Jiang Zhengxin didn't tell anyone about going to Murong Villa, since she could only go alone, she didn't want others to worry about her, so she only told Jiang Zhengyu that she was going to southern Sichuan to play.

Before leaving, she came to find Yu Yue, not to say goodbye, but to come and see him.

Maybe it's the last side.

As soon as he entered the mansion, Jiang Zhengxin smelled a particularly strong smell of medicine, and it happened that Nan Xuan was passing by with a decoction, Jiang Zhengxin stopped him and asked, "Xuan'er, who is sick?" ”

When Nan Xuan saw Jiang Zhengxin, his face became bitter, and he said, "Sister Xin'er, go and see the palace master, he fainted in the courtyard the night before yesterday, and his heart has been hurting terribly." ”

Jiang Zhengxin was shocked when he heard this, wasn't the day before yesterday the time when Yue Yue made rock sugar gourds for himself, he was fine when he sent himself home, why did he suddenly faint in pain, could it really be a cold?

Jiang Zhengxin didn't say anything to Nan Xuan, and hurriedly ran into Yue Yue's house.

Yu Yue was lying on the bed and fell asleep, and even the sound of the door opening did not wake him up.

His face was very pale, like the frost condensed on the white cherry blossoms, without a trace of blood, his breathing was not as even as usual, and his eyebrows were always locked, as if he had sunk into a nightmare, and his brows were worried.

Jiang Zhengxin was very distressed, but he didn't dare to wake him up, sat down on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to touch Yu Yue's face, and said in a very soft voice: "Xiao Yue, I'm about to find the fairy antlers, you wait, I will definitely cure you." ”

I don't know how long it took, Wei Yue woke up, the moment he saw Jiang Zhengxin, his eyes were gentle, and then he quickly became cold, and whispered, "You are here." ”

Jiang Zhengxin was a little dazed, a little stunned, Yue Yue had never been so cold to herself, even colder than when she deliberately kept her distance from herself before.

But she didn't bother to think about it, and said to Yue Yue: "Yes, I came to see you, do you feel better?" ”

Yu Yue barely sat up, and then said, "It's okay, I'm a little tired from practicing, so I slept longer." ”

He didn't look like he was at all idle, his face was very tired, his black hair was scattered, and thousands of strands hung down on his chest, and his purple eyes were dim, as if shrouded in mist.

Jiang Zhengxin bit his lip tightly and looked at Wei Yue, even if he pretended to have nothing to do, Jiang Zhengxin could still see his haggard and weak. He used to hide his heart pain very well, but this time it was really painful, so even if he tried hard, he still showed his feet.

Jiang Zhengxin said: "Don't lie to me, Nan Xuandu has already told me, why did you suddenly faint?" Have you called Doctor Zhong to see it? ”

Yu Yue frowned, and said impatiently: "I have already said that it is okay." ”

"......" Jiang Zhengxin was frightened by Yu Yue's expression, and his eyes widened slightly.

Wei Yue looked at her like thousands of needles piercing his heart, and it hurt so much that he couldn't do it, but he still endured it and pretended to be extremely indifferent.

He hated himself very much, he always thought he was the one who protected her, but he didn't expect to end up being the one who hurt her.

Jiang Zhengxin lowered his eyes and said softly: "I won't ask, don't be angry." ”

Yue Yue was silent for a while, and said, "I will go back to Hanxian Palace in two days, and I should not come to the capital again in the future." ”

Jiang Zhengxin's heart was stagnant, and he didn't come to the capital anymore? Does that mean that there are fewer opportunities to meet, and what if you miss him?

Although he didn't want this, Jiang Zhengxin didn't ask Yu Yue to come back to see him often in the future, but just nodded obediently and said, "Okay, then I'll go to Hanxian Palace to find you." ”

"No need." Yu Yue interrupted her and said coldly, "Let's not meet again in the future." ”

Jiang Zhengxin stretched out his hand to take Yu Yue's hand, looked at the resolute purple eyes and said: "Don't you lie to me like last time, I know it's because your heart is even worse that you said these words to let me leave, but didn't we say okay, don't let this matter become an obstacle between us, I already have the news of the fairy antlers, and I will be able to cure you soon." ”

She was a little anxious, even a little pleading.

Yu Yue withdrew his hand: "This matter is not an obstacle for us at all, I don't want to see you because I have never liked you, and being with you is just a show, before it was for you to help me find Ruoshui Ji, and then for Jade Bodhi and Fairy Antlers, I have been just trying to use you, and now Mr. Yuwen said that he already has news of Fairy Antlers, so you are no longer of value to me." ”

Jiang Zhengxin shook his head and said in a choked voice: "I won't believe anything you say, you said you liked me and wanted to marry me, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life." ”

There was a great pain in her heart, and a bitter feeling surged up, the words she had just said to her, the future she had just hoped for, would come to naught overnight.

Why is creation so confusing?

He turned his face away, no longer looked at Jiang Zhengxin, and said coldly: "What I like is not you, and it is not you who I want to marry, but ...... Another person. ”

"......" Jiang Zhengxin looked at Yue Yue in shock, and his heart throbbed.

Even if he knew that Yue Yue was lying to her, he would feel sorry for such an indifferent look and such words.

Her eyes were red, and tears fell uncontrollably: "Xiaoyue, don't say it again, if you have anything to say, talk to me when your heart is better."

She stood up and said, "You have a good rest first, I'm leaving." ”

Then Jiang Zhengxin didn't give Yue Yue a chance to speak again, walked out of the room quickly, and only turned around when she came out of the door, reluctantly glanced at Yue Yue for the last time, and said to him in her heart: "You wait for me." ”

Wei Yue watched Jiang Zhengxin's figure disappear into the rain curtain, and her heart was sad, it turned out that Tianshu's words were true, and it would rain when she cried.

It turned out that these were her tears.

He stepped into the rain and reached for the falling rain.

A drop fell into his palm, causing him to feel painful.

Sorry for making you sad.

Hate me, hate me, and I will never be able to make you cry again.

It's like a thorn in your heart, uprooted and wounded once, it's better than burying it in your heart and torturing you all the time.

I really wish I was just a grain of sand that was blown in and out of your eyes, and it would be good if it flowed out with tears, instead of a thorn growing in your heart, which would pull your blood and pain when pulled out,

As long as you can stop crying, I would like to be the least important person in your life.

Her heart hurt so much that she could barely breathe, and there were blood stains on the corners of her lips.

He clutched the hem of his heart and endured it, but the smell of blood kept pouring up, and finally he vomited blood in a big gulp.

He didn't know how much blood he had vomited, but there was a shocking red patch on the ground, mixed with the rain, and it didn't go away for a long time.

The corners of her mouth hooked, hoping that she would die like this, so that she could live, and if she made a choice between her death and his death, he would choose himself without hesitation.