood were blurred.
Tong Wan knew that he would not let go of that ridiculous self-esteem for himself, God knows, how much he loved that face, saying this sentence was nothing more than wanting him to retreat and break his thoughts.
However, at the moment when Tong Wan blinked, the air in front of him suddenly pulled away, a car roared past, and the man fell heavily to his knees.
For a moment, his vision was blurred, but Tong Wan couldn't see clearly......
Lin Guan, you are so stupid, I just lied to you, how can you really kneel down. I love your pride, I love your self-righteousness, I love everything about you...... But that's all in the past...... Now that I don't love it, please let me go and let yourself go......
Tong Wan turned around, let hot tears slide down his eyes, the cool breeze was biting, but Tong Wan couldn't feel any temperature.
The figure of the man behind him was lonely and lonely, he slowly raised his head and looked at the back of Tong Wan leaving.
He knew that from this moment on, he was completely lost.
Tong Wan, since you don't love it, then hate it.