The restaurant manager replied: "There is no way, in this world, people like us, there is no way to live without cheating, we can't face the whole world like him, and we can't be a person who does nothing in peace, and the operation of shopping malls and capital is a game in itself, and the rules in the game are traps and a necessary part of the game. ”

"No, there is another kind of people who are willing to be outcasts, who are outside the chessboard in the first place. Just like him, he wasn't on the board in the first place, so neither you nor I could use this piece, but we couldn't ignore his presence. Girls call this love, and boys call it brothers. But we just don't get it. ”

The restaurant manager smiled dumbly: "It's really to the point, if he were that kind of kitsch person, I wouldn't be interested in him, and you wouldn't have any good feelings for him, just when he was a wandering beggar and gave him some money." ”

Zhou Yan didn't object, but told the restaurant manager: "You are wrong, if he is a kitsch person, I will not easily take out the hundred yuan, it is precisely because I saw that he is not a kitsch person, so I took out a hundred yuan, although his sacredness is far beyond my imagination, but I did know from the beginning, he is not a kitsch person." ”

The restaurant manager smiled and didn't say anything.

Zhou Yan returned to the restaurant, sat in that position, looked out the window and asked the waiter: "I still have a dish, how long will it take?" ”

"Because the food you ordered is reserved, although the boss has instructed you to prepare it first, I'm afraid it will take a long time, about two to three hours."

Zhou Yan nodded and asked the waiter, "Is there any place near here with a good scenery to pass the time?" I'll go for a walk. ”

The waiter said, "There's a dance studio upstairs, do you want to check it out?" ”

Zhou Yan didn't want to go, but it seemed that she didn't choose, she was not very unfamiliar with this area, and there was indeed nothing worth visiting.

Zhou Yan thought for a while: "Forget it, I'll wait here." ”

If it was in the past, she would have gone to see it, but today she felt very lazy, she didn't want to move at all, and she didn't want to do anything that seemed to be motivated.

Mu Sen's sudden departure was undoubtedly sad for Zhou Yan. Although she didn't see each other much before, she was not so sad when she was in a city, thinking about being in a city with him, and thinking that meeting him was just a bus away, but now, he went to another city, and he may never come back, and they may never meet again, thinking about this, Zhou Yan felt very sad.

How to calculate people's encounter and parting, some people say that from the beginning of the meeting, parting will follow, and some people say that the encounter is just a transit station of parting, because parting can meet. Is it a meeting for the sake of parting, or a parting for the sake of meeting?

Zhou Yan didn't know, she tried hard to think about it, but she couldn't figure out whether she was parting for the sake of meeting, or meeting for the sake of parting. The encounter and parting in this world, is the encounter more meaningful, or the parting is more meaningful?

Zhou Yan didn't know, and the rest of the people wouldn't know. Because some people parted and then met again. But when we meet, it is sad or joyful, and it is also unknown. Some people are full of joy before they meet, but after they meet, they only have chickens flying and dogs jumping. Some people are hostile to each other when they meet, but they share joys and sorrows when they get along.

Zhou Yan and Mu Sen are finally happy. Their encounter was full of accidents, and so was their parting. When they met, he broke into her world without saying hello, and when they parted, he withdrew without reluctance. She was left alone, facing the city, everything was still familiar, but she no longer felt so familiar.

He was still sitting opposite just now, Zhou Yan looked at that position, and couldn't help but feel a little dazed in his heart, and couldn't help but ask himself: "Just now, was he really sitting opposite?" ”

At this point, she wasn't even sure if he was sitting across from him, or if he had just left, or if he had never arrived, and that everything was just her own fantasy.

How can it be just a fantasy, the short time with him is so real, it is real, his every move is like a blooming flower blooming in his heart, how can it be a fantasy. If this is a fantasy, there is no real existence in this world.

It's just that he's gone for the time being, that's all.

He'll come back, he will.

Zhou Yan looked out the window, at the bustling flow of people, and at the speeding cars.

She finally cried again.

"Did you get in the car?" Zhou Yan looked at the time, and the train that Mu Sen said would not leave for more than an hour.

She wanted to run out and pull him back.

But her body didn't move, she didn't dare, she knew, he wouldn't stay.

Even if you stay, it's not because you want to stay, but because you can't bear to leave.

"What a bad boy." Zhou Yan said to herself, she didn't know how she should face this mood, and she didn't know what she thought of that boy.

Brother? No, no, she felt a little more about him than her brother, a little more complicated. Is that a lover? No, from the beginning, she knew that she would inevitably like this little boy, but never thought that she would have something to do with him. They are not people of the same world, she likes to look at the scenery outside the window, and he likes to be the person outside the window.

Come to think of it, the word 'admirer' sums it up best. She adores him, his freedom, his talent, and his unbridled desire to find the life she wants.

"You are the scenery outside the window, I am the one who sees the scenery." Zhou Yan felt that there was no better way to describe the relationship between them than this sentence, and the boy playing outside the window was the most beautiful scenery in her eyes.

She loved the scenery, but her feet were chained to a huge iron ball at the other end, and her petite body could not break free, let alone move it, so she could only watch him play happily through the window.

But even so, she felt very satisfied, for for for a long time she had seen only a nasty gray patch, and it was his arrival that brought with him birds, grass, and flowers. A beautiful sky was decorated outside her window.

'That's good', Zhou Yan thought about it, and suddenly felt like crying.

Since she was born, she has never experienced such a thing, her life is very peaceful, and she doesn't even have a person she particularly likes or hates someone she particularly likes, such a Zhou Yan has experienced the feeling of wanting to cry for someone for the first time.

This mood is very uncomfortable, but it is not annoying, because for Zhou Yan, thinking about him feels very happy. Thinking about a person makes me feel very happy, so all the feelings he has because of him are not annoying, and they are all addictive.

But she tried to hold back, not because she was strong, but because she couldn't let others see her ugly side.

She kept staring out the window until the waiter served her last course.

This dish, which took more than five hours, was something she wanted to enjoy with him.

No, she knew from the beginning that he couldn't enjoy it with her.

Zhou Yan was in a bad mood, but she hid it well, eating a luxurious dinner, and no one could see that she was not happy at all.

She looked so happy, so noble and elegant.

But no one noticed that her heart was actually full of pain and contradictions, and in that place that no one else could see, a little girl hid in a dark corner and cried silently.

Nowadays, urbanites are already a daily routine. Everyone puts on a mask for themselves, and the mask is a smiling face, which is more beautiful than an angel, but on the other side of the mask, no one knows what it really looks like. Some people are still beautiful, some are full of decay and darkness, and some people support this smiling face with tears.

Once upon a time, Zhou Yan's other side was expressionless. She didn't have anything particularly happy or sad, she looked at the world blankly, and she wasn't interested in the things in this world. It's as if she's not from this world.

But now, she suddenly wanted to cry and laugh. The appearance of that boy decorated her world with a blue sky and white clouds, a sea of flowers and grasslands, so that she could finally see a different scenery, no longer gray.

Zhou Yan was very grateful to him and wanted to keep him, but at the same time, she was worried that once she retained her, her blue sky and white clouds, the sea of flowers and the grassland would be lost. Even his world will turn gray.

Zhou Yan was unwilling to let such a thing happen, or rather, she couldn't allow such a thing to happen. The boy who decorated her world with blue skies, white clouds, flowers, and grasslands, how could she make his world gray.

Zhou Yan suddenly remembered a sentence: "When you stare at the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you." "Once, she had always remembered this thing, thinking that all the unseeable worlds were flood beasts. But now, Zhou Yan suddenly thought, so when we look at the blue sky, the blue sky will also give us all the beauty.

The abyss is staring at us, and not because we are staring at the abyss. It's just that the abyss has been watching there, and we just happen to be in his field of vision.